bwahahah

Hello again...Well...Sorry I did not post anything yesterday what with SJAB and all..Niwae,I will talk more about yesterday than about today...Why?'Cause yesterday was damn fun man!

Let's cut the chase will we?It was during recess if I am not wrong..Went to the toilet with Wani and Zahirah when I saw Jannah with Aqmal outside the classroom...Dude am I confused when I saw her threatening him...Adding with the fact that Aqmal shouted for me to help him..I was clueless..Hahaha...Turned out that the Malay boys locked him out and left him with a deranged gal...

Then when I came in,the boys was like saying "Big boss come!!Reinforcements!!"Or whatever shit...I just ignored them and asked the other what the heck just happened..My Gawd!When Fauzan and the rest said someting about Jannah watching porno I burst outloud!It was soooo funny...Though I know it was not true I could not help myself...Some friend huh?Hhaha...

Then the boys was like "I will support you" and laughed along..It was hilarious dude!Jannah was screaming in frustration...Then I remembered something...Back at the toilet,Wani told me that one of the boys hid my bag inside the closet and she took it back for me...I went up to the boys and said.

"Tadi ade satu burung bilang aku..Sape taruk beg aku dalam closet??!"
(Just now,there's one bird that told me...Who placed my bag in the closet??!)

All the boys pointed at Fauzan who tried his uhh best to point at the others but well I knew...I even asked Madi 'cause he was the only guy who was in class with Fauzan..And he took his english worksheet and shoved it into my face saying that he was doing his homework...Semangat...Panik nampak bang?Nyahahah...

I beat Fauzan and left 'em...For the whole day,Jannah was teased by them...Poor gal...Hhahaah...Not to mention today..There was rows of chair that someone kinda took and placed in behind our class...Some boys including Madi and Aqmal went to sit there...From my point of view,it looked like they were
waiting for something...Like in the polyclinic or something...

Then I think Nasri said that they are waiting for Jannah...I do not even want to finish that sentence...Man..Nasri was crude..Jannah chased him around the class shouting that she will kill him..Madi even took something and make it as though he was whipping something...Kinky fella...Ceh...

Overall it was damn funny when they started teasing Jannah though sometimes it was pretty annoying...Especially to Jannah...Nyahahah...Oh!!I also teased her with Aqmal..Why?'Cause I had nothing better to do..It was about the Hari Raya piccy where we were all sitting on the floor but only him and her was sitting behind...When I said this during Maths lesson,Aqmal who was sitting beside Madi behind me,shot back indignantly that there was no place else to sit..Man..Thay guy was funny when he did that expression...Desperation..

They made a good couple if you asked me..Nyahaha!!!Fine..fine...Before they kill me I'd better stop sprouting rubbish..Well..Guess that's all then...It's been quite a fun roller-coaster ride this past two day!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:'M definetely going for the band and choir performance on 22 March!!Wheee~!

YooOo

Yeap...Back again...It's been like a roller-coaster ride for me for the past few days..Xcept that this ride could be the most boring and slow ride of my life..Yeah guys..I AM BORED!With what?School!!!

Hmmm...What did I do today?Well,we had PE lesson..That was boring...I mean we just sat there and do worksheets...So when I was done,I walked around,seeing that my friends were busy talking about Taufik Batisah...Then Aiwen,Sin Li and Vivian called me to talk about stuffs...Surprise surprise!!Seems like they have the same opinions with me...

Niwae,I cut my fringe and hell...Everyone seemed to notice..I was like huh?They were all like saying you look cute and whatever shit but it looks the same to me...Jannah even said that it made me look more womenly and not fierce!!Oh man..That really hurts me!Hahaha...

