all the unglam faces of tired ppl

Im so not gonna participate in that project...somehow ms grace told the top 20s tat they wanted to pick 4 of us to do an outside project..of cos i refused..i hav enough to think of at the moment..i mean i don really hav a break in between my attachmen and final year project...

in fact i think its only 2 days.. -.-

watched Curious case of Benjamin Buttons with cher,meme,renee and hui sian yesterday...the show is interesting...there r affairs everywhere.. -.-

i guess people with unique taste can enjoe the show?cos the story structure of the movie is not really tat good but the concept is interesting to me...

we finished watching like at 11+ den went home...LOL... i was dead tired cos me,meme and hui sian walked from our sch to j8...

den went home and finally listened to FTI new mini album..Nice XDXD..

somehow seunghyun's voice sounded a bit like wonbin...

gg to accompany my mom to orchard later~

im strting to learn how to draw caricature..

XD

~Huda

Bahhhhh....

still dying in school... -.-

and its like 1.30 am...

stupid sp4... >.>

WTFfFFFF

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..



And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...



















Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

94 random qns and ans...O.o

1. what are three ways to win your heart? err...be nice to me?

2. do you like lightning? hmmm...if im being emo..if not no?

3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair? nope

4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to? no one ...lol

5. rain or sunshine? both?

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone? disgusting vibes..lol aka meme

7. biggest turn off? backstabber

8. fave movie? .......idk....

9. would you date someone who smokes? i sure as hell hope not...

10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? hell no!

11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically? omg.,where shuld i strt?? i guess its most likely the hands or eyes or smile.. XD

12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating? iszat a stooopid qns?

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them? i haven even been on a date.. T___T

14. have you ever dated someone more than once? Read previous ans and idiot.. *emooooo*

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? AHHHH!!!SO hard to choose from 30+ ppl!!But currently,im dying to date Oono XDXD.. WE CAN DRAW CARICATURE TOGETHER!!! :DD

16. what’s your relationship status? did u even read ans 13 and 14??trying to make me more emo rite ... -.-

17. do you like cuddling? Hell yes..XDXD especially when i just woke up..

18. do you hold grudges? hmm...sometimes?but i do forgive easily too..

19. do you regret dating anyone? READ MY ANS FREAKO!!!!!

20. hugger or kisser? huggy huggy and more huggy~~ XD

21. missing someone? OH NO!!!! I miss Oono!! T___T

22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes? ...........................................

23. are you happier single or in a relationship? i own know unless i strted dating.......

24. how important are looks? hmmm...i guess first impression u will vote looks but on the long run,personality is the most importrant to me ^^

25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice? NICE OF COS!!!Why so stupid >.>

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated? im not even gonna ans this...

27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with? .....depends?

28. do you kiss on the 1st date? NEXT!!!

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them? errr....havta c the situation...but i guess not?

30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?

that's MY line!!!!

31. are you spoiled? VERY

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship? cheated on?liars?errr....disrespectful?

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute? I bet they say i wouldn't even get pick -.-

34. did you miss anyone today? OOoooooNoooooo!!!!!!!

35. last person to see you cry? nada..

36. Who/what made you cry? O.O..lotsa things?

37. are you a forgiving person? maaaayb...depends on wat the person did..

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend? Siao..there r other fishes in the sea...

39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug… my cat..sad life rite?

40. are most of your friends guys or girls? now gals i guess...

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out? 10-15 min?

42. how many people do you know of named Adam? nada..

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders? O.O...do i even care?

44. what was the last thing you burnt? im not tat emo yet...

45. what is your full name? Nurulhuda Bte Samad...

46 what color is the bra you have on now? O.o..........huh?

47. do you straighten your hair every day? i don think u nd to straigten straw

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs? i guess its too big sometimes?

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip? Even guys does la hello?

50. what are your favorite girly magazines? girly cooties? -.-

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? i don wear makeup...unless on special ocassion..

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie? i don even watch those 'things'..

53. would you leave the house without makeup on? is tat a crime?

54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys? lotsa things!! XDXD but their personalities tops i guess..

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle? hmmm...VERY hard qns..i guess middle? or tomboy?

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe? wait..im digging my grave rite now..

57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own? errr..im a cheapskate person..Lol..i guess its the sleeveless jacket?or baju kurung...

58. what color do you absolutely despise? hmm..none i guess...

59. have you ever stolen? every does...

60. have you set your hair on fire? i take great with my straw ard fire... ^^

61. do you wear sweat pants? sometimes?

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? duh..

