spending my weekend slacking to the max...


Uta no Oniisan episode 6 is cute XDXD
I wanna buy Arashi DVD Asian Tour 2008 but its region 2.. T____T












.........................................I'm bored...


~Huda

Next...Final Year Project

(Took from Cheryl XD)

Bahhhhh....The presentation was a damn failure...

Our group were shot down like crazy...wth...

I hope we passed the sp4 tleast... -.-



~Huda

Survivor

staying back once again and probably the last time...
For this week atleast... -.-

Presentation is on thursday and we r still batch rendering the scene...bah...
in the meantime,im slacking off since ive got nothing else to do..

Just watch the dbsk survivor mv..Its good just that i tot they could dance momre powerful..
other than tat,the song r nice..ive been liking the song ever since i first heard it.. XD




can't wait for the release of the album~ <33

~Huda

wth

jus finished watching uta no oniisan episode 5 raw and i was like wtf at next week epi...

next week preview shows TAT ex of ohno aka kenta coming to his house and making dinner with the family...seriously man...wat the hell is wrong with this gal?


she dumped him,stole his dreams and now gg to his house to make dinner?


is she trying to get his pity or something?cos in ep5,something happened to her but without subs i don know wat they said..i forwarded on her part anyway.. >.>


i will b DAMN pissed if the director patch them back together...seriously,kenta is either blind or jus plain stupid to hav this kind of gal as his gf..


i was hoping he would get together with urara..tat will b soo cute LOL...im beginning to love urara now without tat excuse of a prince by her side..




but somehow i doubt the show will end like tat...at the end its either kenta will remain single,patch up with his ex or get 2gether with his manager...bah...

i hope its the former if not with urara.. >.>











and i really shuld b doing my 3daimation rite now...

cheryl is adding my workload..lol...
gg to help out at fusion show if they wan me.. @___@



~Huda

staying overnite again todae.... haiz..











but atleast we r nearly done?
in a way.....

all the unglam faces of tired ppl

Im so not gonna participate in that project...somehow ms grace told the top 20s tat they wanted to pick 4 of us to do an outside project..of cos i refused..i hav enough to think of at the moment..i mean i don really hav a break in between my attachmen and final year project...

in fact i think its only 2 days.. -.-

watched Curious case of Benjamin Buttons with cher,meme,renee and hui sian yesterday...the show is interesting...there r affairs everywhere.. -.-

i guess people with unique taste can enjoe the show?cos the story structure of the movie is not really tat good but the concept is interesting to me...

we finished watching like at 11+ den went home...LOL... i was dead tired cos me,meme and hui sian walked from our sch to j8...

den went home and finally listened to FTI new mini album..Nice XDXD..

somehow seunghyun's voice sounded a bit like wonbin...

gg to accompany my mom to orchard later~

im strting to learn how to draw caricature..

XD

~Huda

Bahhhhh....

still dying in school... -.-

and its like 1.30 am...

stupid sp4... >.>

WTFfFFFF

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..



And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...



















Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

94 random qns and ans...O.o

1. what are three ways to win your heart? err...be nice to me?

2. do you like lightning? hmmm...if im being emo..if not no?

3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair? nope

4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to? no one ...lol

5. rain or sunshine? both?

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone? disgusting vibes..lol aka meme

7. biggest turn off? backstabber

8. fave movie? .......idk....

9. would you date someone who smokes? i sure as hell hope not...

10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? hell no!

11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically? omg.,where shuld i strt?? i guess its most likely the hands or eyes or smile.. XD

12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating? iszat a stooopid qns?

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them? i haven even been on a date.. T___T

14. have you ever dated someone more than once? Read previous ans and idiot.. *emooooo*

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? AHHHH!!!SO hard to choose from 30+ ppl!!But currently,im dying to date Oono XDXD.. WE CAN DRAW CARICATURE TOGETHER!!! :DD

16. what’s your relationship status? did u even read ans 13 and 14??trying to make me more emo rite ... -.-

17. do you like cuddling? Hell yes..XDXD especially when i just woke up..

18. do you hold grudges? hmm...sometimes?but i do forgive easily too..

19. do you regret dating anyone? READ MY ANS FREAKO!!!!!

20. hugger or kisser? huggy huggy and more huggy~~ XD

21. missing someone? OH NO!!!! I miss Oono!! T___T

22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes? ...........................................

23. are you happier single or in a relationship? i own know unless i strted dating.......

24. how important are looks? hmmm...i guess first impression u will vote looks but on the long run,personality is the most importrant to me ^^

25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice? NICE OF COS!!!Why so stupid >.>

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated? im not even gonna ans this...