Then we got English lesson and Maths...Very boring...Nothing much going now...But the best part of the day was during our DISC...It was sOo funny dude!That guy was like teasing Ronghui alotz...Then he kept looking at my Maths teacher,Ms Kuck...Gonna tease her 2molo... ^_^

However this week gonna be the best week ever!Why??I need not go to the meeting for one week!!Yeah!!Nasri oh so kind-heartedly made a deal with me that if I help him burn a game,he will go to the meetings...No way am I gonna pass this chance up man!Whee~!So damn happy!

I also realised something..I had known some of my friends for 6 years and I did not even realise it!!My god..How much time flew...Me and Aiwen was like chatting and then she said "Hey!We were in the same class since sec 1!!"I was like bullshit man..Hahaha...So funny...Hmmm...Forgot to asked her blogspot webby...And she have Joshua Ang's piccies!!!Aaargghh!!Hmm..Then me and Zahirah accompanied Jannah who wanna cut her fringe...After that,had our so-called lunch and Zahirah went to my house to watch scary movie while Jannah went home...

Well,I guess that's all...Told ya nothing much is going on in my miserable life..Wonder what my graduated friends are doing right now...Speaking of which,I heard that one of the gals in Sec5 is gonna join my class...TOMORROW!!Heard that she failed horibbly...I mean I know her feelings...To see your friends go while you are stuck in this manhole... >_<

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Really need to buck up on my Chemistry and Englsih man....

lov3 ya

Somewhere

Somewhere in the world
Somewhere in the dark
I can hear the voice that calls my name
Might be a memory
Might be my future
Might be a love waiting for me

Rock me gently
Hug me tenderly
'Til the morning breaks, night fades away
I've spent my time in vain
Trapped inside pain
Don't let me down
Help me see the light

CHORUS

* Feeling bitter and twisted all along
Wading through an empty life too long
I close my eyes
Listen to the wind
Longing to belong to a higher place
Let me hear your voice
Let me be with you
When the shadow falls down upon me
Like a bird singing
Like a breeze blowing
It's calling me
Somewhere in the world

*repeat

Dedicated to Nuryani and Amirah...Thanks for the words of encouragement guys...You are soOoo sweet!! ^_^ 'M okay now...Part of growing up...I am not gonna fall into depression over little things like this so stop worrying kay?
We really behave like the 'Bujang Lapok' eh?Only we are gals..Hmm..Think gonna find that song!!

Love you guys till the END!!And yesh I know...We will STICK together FOREVER!!Hahaha...

Even if we were to part one day,our memories will remain till we meet again...In another place.. ^_^

hmmm...

Gah...Another day passed...So boring!!My life is just a routine of going to school,return home,play computer and sleep...Of course squeeze in the eating time that's all I have for that day..Pretty easy to figure out...

Nothing much today....Go to school and Puan Ida kinda asked me about something...Which I replied back in a matter-of-fact tone...About what??Guess...Niwae,accompany Jannah to the brief meeting with Mr Joseph Lim...Bwahahaha...Kinda funny actually...I mean,Jannah here thought that maybe she was exempted for the External Vigilator thingy but it turned out to be the opposite...She is to go for another interview next Monday!!

God her reaction was hilarious...Her eyes were like bulging out and she screeched..Mr Lim just smiled...Then it was like all blah blah blah then we went to class...Hmmm...Funny thing was,I thought that Aqmal was in a bad mood for some reason 'cause what the hell,he was not his usual crazy self for the past two days... [eg:insulting me... >:( ] I don't think it's about that thing I asked him about 'cause he was like don worry about it...But during Maths lessson,he sat next to me and acted normal so I did not ask any question...Man...There are weird people with mood swings besides me in this world...

After Maths went to TAF and got cramp...Shit...Managed to 'tahan' and endured through the interview...It's was fun!Although Nasri was nearly shitting himself in his pants when I told him that maybe it was one-on-two...Turned out that it was in a group and that pain went away or so he told me..Seems that whenever he is nervous he will have a bad stomachache..Like that time during our N'Levels results and when he was tseted by our Malay teacher for Oral..So funny... ^_^

Niwae,the Vigilator was nice and friendly...Talked about how the habits of mind were applied in our life and the teachers..I said that the teachers pushes us towards our goals even though we were slackers and they LAUGHED!I was not completely bemused but what did I say??It was the truth...Hahaha...But 'cause of the cramp,I told Ms Ng that I would not be coming for SJAB and she said okay...Got home and found that the clinic was closed...Damn...Decided to wait till it reopens again...