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it? nope~

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck? but 50 cents can buy alot of things!Lol..nah...i don listen to eng songs XD

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:))? Huggy rules!!!kisses....c first

66. do you act gangster? when im no mood to talk..

67. ever made a prank phone call? hmm...not sure..

68. last kiss? mummy kissed me on the cheek everyday XDXD

69. what bill do you hate paying most? not using my own money atm but when i do i guess it shuld b electrical bills?

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? wat romantic dinner?if u count sitting in front of the com watching arashi den i had one 5 hours ago.. >.>

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up? i still don know...

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy? O.o..hug?gossip?talk nonsense? LOl

73. when did you first start feeling older? -.-...when im being bullied...

74. favorite guilty pleasure? rite now? arashi ^^

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with? Shit..i won hav enough time to spend with all of them...

76. what famous person would you like to sleep with? how abt marry?

78. what do you hate about your school? hmmm...waking up early and assignmens..

79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own? my parents'...

80. have you lost a friend recently? hm...i wonder abt my social life rite now..

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? siao...

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? lol..its been rubbing on me since yr 1.

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget? O.o...i guess both r hard...

84. do you give out second chances too easily? most of the times..

85. is your best friend pretty? compared to me hell yeah.

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes? wat exes.. >.>

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? im not a voyeur...

88. can you make yourself cry? i guess so..

89. is your life simple or complicated? simple yet complicated?

90. are you easily confused? hmm...mostly no but i make ppl confuse.. ^^

91. are you taller than 5′4″? nearly... -.-

92. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? when i was primary sch..

93. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? nope~

94. does everything really happen for a reason? i believe so..

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i must b bored to do this ionstead of sleeping -.-

Just watched Uta no Oniisan epiosde 3 with subs..XDDX..

Omg..Now i can't wait for epi 4!!!

hopefully oono's ex in the drama die or something..i hate that women.. >.>
don know wat she's thinking when she dump him and gave stupid excuse for it..

and now she cried when she saw him on tv??wth...

i hate gals who says they dump a guy but in the end ended up crying over him..shitty person..

im dead...

~Huda

uta uta

bah..im so loving uta no oniisan <33


BUt i hate his x galfren...and his boss..tho i can tolerate the latter more than the former... >.>
episode 3 caps~

can't wait for the next eipisode XDXD

Oh..and sho's new movie is coming out soon too~Yatteman~



and i nd to b slping rite now.. -.-




Oh..and fti new mv with new member ^^ Hongki smex~!










~Huda

my own world

I realise somehow im beginning to back out from my social circle...
Even my mom said tat i'm unsociable...bahh...


still dying on Character Animation...and tomolo is the beginning of sp 4..
And i hav a test too..Iff anyone fail this test,we automatically fail sp4...
Great..Just great..



hmmm....lotsa of my fren don know why i like oono..they said he's not good looking ( which i told them many times before..i don go for looks -.-)

but i somehow found out the ans recently..oono reminds me of my dad XDXD

its true wat they said...women usually looks for someone they like who reminds them of their father...

especially when both of them hav the same crazy hardcore interest like fishing... -.-

nada

Cute rite?From their movie Yellow Tears - Kiiroi Namida in 2007...
Jun is ssooooooo cute XD

Finished emo-ing..sorta...im so gonna die for CA man... bahhhhhh..

Yesterday we were told to choose our modules for Yr 3..2 PE and 1 CE..Of cos there's no more thinking..Im already set to choose Jap language 2 to begin with...Its the PEs tat im worrying abt..Don know if i wan to put digital matte painting first or Image synthesis..

Hmmm...Guess NANA won b together for next sem..Since we sort of choose different modules..Lol

I sooo hope I won b in P1 or P2..Cos if i get for either of these,i will either strt my attachmen or FYP 2 days after my sp4 is done..tat will kill me seriously... @___@

I hate it when i hav to choose... >.>

~Huda

Compile songs

Compilations lyrics of this song?? I was bored...another way to pass the time rather than emo-ing...i got lazy at the end.. >.>

Be With You

Ohno

Your voice, your smiles, everything about you

Always for me and always because of me

Hitomi wo Tojite

Hirai Ken

I wish forever

Close your eyes, let me paint your picture,

even if the world should abandon me,

this would help me get through it all

Orion

Mika Nakashima

It was me who cried

The beautiful winter constellations,

hope they don't disappear from the skies

I looked at it,

I believe

Hero

Arashi

Now,

you're a real hero

This field is the stage where you will shine

You're out of tears and now standing here

Those hero's eyes give courage to the world

You're Hero!

