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Hmmm..What d'ya know..A swedish song...


A change of taste huh?


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AND I'M STILL BORED!!!!!

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bored!

I am so freaking bored right now...

Seems like there aren't anything for me to do...Now thinking back,I'm wishing that the time to study for O'Levels is back..Hell,I'm ready to beg for it to come back..Anything just give me something to live for!!!

Sat at home everyday without anything to do...How pathetic can you be?

At least at school,there's something to do..Be it studying or doing your duty in class...You'll never be bored out of your mind only pissed but hey,I rather take that any time of the day babe!!How I miss those days...

Somebody can you please repair my PS2?!!

I'm starting to hate everything about myself and everything around me..Maybe 'cause I'm bored?

I hope somebody can give me a reason to live again...Last time,my reason was solely to pass my O'Levels but niw when it's all over,what's my path again?

Getting more frustrated by the minute!!!

What's worse that I am freaking BROKE!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

WTF?

Just read the newspaper today and I am freaking pissed!!

What the hell is wrong with having cats as pets at home?The reasons these people gave are just plain STUPID!!They said that cats are noisy,filthy and urinates everywhere...But what of dogs?Aren't they too dirty and always bark for no damn good reason?Hell!!They even shit anywhere and their owner lets them!

Look,I am not discriminating the dogs..In fact,I adored them..I just hate the people who said those things about cats and against having them as pets...Open your eyes man!It's not the cats' fault but their damn owners!!

They're the ones who should be responsible for their cats' behaviours..If u don want them to be noisy during their mating season,go and freaking neutered them man!And for gods' sake,please toilet-trained them...Really..Some people are just too selfish too just think about their own welfare...

If you still despised those people who kept cats at home,atleast give warnings or fines to those who really have caused disturbance to others..Hell,it is not fair for those who have not caused any absolute trouble to other people...I have three cats and they are not noisy,filthy nor shits everywhere...Where are the justice in that if my cats are taken away?

And my words for those who 'fear' cats: GROW UP!!!THEY ARE NOT THAT BIG FOR YOU TO BE SHITTING IN YOUR PANTS!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:People nowadays are so selfish and choosy!!

OMG!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!Yeah!!!Wheee!!!YAHOOO!!!!

I finally made my dream come true!!

Hahah...Today was the release of our GCE O'Levels results and boy was I pissing off in my pants..The tension was worse than what I felt when my N'Level results was released...

Woke up in the morning and I felt like telling my mom to call the school to inform them there's no way in hell was I gonna step intp that school but well...Hopeless case eh?So I dragged my ass off the bed and sat down in front of my hamster tank which I kept in my room..I don know but I have this habit of watching my hamster sleep to clear my mind...

After about 15 minutes of intense staring,I got up and ironed my clothes before bathing...Sprayed my hair black and for the last time,wore my school uniform...Kinda scary when I reached school 'cause there was the announcement that said the 5N did worse than last year's batch...Frankly,I was freaking scared!!I mean who wouldn't?

Hahah..I even told my mom that if I didn't call her,that means I've done very badly..I did not allow her to come to school...Takot member siap dengan penyapu ohhh...

Niwae,saw Jannah and Wani..Both are looking nervous ( DUH ) and Farhan...Chat awhile and Zahirah and the others arrived...I was REALLY REALLY nervous..I mean,the teachers were looking so damn solemn,it's like someone had died and it's all our fault!!

Finally the dreading moments arrived and we went into the hall...As usual,Mr Chia went through what we needed to know and of course the top students...Finally it's our turn to face the music...

One by one,we went to Ms Ng and took our results slip..Wani first followed by Jannah and me...I was like " What the hell was that?!" when Ms Ng smiled at Jannah and said a few comforting words...When she smiled at me I don't think I even acknowledged it 'cause my mind was so clouded...

I did not immediately look at my slip..All the malay boys was asking how did I do and when I finally looked at it,the dam broke and boy did I start crying...I didn't think I could do that well...Haha..The funny thing was,everyone was thinking that I failed or something 'cause I was crying really badly...They were like comforting me before looking at my slip and looking back at me incredulously...Hahah...

But I really felt sad for the malay boys...I was even more sad for Jannah 'cause she did not qualified the course that she really really wanted...Called my mother and the dam broke again...Hahah..

Ira was saying that she thought I was a person who would jumped for joy if I was really happy but she thought wrong..I am more likely to cry if I am touched or so damn happy...Overall,me and Ira was really glad that all the hard work we put through aka late night studying over the phone,paid off...

After that,went to Compass Point to 'enjoy' before going home and here I am...I'm really thankful to God...I hope with this I can get to the course I want...

English -- B3
Math -- B4
Mother Toungue -- B3
Science -- B3
Humanities -- B3
POA -- B4

L1R4--16
L1R5 --20

Though I am disappointed in my english,I am really freaking happy about my maths and science!!From F9 I jumped to B4 and B3!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Really glad that I put all my strength into that last few weeks...

From the bottom of my broken heart

So what if this is a kinda old OLD song or you hate Britney Spears?I happen to like her VOICE not the singer...hahha...

Prior to Valentines' Day on 14th Feb,this is a dedication to everyone who has their hearts broken before but hell,I'm sure they all experienced it before...

Except me of course..I mean you have to be in love to have your heart broken eh??Too bad I have not experience it or should I say fortunate?Hmmm....

This is also something I cropped up while typing this...Just a small note to my friends prior for that special day..Who ever said that Valentines' Day is only for lovers?

We are drifting apart and maybe one day
We may not know each other anymore
Do I or even we want it to be like that?
To forget that we were once sitting there together as one
To forget that our moments stops when we're beside each other
To forget that we were once holding onto each other
And to forget that we were once the best of friends?


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS: One more day before my Judgement Day and it's killing me!!!