Overall,like I said nothing interesting is going on in my life...School getting more boring 'cause the Sec5s 2005 no longer there...Haiz...Cannot 'kacau' them...Still haven asked the guys whether they wanna perform the Dikir Barat combine with the girls this year...Haiz...Lot of work in my hands...

By the way,I had already decided my goal...For what??My personal as well as my academic goals...Hmmm...There are only a few things for my personal goals but one of them is to get a good job to support my family...Academicall, I wanna get at least 15 ponts maximun for my L1 R4!!All the best to me dude!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Watch out 2005 Sec5s..'M gonna attack you when I am stuck so prepare yourself!!Bwahahahah!!!!

yesh

Hmmm...Don know why but now that I had turned eighteen,I started to think more about my future....I mean,the responsibilities I have for both of my parents,my relationships and my career...I should do more thinking and observing in the near future....

However,for now,I am seriously thinking about my friendships that I have with the others...Sometimes I could not help but wonder...Are they really my friends or do I dare trust them?Or am I being too soft by giving them face?I need to find the answers....

You would say without thinking that friendship means a lot but have you ever wonder,what is friendship really about?Does it even exists in this world?I know that some of us would immediately say that he or she is my best friend but is that for sure?

These questions kept swirling in my mind when I looked at all of my friends..Be it in school or outside...Yeah..We love to hang around and joke with them during or after school but when it all comes down,will they be the ones who will be standing by your side and holding your hand for support?I don care if you say I am choosy or what but hell it's my life I am talking about here...And I am not trying to be a backstabber or whatever shit you call it...Hell..To me,they are the worse and they should just stab each other in the back..More fun to look at...

In the end,I guess I should start from scratch again..I think I will observe those who are around me and find more about their personalities before admitting that they are truly my friends and not acquaintances..But hey,that does not mean that I am not their friend..I will still be there if they need my help but for now let me think about all these....

Signing out Slacker & Loserz....

PS:Distancing myself from my friends for a while may sounds like a good decision but there is no way am I gonna hurt them like that...So all I can do is go home and think....

Glad u see it

Well..Glad you see it that way Masita...You even stated our similarities...I am amazed..However there are some slight errors...We like the same boy you say?Sorry gal...Wrong guy..Try again...Oh..And I don always like to be in control you know..Kinda lazy...Lastly,I'm no bitch but if you wanna insult me,call me 'Mat'..That sounded helluva better!!

If you think that this time I read your blog sorry,wasn't me...Jus one gal who informed me bout it but well who cares anyway?I was sleeping at that time...Hahaha...Although I don see the need to write about you in my blog,I will talk about you with our friends...That would be more fun as there are more things to discuss..No fun talking to myself...

Well...Went to the movie yesterday with Zahirah...We talked about stuffs and all that...So boring dude that show...Thought that 'Fun With Dick and Jane'gonna be funny like Wani said but it was okay..No climax at all...But I still had fun with her...She was so funny man...

After that,we went to Kovan and took piccies..Saw one jacket that we are both eyeing on...Then went home..Nothing much really..Just that in the bus,Zahirah started talking about ghosts...Hilarious I tell you...She was the one who started it but in the end,she was the one who was scared shitless...

We planned on going to Geylang and Clementi together one day..Also planning to play badminton...Better asked our friends along...Gonna be FUN!!!That's all guys!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Congrats to all my friends!!You've done exceedingly well in your Os!!! ^_^

ShOoo!!