Truth

Arashi

Although a small light is born

You grieve all over again

It is like the lie in a circle

Ohno

The lie disappears

Arashi

Although the last feather unfolds

The law changes

The flower of the lily is short-lived

The pain will not vanish

If it is a dream,

then so is the love

One Love

Ohno

An irreplaceable encounter

is connecting to a miracle

Memories are piling up

The song of our beginning is echoing

Arashi

Supporting me no matter when,

to my friend I share laughter and tears

My heart is full of just one thing,

the word I'm sending is thank you

WTF!

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..



And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...



















Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

emoemoemoemoemoemo

Bah..Here I am blogging again while waiting for my other 2 grp members to finish their class..Meme and Cher facebook-ing beside me...

Nothing 2 do,i went to my frens' blogs...Reading their blog makes me wonder wat the hell im doing with my life...they r finishing sch very soon and already strting to worry abt their future...im here and im emo-ing alone..

im having a mixed emotions rite now...like i wan to do somethin but i don wat...mayb i just nd to walk by the sea and calm my thoughts...

sometimes i feel like i just wan to go somewhere far where i know no one and strt a new life...@____@
im tired of life...haiz...i wan to go back to my kiddy life...even tho it still sux..atleast i won hav to worry abt the future...



abt sch life...i guess i get by...
i only hav my Character Animation and Semester Project left...hopefully i get a good enough grade and maintain it at __>3.2....



social life...sadly enuf or not sadly enuf its getting worse..
the only recent ppl person i chat with,besides my nyp whom i hav to meet everyday a sch,was hafiz..and tat was like only 3-4 sentences on msn...>.>

my fault i guess cos i don find the time to catch up with them myself...but i don know...i feel kinda weird after not meeting for so long..i mean ive changed alot...don know whether in a good way or bad tho...


family...Im still the damn brat im always am...always sulk when i don get wat i wan..just 2 days ago i was pissed with my mom...just cos she don wan to walk a bit and wan 2 take taxi..im angry cos she won let me walk alone,scared of the consructions workers and it was like at 10+ pm at jalan kayu..

i hold grudges...u know tat...so till yesterday, i was in my emo caccoon..

till i wan 2 cook maggi...i placed it beside the sink first cos my mom cookin..she asked me whether if i wanted to cook it and i said yes...next thing i knew,she cooked for me..usually she won do it cos she said im lazy if i ask her..


wat a shitty person i am..



sometimes i just wan to not act...just wanna come to sch and not talk..minding my own business..i don wan to say hi or be happy when im not...dammit...im tired thus the stupid emo rants...






wat do i wan to be?














just someone who hav a job to support herself...












but wat?










..........................................




let me sleep more...

Bye Wonbinnie~

Yesh i know im slow...

just went to chck up on fti todae and guess wat?

Wonbin has left FTI.. T_____T
Even tho i already hav the vibe abt it,it still a shockin news..I was like listening to SarangHoae when i found out..Double impact!

Just when they finished their 2nd concert...Haiz...But i guess as a fan,i shuld support him...



The member replacing him is 17 yr old Song Seung Hyun..Quite a good looking guy..Hopefully his talented too and won b receiving bashing from netizens...U know how those 'things' goes.. >.>

がんばってね　FT-Island & Oh Wonbin \O/

The new FTI will b releasing their mini album in feb..Can't wait to hear the new guy XDXD

On a lighter note,I realised tat ive spelled Ohno's name wrongly...His corect name is OOno not OHno...

How i found out?I was learning the basic kanji and realise there's no Oh..so i typed out in hiragana and searched for the kanji Oh but there is none..den i tired OO　 おお（大）and voila! XDXD...

If u don understand its ok..LOol..kanji's very confusing but so interesting XDXD

And here i was thinking tat Ohno is riida's name but its his family name..Satoshi is his name XD

~Huda

PS:Made a new banner for my blog XDXD

the Troublesome Cat

My animation for last sem project 3 XDXD

How i miss 2Danimation T____T

~Huda

Report

Lol...Just finished watching Live n Loaded...Hmm...Madi group,Lamp post Shadows er not bad,..XDXD

The gal can sing..Im surprised tat Madi played the drum..Usually i see him playing only the guitar..guess its been awhile since i saw him den.. XD

And i really think teh audience r abit 'over'..i mean they acted so childish in front of the cam...as tho its something brand new.. >.>

Hmm...2 of my pri sch frens called me...for a reunion on 7 feb....i don know...
i wan to go yet i don wan..haiz..

and my 1st batch frens wanna hav picnic in march..bah,...