27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with? .....depends?

28. do you kiss on the 1st date? NEXT!!!

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them? errr....havta c the situation...but i guess not?

30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?

that's MY line!!!!

31. are you spoiled? VERY

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship? cheated on?liars?errr....disrespectful?

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute? I bet they say i wouldn't even get pick -.-

34. did you miss anyone today? OOoooooNoooooo!!!!!!!

35. last person to see you cry? nada..

36. Who/what made you cry? O.O..lotsa things?

37. are you a forgiving person? maaaayb...depends on wat the person did..

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend? Siao..there r other fishes in the sea...

39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug… my cat..sad life rite?

40. are most of your friends guys or girls? now gals i guess...

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out? 10-15 min?

42. how many people do you know of named Adam? nada..

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders? O.O...do i even care?

44. what was the last thing you burnt? im not tat emo yet...

45. what is your full name? Nurulhuda Bte Samad...

46 what color is the bra you have on now? O.o..........huh?

47. do you straighten your hair every day? i don think u nd to straigten straw

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs? i guess its too big sometimes?

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip? Even guys does la hello?

50. what are your favorite girly magazines? girly cooties? -.-

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? i don wear makeup...unless on special ocassion..

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie? i don even watch those 'things'..

53. would you leave the house without makeup on? is tat a crime?

54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys? lotsa things!! XDXD but their personalities tops i guess..

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle? hmmm...VERY hard qns..i guess middle? or tomboy?

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe? wait..im digging my grave rite now..

57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own? errr..im a cheapskate person..Lol..i guess its the sleeveless jacket?or baju kurung...

58. what color do you absolutely despise? hmm..none i guess...

59. have you ever stolen? every does...

60. have you set your hair on fire? i take great with my straw ard fire... ^^

61. do you wear sweat pants? sometimes?

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? duh..

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it? nope~

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck? but 50 cents can buy alot of things!Lol..nah...i don listen to eng songs XD

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:))? Huggy rules!!!kisses....c first

66. do you act gangster? when im no mood to talk..

67. ever made a prank phone call? hmm...not sure..

68. last kiss? mummy kissed me on the cheek everyday XDXD

69. what bill do you hate paying most? not using my own money atm but when i do i guess it shuld b electrical bills?

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? wat romantic dinner?if u count sitting in front of the com watching arashi den i had one 5 hours ago.. >.>

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up? i still don know...

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy? O.o..hug?gossip?talk nonsense? LOl

73. when did you first start feeling older? -.-...when im being bullied...

74. favorite guilty pleasure? rite now? arashi ^^

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with? Shit..i won hav enough time to spend with all of them...

76. what famous person would you like to sleep with? how abt marry?

78. what do you hate about your school? hmmm...waking up early and assignmens..

79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own? my parents'...

80. have you lost a friend recently? hm...i wonder abt my social life rite now..

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? siao...

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? lol..its been rubbing on me since yr 1.

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget? O.o...i guess both r hard...

84. do you give out second chances too easily? most of the times..

85. is your best friend pretty? compared to me hell yeah.

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes? wat exes.. >.>

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? im not a voyeur...

88. can you make yourself cry? i guess so..

89. is your life simple or complicated? simple yet complicated?

90. are you easily confused? hmm...mostly no but i make ppl confuse.. ^^

91. are you taller than 5′4″? nearly... -.-

92. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? when i was primary sch..

93. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? nope~

94. does everything really happen for a reason? i believe so..

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i must b bored to do this ionstead of sleeping -.-

Just watched Uta no Oniisan epiosde 3 with subs..XDDX..

Omg..Now i can't wait for epi 4!!!

hopefully oono's ex in the drama die or something..i hate that women.. >.>
don know wat she's thinking when she dump him and gave stupid excuse for it..

and now she cried when she saw him on tv??wth...

i hate gals who says they dump a guy but in the end ended up crying over him..shitty person..

im dead...

~Huda

uta uta

bah..im so loving uta no oniisan <33


BUt i hate his x galfren...and his boss..tho i can tolerate the latter more than the former... >.>
episode 3 caps~

can't wait for the next eipisode XDXD

Oh..and sho's new movie is coming out soon too~Yatteman~



and i nd to b slping rite now.. -.-




Oh..and fti new mv with new member ^^ Hongki smex~!










