Timetable~Hari Raya

Just got our timetable..haiz...i got class everyday..stupid timetable...

seems like NANA will b together again..for one class tat is..the class is the Japanese Language.. XDXD

OMG..Finally get to learn Jap!!So fun...
Got a feeling this sem will b a terrible one..cos i got the teachers tat i do not really like/understand well enough to teach me?I wan Steve!!!



Oh!Tomolo is Hari Raya..Wanna take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness to whomever i've caused heartache to aka everyone?Lol..wish u all the best and hope u celebrate hari raya with fun and laughter!!

~K aka Huda

Blah~

Went to Siggraph Asia talk at NYP yesterday with Cher and Meme...Enthu eh? Lol

walked to sch and met them at blk M... they seemed to like my new haircolor..O.O

saw him...LOL!!!!i was joking with meme tat he seemed to b more attractive over one month and she rolled her eyes..

he said hello to us and wat did i do?well.i always appear nervous in front of him so i bumped into someone and dropped my jacket..yeap..and he was like O.O...so i quickly walked away.. @___@

the talk was interesting tho i didn't understand wat the heck the guy was talking abt..haha...den after the talk,went to amk hub cos Cher wanna buy some food from subway..den went home~

i made up my mind..instead of dieting like crazy and lose more than 5 kg in one month,i decided to take it slow...meaning i will take my own time to lose my weight..lol..see if this works better than the crazy diet thingy...

one thing for sure,i wanna hit 65 kg by the time i graduate.. ^^

~K

Hwaitin FTI~ MIROTIC SUJU Concert DVD

ahh..so sad rite now..

Ft Island lost to Shinee on Mnet Countdown...
BUt i think they desrve the award..haven really lsiten to their songs so i can't judge..

but imo from wat i c,sometimes fti wasn't really given the credits for working hard...

i know tat fans will vote like crazy just cos they wan their grp to win..im not making any assumptions but well,ive seen it...oh well,both deserves the award not just one.. ^^

don cry Jonghun~


Listening to Mirotic now and the song bangs.. XD Abit of rockish a bit of Pop etc..
Ahh..I hav a feelin Korea will b in a huge chaos once they r back...cam't wait for the end of year award..Hope they snatch all the awards again...especially the daesang award...

OMG..SS501 will hav a hard time since they r making their comeback in oct.. @___@

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Just ordered TVXQ! 4th Album and realised that Super Junior - Super Show DVD concert also just came out for pre-order.Bahhh...guess i just order later..@____@

~K

Year 2 Sem 1 exam results

3D Modelling - B
Drawing 3 - B
Web Design 1 - A
2D Animation - A
3D Animation - C+
Story - B
Studio Project 3 - Dist

GPA: 3.308


Phew...Glad i passed everything...was actually surprised that i got a c+ for 3D animation since i didn't even finished the only assignment tat the module has...i was expecting atleast a D if not F.. -.-

and B for 3Dmodel?I hav a feeling they were moderating like hell..lol
surprised that i got a B for story too since the assignment i did it like 2 days before the date due..

i hav to thank SK for helping me alot in web design till i received an A..i thought i could atleast get a B.. XD
was pretty heartbroken that i got a B for drawing 3 but oh well..means i havta buck more~

im loving the result for my SP3 XDXD
distinction babe~!!

ahhh...im so freaking happy and shocked too...tot my gpa will go down the drain since i expected that i will hav like alot of modules that i have not done well..

better pull up my socks till my neck or my knees according to wat meme said for me.. lol
hwaiting~





wanna passed my condolescenes to Yani for her Grandfather's passing..hope u r ok now
and also thanks to my frens for their supports... ^^

hmm..went to apply for driving license last Mon with Ira and her sisters...going for the first lesson tomolo morning..So looking forward to it..been a while since i've used my brains.. XDXD

~K

Im going to miss you...

I was awakened by my mom on thirsday morning 11 sept 2008 at 10 am...I was dazed from lack of sleep but I could make out what she was saying...Something bout gg to the hospital early for my grandmother's operation...