I really shuld b doing my work rite now .. @____@


~Huda

Inkheart

LOl...watched Inkheart yesterday with Cher,SK,Huisian,kunyu and renee XDXD

the movie was ok...quite predictable i guess..of cos tat mayb cos i took story module so i knew how the flow goes..hahah...

hmm...den after the cinema,teh grp gave me and sk ourbirthday presents..i kinda suspect wat it was already and told SK abt it the week before...cos our birthdays fell on the same month,they bought us a couple rings..actually more like Master-Slave rings cos tat was engraved in the rings..lol..

Thanx niwae guys tho it was kinda weired for me and SK .. -.-

im still crazily in love with 嵐　arashi~ <3

i hav a feelin i might do well this sem?tat is provided my grp will do great for our sp4 LOL...
im feeling nostalgic..haiz..guess tat comes with increasing age...missing the old me i don know why... >.>

now i keep thinking abt my life..wat will my life b in the future?there's like so much yet so little things i wan to do..bahh...

niwae im so gonna miss ishida sensei and japanese language..which i hope i will dist for it XD

~Huda

Thanx~

One Love ~ ARASHI (lyrics translation)


There were times when we wanted to say something, but could not

And times when we could not be honest

We have overcome those tearful times

And now we are shining so bright

The images of happiness we have each painted are in each other

To become one great love

Let’s live together always


Even a hundred years from now,

I’ll swear my love

You’re my everything

Believing in you, just believing in you

The one I’ll share the same times with


No matter what you are, no matter what I am

Every part of it is precious to meAs long as I have you,

I don’t need anything else

I know we’ll be happy


I waited for you in the rainNot even knowing the meaning of kindness

That night when a misunderstanding caused us pain

But still, we have made it this far

One invaluable encounter set off a chain of miracles,

our memories build upon each other

And the song of a new beginning echoes


To the friends who laughed and cried

And supported us, no matter what happened

The one thing I can say to you now,

From the bottom of my heart, is "thank you"


Even a hundred years from now,

I’ll swear my love

You are my everythingLoving you, just loving you

Let’s make a promise in the tomorrow we’ll share


You’re the one and only person I chose

In this whole worldAs long as I have you, any future I have

Will always be shining


La la la…



thax for the lovely memories everyone ^^

i live for another year now..hope we will spent this yr with love ~



K.A.K 4eva~

pai kite tgk cucu2 kite eh XDXD

ryuusei no kizuna

finished watching the drama liao..lovin the song by mika.. XDXD

hmmm..wat to say abt the drama?
i hate the sister...so irritating...cried for like everytime...

hmm...i like nino and ryo's attitude in the drama...and nino crying..so cute T___T
anyway...i already suspected the murderer halfway thru the drama..Lol..
but i pity nino cos he trusted tat guy...

2dae i hav rendx and jap class...also we'll b discussing codpit...bahh...

i just realise i updated my blog everyday now O.o

~Ki-H

lalala~

in class with cher rite now~
just finished doing rendering...
im so not gonna do well for rendering.. T___T

hopefully i will pass renderin..don wanna havta retake it again...
hmmm..just got my drawing results..somehow i got A+..I was shocked..like hell..

seems like im the highest >.>
HOPEFULLY i will get good grade for the last assignment...so i can get dist for drawing~ XDXD

jap class tomolo and i haven study the jap counters ^^

codpit i don wanna talk abt it~

ahh..gotta go now liao!! @____@

Japanese drama phase~

yuppp....currently im in the jap drama mood...went and bought 2 dramas yesterday..

watched one till 4 am this morning..lol..now dying from lack of sleep in school... @___@

hmm...the first drama is called Scrap Teacher..A SUPER nice drama abt how 3 transfer students 'helped' the uncapable teachers...seriously...all the teachers don act like one.. -.-

tho the main teacher is soo cute..lol..even tho he's 29,he acted like a kid.. LOL

i think im gonna hav another new fav group..the actors acting as the students r from hey!say!jump! XDXD

gonna research on them~luving yamada ryosuke <3

hmmm..haven watch ryusei no kizuna..nino from arashi and ryo fron news r in it XDXD...

can't wait to watch it tho~

~Ki-H

TVXQ! and other artists @ Gayo Daejun

Hot ~!! XDXD

~Ki-H

りゅうせい の きずな～

ryuusei　no kizuna!!i wanna watch the drama..better yet i wanna buy it~
starring nino from arashi and ryo from news.. XDXD

can't wait for ohno's new drama　 うた　の　おにいさん　（Uta no Oniisan）..releasing this month XDXD


somehow slacking rite now since i can't do anything without maya.. -.-
gg to sk house 2molo to do..lol..luv ya sk.. XDXD


hmmmm.....the director list presentation is postpone to 21 jan.. bahhh...
and i haven done mg yet..im dead.. >.>