Yeah yeah...So what if I am fat or got a drooping boobs?At least they are REAL !!!I am not gonna denied that I am fat..Heck!I am OVER the board...So what??Don know what the heck I've done to you this time...What??Just because I ignored you and cannot even stomache my meal by looking at your face,you wanna write all those stuffs about me?All I ever did was to pretend that you don even exists in my freaking life and that was wrong???Yeah yeah..I am one UGLY FAT girl with DROOPINg boobs..Happy??

Please lah...I am just here to make things clear..I don have the time to entertain you okay?You can do what you want and I can do mine...And you say people don noticed my hypocrite ways 'cause I always act cute??Then you are not paying close attention to the people around you..I can safely say that not everyone likes me and I am bloody fine with that...I mean I not all perfect...Btw, they are not my close friends so why the hell should I even bother about them?

One more thing,if you are thinking I am flirting with Aqmal,please get ur freaking head examine...Yes,I fully write his name..Why??'Cause I wanna make things damn clear to everyone that I am bloody not interested in him...You got ur own BF so why looked at other guys?I really hope that HE will notice my friend and not you!So just because you say I am a flirt you think that gonna stopped me from talking to the guys??Hell..It's my voice,my choice and my
bloody life whom I talk to okay??!!Btw,you are not even his GF for what you care who flirts with him??

And you say you are smart??Just shut up and prove it to me when the O levels results are out next year kay?I don even giv a shit about who cleverer or who's more stupid....As long as they are doing their best,that's all what matters...
Lastly,you said that I've bumped into you??Well,I opologised for that but hey,you did say that I was FAT with DROOPING boobs so forgive my clumsiness...

So from now on whatever shit you wanna write about me,go ahead..I don giv a damn...You can tell the whole world who I am really am in your point of view but who cares??All I know is that I hate you to the core so the feelings is mutual eh??So MY advice to you,Jangan nk act minah r dekat sikit eh...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:I don care if you read this or not...All I care is that you know what I think of you and vice versa...If you got some problems settled it with me face-to-face!!!!

Gagagag!!!

Rindu Padamu

Tiada sehari yang berlalu
Tanpa ku mengingati Mu
Rindu pada Mu
Sentiasa mendambakan
Kasih dan sayang Mu
Semalam aku bermimpi
Dalam hujan ku berlari
Berlari mencari
Memangil-manggil nama Mu
Nama Mu yang sempurna

Kuharap dan kuberdoa
Semoga dapat bersua denganmu

KORUS

Tiada kata yang dapat ku gambarkan
Perasaan yang ku alami
Cinta ku ini tiada berbelah bagi
Cinta yang suci dan abadi

Apakah aku diterima
Atau kau kan membiarkan saja
Kerana ku berdosa
Jangan biarkan ku terhina
Ku merayu pada mu

( ulang KORUS 2X )

Yeap..Change the song again...For those non-malays sorry but I could not help uploading this song..Soo nice man...Hahaha....Niwae,Valentine's Day is coming so 'm kinda mushy right now... ^_^

Hmmm..What to say about me??Well...Nothing much just wanna say a big 'THANK YOU' to Yani and Mira for giving me those wonderful presents that they had given me @ 8.45 pm!!!...Hahaha...I know I was slow in my reaction..I mean...After you guys boarded the bus,I messenged u guys telling you how lovely the presents were...Slow loading!!Don't hit me!!

What kind of presents u ask?Well..A Naruto action figures,piccies,a Sasuke keychain (GASP!) and a BIG HARRY POTTER WALLPAPER!!!Oh My Gawd!!!Last but not least a piccy of Mr Jachie Chan himself with their self-proclaimed of his signature behind..That was funny!!!

Hmmm...I guess that's all for this entry then...Nothing much going on in my life except for the random jokes in school from Nasri and his stupid gang...Haha...Baka...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Please pray for me that I will pass my Malay O'Level this Friday!!And to those who are taking their results,all the best and I will see you in school!!If you are in the same school with me that is... >_<