She went off first and said that i will go with my dad later..But at 12 pm,she called and told me to get ready..My brother will come back from work and we will go together with my dad...she was in critical condition...

by the time i reached,i only see my mom and my aunt and they were crying..

doc said we had no choice cos she was too weak..so the only way was to keep injecting some medicine to keep her alive till all my relatives came..until then we had to just wait......

i held onto her hand and kissed her cheek while my bro kissed her forehead at the other side of the bed...i hate crying...

finally all my grandmother's children except for one arrived..just when the last one arrived,15 minutes after seeing her son,my grandmother passed away at 3+pm...

her body was taken to the mortuary..we collected it and our families spent the night at my aunt's house...

the next morning,she was buried at Chua Chu Kang cemetery..the place was beautiful..
atleast she managed to see all her children and grandchildren before leaving...







Im going to miss her smile..

Im going to miss her angry face..

Im going to miss her talking about ghost stories on my bed while we were going to sleep..

Im going to miss her nagging at me to be more womanly and help out at the kitchen..

Im going to miss her offering of food to me whnenever i was with her..

Im especially going to miss her warmth as she held onto my arm whenever i hav to escort her to somewhere...

i still cried at night when i thought about the days while she stayed at my house..she looked so cute sitting at the side of the bed while trying to read the medicine prescriptions...

or when she slowly walked back and fro in my house...

im still crying when i typed this out but after this,the tears will go away and only the memories will remain..

I love you granny even though i never say or act like it.....

hong hong~ <33

Gahh!!Even after so many days since their comeback I'm still infatuated with Hong Gi~ <33





When he stared at the camera while singin,my heart went *thump* *thump*

Haiz...And I still haven strted exercising..Wanted to strt today but went to visit my grandmother who nearly suffered a heart attack..Currently recovering in SGH..It was sad to see her in pain.. T___T

Hope she gets better soon....

~K

Inspirations

I wan all their sweaters and also that checkered shirt ard Hong gi's waist..... T____T

Told u I hav fetishes for stripes and hoodies...Meme is the one who's into checkereds..Im so-so.. XD

AND THE SHOES!!!OMG!!!Those are the ones Im looking for!!With the 'toungue' long.. >___<

Man the boys are getting skinnier...

I realised that Im beginning to think abt wearing more fashionable clothes..Not the kind of fashion TVXQ! and SUJU are into but more of FTI cos their styles fits me.. XD

A bit of rock and gothic/emo?

Ahhh...The more reason I nd to lose my weight..Make tat my inspirations.. XD

We can do this MEME!!! \0/ \0/ \0/

~K

teachers' day,wall-e and bugis

Went out to Xinmin yesterday with Jannah,Ain and Wani..Hahhaa..Missed them alotz..

Met them outside school..Ouyang and Hongzhi was also there..Hongzhi hensem lor..LOL..

Anyway,we cannot go in cos of the stupid rule that said slippers are not allowed... >.>
I was so close to cursing which I haven done since i left secondary sch life.. @___@

In the end we managed to get inside but Hongzhi failed cos he's still weaing slippers..Ain managed to borrow one sandals from the security guard aunty..The freaking weird thing was that we r not allowed to watch the performance lor..

Idiot OM..He only like join this year and want to act as though he has been working in tat school for years..Juat die la..We can't even walk anywhere beside the canteen..When he asked where we are gg,i just replied what cannot walk here issit?

LOL..The old Huda was getting back...

In the end Mrs Lim Hui Hui went down and saw the whole bunch of ex-students inbthe canteen,she was surprised and then just ask us to go up and watch the performance..Bastard OM la..

After the performance,we went to see the teachers..LOL..We went to see Ms Ng and Cikgu Norliza and Puan Ida..We also met the cleaner aunty!!!! XDXD

So hilarious!!

I was pretty happy on that day cos alot compliemented me on my lost weight..Even though I hav like gain a lot.. -.-

Can't wait for the next gathering..Suddenly missed my classmates...Haiz...

Hmm..Im strting to like him..XDXD
After 2 times seeing him again..

Hmm..Aftr that went to sch and met Shu Kang..
Did my feedback and we went to watch movie..Meeting Cher,Meme,Lin and Rainee at Cathay..But well,you know me right..We were supposed to drop at Somerset but we dropped at Orchard instead..