~Ki-H

Light up like a candlelight....? O.o

I guess i should b happy?

he said heyy hello LOL!!!!

yesterday cher was like asking me for my admin no. while i was emo-ing one corner with hui sian...i just gav her without thinking much until she said like OMG huda u r also in it!!

i was like wat the hello am i in? O.o

and guess wat?i'm in the top 20 of last sem results..
lol..i was in daze for a second and den jumping XDXD heyyyy i was shocked myself...

tho i think the results deprove?don know..to me it seems tat way...ANYWAY,i told my mom and she was like oh let me giv u a kiss and i went no im sweating((i walk alot before gg home ) ..hahah

next week,me,cher,renee and kun yu hav to go for a presentation of the cert or something...wonder who else r in the top 20s..i bet u i can name a few.. >.>

NIWAE,on a more depressing note,my cousin passed away today...he was only 16 or so..so 'sayang'...apparently it seemed he drowned at the pool in pasir ris chalet or so my mom was told...Haiz...now i keep imaging his face i y mind...so young and handsome..such a waste..

actually rite now im in a dilemma...i hav to liek finish my rendering and character animation by friday and guess wat?there's no sch on thurs obviously but the sch labs r closed 2molo by 1..i was like wtf..tot i could spent my whole wed doing rendering...die la..im more worried abt my CA now rather than rendering.. >.> shit...

guess my life is like the sea waves.. -.-

i wanna buy arashi dvd concert.. @____@

~Ki-H

わたしの パッコン。。。。 ＠＿＿＿＿＠

あああ！

どうして！！もう！

Totally sux la...i nd to deactivate the cs3 in the old com so i could install into my new one...since so many ppl r using my serial numbers.. >.>

finally managed to connect the router to my new com..with the help of my bro who woke me up at like 8+..i slept for 3 hours only.. (since i slept like at 6.30am this morning..)

now im sitting in the middole of tyhe living room with my com and desk etc trying to figure out how to connect the router to my old com...keep having stupid probs.. -.-



たすけて　ください！！！！

~Ki-H

嵐をすき araso? XDXD

Wooooow....now im totally in love with 嵐（ arashi )！！XDXD

だいすき！

at first i like ohno cos of Maou den after watchin their variety shows..I decided tat i love all~ Lol
all of them hav such funny personalities,i love them for tat more than their songs actually..Im surprised ohno can sing so well tho.. O.o

リーダ！かっこい！！！　＜３３３

now tat i know the members,i realised tat i actually know them since long time ago...even hav drama of them..no wonder they all look so familiar.. XDXD

Lol...now i know how to use the language bar in this com..not sure abt the new com tho..@___@
don know y i can't use the wacom in my new com.. やばい。。。。

bahh...i'll think of something somehow...still haven strt on my rendering..haiz..
　

嵐





雅紀 相葉(Masaki Aiba)
二宮 和也(Ninomiya Kazunari)
大野 智(Satoshi Ohno)
松本 潤(Matsumoto Jun)
櫻井 翔(Sakurai Sho)

Yeah yeah yeah…
Yeah yeah yeah…
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah…


向かい風の中で嘆いてるよりも
上手く行く事を想像すればいつの日か変わる時がくる

夢中で生きてたら 何気ない事ことで
愛が傷ついて　ためらいながら何度も立ち上がるよ

思い出の後先を　考えたら寂しすぎるね
騒がしい未来が向こうできっと待ってるから

走り出せ　走り出せ 明日を迎えに行こう
君だけの音を聞かせてよ
全部感じてるよ
止めないで　止めないで 今を動かす気持ち
どんなに小さなつぼみでも
一つだけのHappiness

涙の気持ちさえ 言葉に出来ない
幸せの虹は　何色なんて気にしなくていいから

答えを見つけようと思い出また積み重ねてる
ここから新しい場所へ何も恐れないで

遠くまで　遠くまで どこまでも続く道
君だけの声を聞かせてよ
ずっとそばにいるよ
止めないで　止めないで ずっと信じる気持ち
今は名もないつぼみだけど
一つだけのHappiness

走り出せ　走り出せ 明日を迎えに行こう
君だけの音を聞かせてよ
全部感じてるよ
止めないで　止めないで 今を動かす気持ち
どんなに小さなつぼみでも
一つだけのHappiness

Yeah yeah yeah…
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah…

～Ki-H

ウワヌリ

Bolero

Bahhh...Last week of my hols and im still slacking...I don even know wat ive been doing during my first week of hols.. -.-

aside from eating,sleeping and playing my com/ps2..haiz...