~Huda

my own world

I realise somehow im beginning to back out from my social circle...
Even my mom said tat i'm unsociable...bahh...


still dying on Character Animation...and tomolo is the beginning of sp 4..
And i hav a test too..Iff anyone fail this test,we automatically fail sp4...
Great..Just great..



hmmm....lotsa of my fren don know why i like oono..they said he's not good looking ( which i told them many times before..i don go for looks -.-)

but i somehow found out the ans recently..oono reminds me of my dad XDXD

its true wat they said...women usually looks for someone they like who reminds them of their father...

especially when both of them hav the same crazy hardcore interest like fishing... -.-

nada

Cute rite?From their movie Yellow Tears - Kiiroi Namida in 2007...
Jun is ssooooooo cute XD

Finished emo-ing..sorta...im so gonna die for CA man... bahhhhhh..

Yesterday we were told to choose our modules for Yr 3..2 PE and 1 CE..Of cos there's no more thinking..Im already set to choose Jap language 2 to begin with...Its the PEs tat im worrying abt..Don know if i wan to put digital matte painting first or Image synthesis..

Hmmm...Guess NANA won b together for next sem..Since we sort of choose different modules..Lol

I sooo hope I won b in P1 or P2..Cos if i get for either of these,i will either strt my attachmen or FYP 2 days after my sp4 is done..tat will kill me seriously... @___@

I hate it when i hav to choose... >.>

~Huda

Compile songs

Compilations lyrics of this song?? I was bored...another way to pass the time rather than emo-ing...i got lazy at the end.. >.>

Be With You

Ohno

Your voice, your smiles, everything about you

Always for me and always because of me

Hitomi wo Tojite

Hirai Ken

I wish forever

Close your eyes, let me paint your picture,

even if the world should abandon me,

this would help me get through it all

Orion

Mika Nakashima

It was me who cried

The beautiful winter constellations,

hope they don't disappear from the skies

I looked at it,

I believe

Hero

Arashi

Now,

you're a real hero

This field is the stage where you will shine

You're out of tears and now standing here

Those hero's eyes give courage to the world

You're Hero!

Truth

Arashi

Although a small light is born

You grieve all over again

It is like the lie in a circle

Ohno

The lie disappears

Arashi

Although the last feather unfolds

The law changes

The flower of the lily is short-lived

The pain will not vanish

If it is a dream,

then so is the love

One Love

Ohno

An irreplaceable encounter

is connecting to a miracle

Memories are piling up

The song of our beginning is echoing

Arashi

Supporting me no matter when,

to my friend I share laughter and tears

My heart is full of just one thing,

the word I'm sending is thank you

WTF!

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..



And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...



















Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

emoemoemoemoemoemo

Bah..Here I am blogging again while waiting for my other 2 grp members to finish their class..Meme and Cher facebook-ing beside me...

Nothing 2 do,i went to my frens' blogs...Reading their blog makes me wonder wat the hell im doing with my life...they r finishing sch very soon and already strting to worry abt their future...im here and im emo-ing alone..

im having a mixed emotions rite now...like i wan to do somethin but i don wat...mayb i just nd to walk by the sea and calm my thoughts...

sometimes i feel like i just wan to go somewhere far where i know no one and strt a new life...@____@
im tired of life...haiz...i wan to go back to my kiddy life...even tho it still sux..atleast i won hav to worry abt the future...



abt sch life...i guess i get by...
i only hav my Character Animation and Semester Project left...hopefully i get a good enough grade and maintain it at __>3.2....



social life...sadly enuf or not sadly enuf its getting worse..
the only recent ppl person i chat with,besides my nyp whom i hav to meet everyday a sch,was hafiz..and tat was like only 3-4 sentences on msn...>.>

my fault i guess cos i don find the time to catch up with them myself...but i don know...i feel kinda weird after not meeting for so long..i mean ive changed alot...don know whether in a good way or bad tho...


family...Im still the damn brat im always am...always sulk when i don get wat i wan..just 2 days ago i was pissed with my mom...just cos she don wan to walk a bit and wan 2 take taxi..im angry cos she won let me walk alone,scared of the consructions workers and it was like at 10+ pm at jalan kayu..

i hold grudges...u know tat...so till yesterday, i was in my emo caccoon..

till i wan 2 cook maggi...i placed it beside the sink first cos my mom cookin..she asked me whether if i wanted to cook it and i said yes...next thing i knew,she cooked for me..usually she won do it cos she said im lazy if i ask her..


wat a shitty person i am..



sometimes i just wan to not act...just wanna come to sch and not talk..minding my own business..i don wan to say hi or be happy when im not...dammit...im tired thus the stupid emo rants...






wat do i wan to be?














just someone who hav a job to support herself...












but wat?










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let me sleep more...