LOL..>It's ok SK,We nd to exercise anyway.. XD
So we walked to Somerset..

Watched movie at 4.45pm..So many hilarious and almost embarrassing moment for me.. @____@
After the movie,I went to meet my mom at CP and eat dinner..I ate Western food which is BADDDDD....Well,last time to enjoy food before the training days come.. XD
Then we went home..Ahhh~

So tired...Going out again today to Geylang to watch the concert...Nothing to do at home anyway.. XD


~K

Meme asked me the reason I wan to lose weight and I replied,I wan a boyfren...
LOL!!!!!
I am 20 years old so its normal.. XD

When I told my mom tat,she was like,Huda u getting 'gatal' hor..

IM DONE

OMGOMG!!!! Im freakin done man!!!

My days of suffering is OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!

XDXDDXDXDX


My project assessment was today at 5.15 pm.
Went to Cheryl's house in the morning to use Flash..Finish the job at 3 pm and rushed home...Tot i was gonna b late but Im not..

When I arrived there,the first person I saw was Shu Kang. XD
Everyone was quiet..Finally it was my turn and I went in..Needless to say the assessment went great..They complimented on my work saying that I did good,very good for my animation..

It was Bhakta leh who said tta,the animation teacher of course I was freaking happy!! XD

Shu Kang was waiting for me of course and we went to Ramen Ten to eta..Take it as a celebration occassion..After that went home and here I am..

Tomolo gg to Xinmin in the morning than gg to watch movie with NYP frenz and den mayb meeting my mom in Orchard...

I really can't believe that the days of not sleeping enough,being short-tempered and stoning in the bus are over..Atleast for now.. XD

Love is a Lie...

FT Island - Sarang HooAe

sarangiira saengakhaetgo

Nae juhnboorago saengakhaetgo

Nae majimakii dwil sarang geugeh nuhrago miduhsuh

Nuh hanamaneul wihae ootgo

Nuh hanamaneul wihae sargo

Geueh haengbok irgguhrago ni sarangeul midutneundeh

Modu da guhjitmariya da guhjitmariya

Nuh-eh sarangeun da guhjitmariya

Itorok apeugeh haesuh

Nar seurpeugeh haesuh oolligo gan sarangijanah

Namaneul saranghandago nal jikyuhjoondago

Nuh-eh sarangeun da gujitmariya

Nae maeum da gajyuhgago sarangdo gajyuhgagoh

Ddunaneun geh sarang ii janah

Han saramehgeh sarang badgo

Han saramehgeh sarangjoogo

Geu saramii nuhilgguhra babochuhruhm midutneundeh

Namaneul saranghandago nal jikyuhjoondago

Nuh-eh sarangeun da gujitmariya

Nae maeum da gajyuhgago sarangdo gajyuhgagoh

Ddunaneun geh sarang ii janah

Sarangiirahneun mareun guhjitmal

Sarangeul handan mardoh guhjitmal

Youngwoniiraneun mardoh guhjitmal

Doraondaneun yaksokmaneul naegeh namgin chae

Geudaeneun uhdiroh (jakkuman muruhjanah)

Geudaeneun uhdiroh murhuhjigoh muruhjyuhdoh

Naneun nuh hanamaneul saranghae

Nuh dashi doraorkabwa naegehroh orkabwa

Naneun sarangeul dashi mot-hajana

Itorok apeuge haedoh nal seurpeugehhaedoh

Nuh hanaman gidarijana

Modu da guhjitmariya da guhjitmariya

Oori ibyureun da guhjitmariiya

Niga nae sarang iinika nae junbooiinikka

Nuh hanaman gidarijana

Love is a Lie

Translation

I thought you were my love

I thought you were my everything

I believed that it was you who would be my last love

I smile only for youI live only for you

I was happy and believed in your love

Everything's a lie, it's all a lie

Your love is all a lie

Because I'm hurting like this

Because you hurt me like this

It's a love that causes tears

You'll only love me, you'll protect only me

Your love is all a lie

You took my whole heart, took all my love even

It's a love that leaves

One person receives love

One person gives love

Like a fool, I believed you were that person

Everything's a lie, it's all a lie

Your love is all a lie

Because I'm hurting like this

Because you hurt me like this

It's a love that causes tears

You'll only love me, you'll protect only me

Your love is all a lie

You took my whole heart, took all my love even

It's a love that leaves

The words of love are a lie

The words "I love you" are a lie too

The words of forever are a lie as well

Only our promise to return is left

Where are you (You're always so far away)