went out with my mom 2dae to orchard and bought the jap-eng and vice versa dictionary...superbly ex..103 bucks...@___@

Hmmm...and tvxq! likes naruto and bleach?Gee i wonder why XDXD
can't wait for their next jap single bolero...love tat song ^______________^


Happy christmas 2 everyone celebrating it!!!!! XDXD


ok better sleep now..ira coming later in the afternoon...~


~Ki-H

Bahhh...codpit sux...>.>
Had our presentation yesterday and basically,we hav to recraft our story...
Hmmm..Kaiting and SK kept saying I look like an office lady in my formal attire..Iszat a good thing or a bad thing? O.o

hmm...went to watch Bolt at Cathay after tat...
With only Cher and Shu Kang around 7+ pm...

After that Cher went home cos she don wan 2 b killed by her mom Lol..
Me and SK went to Ben&Jerry to eat the ice-cream~ XDXD

Been so long since Ive ate tat..So nice~

Left the place at 10 pm and reached home at 11pm..



Currently doodling..Should be doing my Drawing work though... >.>
Hmmm...Few more days till my break and looking forward to it..Why?
cos i wanna drag my mom to exercise.. LOL

Haiz..I'm so sian rite now..

~Ki-H

LALALALA

Im happpppy~ XDXD
Someone told me at DA something tat makes my day liven up~

wanna know what???


'Cause SUJU Leader,Leeteuk just posted an entry in his CYworld and with wat?







MY SUJU 2nd ALBUM CONCEPT ART!!!!





OMG!!!He saw my art!! LOL~
If only i written my name on the art den he would atleast knows there's a person called Huda in this sorry world... -.-


But i did put my DAlink on it..who knows mayb he chck out my DA..
lol XDXD


If only DBSK saw it also or FTI... @___@
mayb i should draw them..Hahha

~Ki-H

the last dance

I am so screwed...Im so gonna flunked my Rendering assignment 5..>.>
Hopefully the F won do much damage to my marks...But i doubt it...
Stupid maya...



Ohh..and im addicted to this song again.. XD
Ive listened to Michael Buble's version and i 100% prefered the original one,sung by Drifters...








This week:

Japanese Oral Test

Rendering( no hope )

Drawing ( trying to hav hope in it )

CODPIT( I hate this module to tha core )

MG( bearable for this week )

Character Animation( another new assignmen >__> )





i hav such a shitty life rite now.. ^^

But i guess things should b looking up next yr..Since i might b getting a new com of my own.. XDXD

Hopefully...













You can dance

ev'ry dance with the guy who gives you the eye,

let him hold you tight

You can smile

ev'ry smile for the man who held your hand 'neath the pale moonlight

But don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arms you're gonna be

So darlin', save the last dance for me

mmmm



Oh, I know

that the music's fine like sparkling wine go and have your fun

Laugh and sing

but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone

But don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arms you're gonna be

So darlin', save the last dance for me

mmmm

Baby don't you know I love you so

Can't you feel it when we touch

I will never never let you go

I love you oh so much



You can dance

go and carry on till the night is gone and it's time to go

If he asks

if you're all alone can he take you home you must tell him no



'Cause don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arm's you're gonna be

So darlin save the last dance for me



'Cause don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arm's your gonna be

So darlin save the last dance for me

mmmm

Save the last dance for me

mmm

Save the last dance for me




~Ki-H

life currently sux

I*m trying to look on the bright but currently there's like none...

My cat destroyed my tablet which costs me about 400-500 bucks..And now i nd to get a new one if not im not gonna survive sch..

dammit....

nd to strt working in wk 9 or something.. >.>

niwae,managed to meetup with my first batch last friday...it was ok i guess...since i remained almost quiet for the whole while...don get wat they r saying abt 60% of the time and i was tired anyway...

I can't wait too Kari~!!! XDXDXD


hmmm...im booked for 15 dec...open house training for 2009.. @____@


this week tasks..

codpit
jap language test
motion graphics...












SWELL

Oh...And im still crazy about Noah and Luke.. <33

They're like the only things im looking forward to now actually... >.>

~Ki-H

i realise that
















I'm missing my friends...



K.A.K and my FIRST batch of frens tat is...haiz...




~Ki-H

rant

Just read the news abt the white tigers mauling a guy..



I would so look down on humans more if the singapore zoo decided to put the animals to sleep...I mean come one..tat guy himself jumped into the den so why must the animals suffer?it's his own fault and i think they really should not blame the tigers for jumping on a free meat.. >.>



Bahh..Stupid humans...



and kudos for the discovery of an ancient pyramid XDXD



~Ki-H

Don cry my Lover~

Loving this songs..as well as the other 3 from the repackage ver c..didn't know Kyuhyun and Ryeowook feat with them in one of the song, Wish.. XD

Oh,and Love Bye Love was written by Yoochun..Sweet~

Missing FT Island.. T___T

Hmmm...Somehow im getting the hang of Jap..already know the 92 characters of the basic jap language,hiragana and katakana...Dreading the written test on week 7...

for the rest of the modules..I guess im doing ok?But i think i will not do so well in drawing this sem...missing the times when i slack like hell..Lol

Now?I slack not so much XD

Hmmm...Love life?No one has caught my eye yet..

Oh..and im watching Soap opera now >.>

Fawning over NUKE couple..You guys won b interested anyway so no nd to explain.. ^^

~Ki-H

Hongki's Crossdressing + Nobody Dance~

Errr...I still think he's cute even tho he did tat..especially when he sang his song in his manly voice looking like tat XDXD

Tho the guy who danced to Nobody was super pretty la..You should watch the second one..OMG..Everyone was shock to c his face..SOO PRETTY!!!Big eyes etc..XDXD

Hmmm...Finally 'mastered' Hiragana...In a way...Dying on Katakana now..Haiz...I wanna buy the jap-eng dictionary >.>

Overall this week is a killer.. @___@

~K

bah ~

Hmmm....I was finally forced to listen to Shinee..By meme.. >.>

i guess they r ok...tho i still hate love like oxygen..but i really love love should go on..and i warned cherl if she wan 2 like shinee,don fall in love with key and minho..

not as if im crazy about them but i wanna 'chop' them first..XD
Meme already warned me not to like Ohnew/jinki..

hmm..but of course my ft island are still in my heart and i hav a feelin it will stay there forever...like tvxq! XDXD

Oh...Ft island replaced Suju for the idol show as the main hosts..Ive watched epi 1 & 2..
need i say tat i love all the members of FTI?

Epi 1 u c minhwan fighting with wonbin over younha...minhwan acted so manly in that... XDXD
hongki was somewhere else attending cos of his schedules..

Epi2,hongki was in it...c them ans questions and eat pepper...im a sadist cos i think hongki looks hot while he was in pain from the spiciness of the pepper.. XDXD

btw,i realise tat im not tat crazy abt suju anymore..maybe tat times were just fangal moment.. >.>





Finished studying all the characters for Jap...It was a torture at the beginning but in the end,it was fun..i mean i finally write something else besides alphabets... XDXD

Can't wait for the next class...

Hmmm...i guess modules for this year r pretty interesting..atleast for drawing the fantastic figure and jap module.. ^^

i still wanna buy tat litmus sweater but..its like 100 bucks.. @____@
haiz...


~K

Heaven...Not

@____@

ya..even tho the song is called Heaven,Im feelin like hell rite now...

flu + cough is not how i wan my week to end..haiz..and im already feeling stress to the point i wanna cry...not cos only of sch but other meaningless things like life and frens... >.>

Bahh...watever...just go with the flow..

hmmm...ft island concert dvd pre-order..mayb i should hav bought tat instead of suju dvd... x___x

FT Island Album MV Part 1 & 2 - Heaven + I Love You

Need i say that im totally loving the songs?

OMG!!Im so in love with Heaven man..the lyrics are so heart-wrenching T___T

can't wait for their 2nd album part 2 to be release!!! XDXwhich will b in 20 oct.....

2nd part is about Jaejin...It's so damn sad la... >____<

dunno why the woman is so useless...>.>

Can't wait to take my stuffs on sat!!! XDXD

~K

Maou

Hmm..didn't expect the jap dvd drama series i bought to be so damn good..XDXD
Toma was super HOT in tat series!!!I always like him when i saw him in Hana Kimi but his character in Maou wins my heart~

So angst and everything.. XD U know how i felt abt emo guys..Lol

And the other main character,Ohno Satoshi was freaking devil!XDXD
He is like 28 and Toma is 23 but yet,the former looked so young...Must b cos he's like only 166cm and Toma i think should b 170-180 cm..

Bahh..I took like only one day to watch the whole 11 episodes,an hour each..Its kinda like Kurosagi,suspense etc...



But u hav to admit,this last scene is sooo shounen ai la..LOL..

SPOILER


But i was like WTF at the ending la..i mean i thought both will live and be best frens etc but they both died!!!! >______________<
The whole drama consists of Toma being filled with really BAD luck..i mean his 4 frens from junior sch dies,his brother committing suicide and father having heart attack..