Wherever you are, however far you are

You're still the only one I love

Please try to come back, come back to me

I can't love another

Even though I'm hurting like this, even though you hurt me

I wait only for you

Everything's a lie, it's all a lie

Our breakup is all a lieBecause you're the one I love, because you're my everything

I wait only for you

credits: rocketdiary @ lovefti

I officially love this song.. FT Island delivers such different songs from TVXQ! and SUJU who mostly focuses on R&B and Pop and sometimes rock..Needless to say,their genres are in varities..

FT Island on the other hand is mostly on rock..And their promo songs are always so ANGST...( Lovesick & Until you return )

I like... XDXD

My most favourite genre for songs..

Hong Gi is LOVE..

~K

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A quiz me and my frens took.. Seems like Im the seme out of the four of them aka cheryl,shu kang,huiying and jia wei.. LOL!

You are a Don't Fuck With Me Seme!

Serious and to the point, and sometimes bordering on the sadistic, it takes a special breed of uke to satisfy your needs. You tend to be anti-social with little patience for most people. You need someone to challenge you and push you to your limits, and then be able to take your intense reactions, which possibly involves rope and sensual torture. This is what makes the Badass Uke the yin for your yang, as you're the only one able to put them in line and satisfy each other.

Most compatible with: Badass Uke

Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke, Innocent Uke, Clueless Uke

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.


And here's the vid for the song that is playing.. FTI came out with their new album.. XDXD





The strting kinda reminds me of Sarangalee...
Loving Hong Gi's new hairstyle now...And the others too though I still prefer Jonghun's hair to be short.. >.>


~K

alot of irritating things

yup...just came back from CP where me and my mom met her old fren...It was quite irritating..atleast for some parts..

Yah,my mom's fren whom i also know since very young was sweet and all but i hated the fact tat she sort of hinting abt comparing me and her daughter...

like her daughter knows how to cook and clean house etc,(just like my cousin who also said that her daughter is very hardworking in cleaning house)...I was rolling my eyes and not looking at her when she said tat..Not trying to b a bitch and rude abt it but i freaking hate it when ppl compared with other ppl..

hey,if u wan so much for a person to follow another,might as well don hav any indviduals in this world right? I'm perfectly fine with the way i am even if it meant i do not behave like a gal,not know how to cook or lazy in cleaning house,i like the way i am..(except for my body tat is...-.-)

Atleast im no bitch prowling on the streets in miniskirts and tube,smoking or flirting with some assholes...And atleast im schooling.. >.>

Oh..And i saw this vid where a malay gal was caught on hp cam...Screaming like a crazy woman on the hp in the mrt just cos i think her bf cheated on her..who the fuck care la..there's no nd for her to tell the whole eorld abt her probs.. -.-

all she did was not embarassing her bf but more of herself..I mean if i were her fren bside her,i would ask her to shut the fuck up...even if she was crying her ass off...


Oh yeah..There's also some stupid discussion going on in TVXQ! and Super Junior soompi forums..

the fans in tvxq! tread was discussing abt BigEast VS Cassiopeias which i think was pretty freaking ridiculous...Abt why the cassiopeias hav to wait for so long to hav the band release a single/album while japan can hav singles like every 2/3 months..I was like WTF..

be grateful la..atleast u can see them when they r in Korea...

And super junior,rumours hav been going on abt Kibum gg to quit suju...they r being in denial abt it of cos since there's no official news..but still,as much as i love tat guy,i hav to admit that he don really hav much part being in suju..most of the time he was away on acting..

why must we tie him down in suju if he want to pursue his acting career since he love acting?
i would be happy for him actually even though it mean no more only13...which i don know is a bad or a good thing.. -.-

I know i will get bash for this but who cares..IMO,suju is more known as entertainers and not singers...Compared to TVXQ! who only focuses on singing i think suju will do well in the entertainment business rather than music industry...

And im not saying that cos i love TVXQ!..i love them both and also other artists and well.. XD ( Orange Range,NewS etc... )
Im just stating the facts whether u like it or not...

So buzz off if u wanna bash me eh? ^^







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OOOHH..i feel so much better.. XDXD

Been like forever since i cursed and the stress kinda overdid my limitations.. Lol..


~K

BAhhh

Yupp..I am soo gonna retake a module or two next semester...
I guess its for the best since i don even know what the hell i'm doing..

Atleast if i retake it will shed some light in my brains..Lol...


Anyway,was watching Rurouni Kenshin again and I remembered how much i love this song..Ever since in primary school or issit sec 1? >.>

And the ending for RK sux to the max.. =___=

~K

@_____@

bahhh....my life is ridiculous...why did i join this course again?Lol
sooo damn stress...

was rushing my assignments yesterday..Only managed to hand in 1..im so dead..yupp..
and i think i will hav to retake one module which is 3danimation..

whoever said rigging is easy,i should shoot them >.>


Hmm..watched Journey to the center of the Earth with Shu Kang yesterday at Eng Wah..After i finished my assignmets which was like at 8+ so watched the show at 9.15...

i was freakingly happy to know that two of my actors whom i love is in there.. Boy did Josh Hutcherson grew up to b a fine man.. XDXD

next week chiong-ing for more work and of course the ever beloved studio project...

oh..i forgot to mention that now i hav my own webbie..will changed the layout after my teacher marked it for the assignment.. ^__^

http://huda-k.net/


i wanna buy TVXQ! T DVD Concert.. -.-
and im stress-ing on my weight now..haiz..trying to lose 20kg in by end of year.. @___@
( forced too by cheryl so she can ask me to join cosplay.. -.- )

~K

New mp3

Yupp..And not cos I bought it or anything..Cos my Zen Vision M hard disk received too many bangs in the head and it decided to die early.. @____@

I send it to the HQ and the guy called me the next day to say that my model is out of stock aka no hope of having it anymore.

So he decided to replace it with another model,called Creative Zen..He also said that he gave me thie highest size the model is capable which is 32gb only..haiz..This is how it looks like..

Beside the size,I guess all the functions r almost the same...The only thing I'm not happy with it is that it is the size of a credit card.. T__T
I lik bulky things!!! I have a feeling I will like break this in few days lor.. >.>

~K

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Can someone knock some sense into me?

I'm slacking like nobody's business... >_____<

~K

Cosplay 5-6 July

YAhhhooo~

OMG...Finally after 2 days,the CosFest is finally over!!! XDXD

It was damn fun I tell you..Lol..Hmm..Let me recount what happened...

1st Day*

We came like at 11+ cos the layout of the booths had changed and we had to meet the organisers first..After that,we set up our stall and waited..The sales are quite slow on the first day..But damn,most of the artists there are DAMN talented la!!OMG...!!

The cosplayers are also very cute..All of the people there are very friendly..^__^

What was I'm surprised about was that alot of ppl seemed to love the Naruto Ending bookmarks..And I printed like 5 sets only..So,we decided to print again on the 2nd day...

2nd Day*

On the 2nd day we went to print..I printed another 10 sets of Naruto ending bookmarks and managed to sell all of it..It's surprising really..Seemed like everyone saved the money to buy on the 2nd day..XD..

Ira's cousin came to pick her Suju up and also Yana and Lihin came to see me.. LOL..Thanx guys~

I hav like 80 badges and managed to sell about 60+..^__^
Hope atleast it covers up the cost I spent to make these..X__X

But like I say,its a fun experience!I hope we can do it again at the end of the year..^__^

~K

Bookmarks~

Hope its passable..haiz..

~K

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I'm tired... x___x


~K

O.o

Now then I'm beginning to realise..











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LOVE WHITE!!!!

Lol..Niwae,here the edited pic of my pinbadges and a bookmark i made..I think i know wat theme for my 2nd set of bookmark..


The below is the edited version...





Ignore the words at the bottom 'cause im still unsure of wat to put there...Mayb design or something.. x__x

Naruto Animal-chibi style~ XDXD

~K