I tell,i never seen anyone so suay b4..It's to the point of hilarity..i mean everytime Toma found somethin or someone that knows the truth,something somehow will turn wrong...>.>

But overall the show really gives me some thinking on family and frens...Like his father..AT first he appeared so stern and seemed like he don care abt his sons at all except his business but towards the end,we really see his true side..

And Toma's fren,Yousuke who was a deal collecter...I mean i was like aww that chubby guy was so cute when he asking for Toma to help him pay one of the person who loan money from him just so the case will b close and he will quit being a dealer...But what happened?He died..I was like O.O NOOOO!!!So poor thing.. @___@

OF COURSE there was a bit of romance.. >.>
Between Ohno and a gal from the library who can read afterimage...



I tell you all the people that were involved hav something to do with the incidents 11 years ago..
Wanna know?Watch then~ XDXD

This drama was a remake from Korean called 'The Devil"~

O.O...Didn't know that Toma blong to Johnny and also best fren of Yampi since trainee days...And that Ohno is a singer from Arashi...The theme song of that drama was sang by them.. Love it..

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School strted today..Walked to sch and reached ard 8.45 am...RENTX was kinda fun i guess...we studied on how to do lighting in 3D...Jacques F was surprisingly better this sem..He taught us slowly and made sure we understand wat the hell was gg on..

I must say takin a walk in the morning really freshen my mind.. XD Though i think its like useless cos the amount of food i hate for lunch..I think it sums up to 700 calories.. @___@

2Molo is drawing fantastic figures..aka anatomy...I would hav love it if i got a diff teacher..hope i can do well in this module..haiz...

I read the ref of some of the modules and also the year 3 ones..OMG!!Im damn excited abt drawing in yr 3..We get to draw all the cool fantasy creatures and also manga like realistic kind!!!i love tat style man... XDXD

Looking forward to Jap class on wed~ <3

*Still waiting for FTI 2nd MV Full which will b aired today.. ^__________^

~K

East Coast

Hmmm...Had a hell of a fun time tat day...

I met SK,Cher and Meme first on the bus 43...Reach there,we took almost like 2 hours just to search for the MacDonalds..Lol..Waited there for Leelin...

After our breakfast,we went to rent..Me and Meme rentd 2 pairs of roller skate first...I made a scene rite in front of the shop...Even b4 i stepped onto the pavement,i fell onto my butt in front of the shop..LOl..It was hilarious..

Then Meme and me skated towards the training ground for skates..Both of us trying to get used to skating..I haven skated in like a year and Meme never at all...She was actually good..Caught on pretty quick..

The skates we rented it for 4 hours so SK,Cher and Lin wait for one hour b4 they rent their bikes..Rental for bikes only last for 3 hours..

I can go on and on about that day cos so many things happened at once...You cannot even count how many times I fell onto my side,front and back..Hahaha..I laughed out whenever i fell cos it was damn hilarious...

And yah,i hurt myself like in a few places..Especially at my left knee b4 i wore the kneeguards...Hmm..And the NANA initials of my bracelet poked me rite through my skin of my palm..

The best moment was at the foot of a slope and in front of the rental shop when we were gg back to return the skates..HAHHAA..Me and Meme spent almost like 15 min just gg up and another 1/2 gg down..The 3 cyclists hav like gone to F section and back while we were just reaching the bottom of the slope..

When i saw them,i was like we were just back from hell!

Going back trip,i held onto Lin bicycle while Meme hold onto Cher's...SK?Uhh...Let's just say i tried holding onto his first but ended up[ ramming his back cos he can't even strt cycling...@___@ You nd to practise more SK..LOL...

Hmm...Between the distance to the rental shop,Meme abd me fell two times..The 2nd time,i sort of molested Meme's butt.. -.-;

That was like the highlight of that day man..HHAHAHA...

Then it drizzled so me and Meme decided to stop while the other 3 continued to cycle..SK entrusted me with his shirt cos he didn't wan it to get wet..And while 2 gals and one half-naked guy were cycling,me and Meme went to bath...Too many incidents in the shower for me to described..Hahah..

After we went to eat at F section and went home..Lin took 196 while the rest of us took 43 back...Needless to say,it was my most overtiring day for this year...

Lin asked whether we wanna do this in like once a week..I was like u pay for me can lor..Hahaha...If we really do tat once a week,I will turn dark... @____@

And im still aching like hell now... x___x

~K

Today~

Hmmmm....Browsing ard soompi and found out that Kōhaku Uta Gassen has invited TVXQ!
Helo~Remember the rant i did from long time ago?About hoping that they will enter this show?

It will b HUGE change to their career if the news are really true..If u don know why theck Im so excited abt them go here
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K%C5%8Dhaku_Uta_Gassen

Bahh..TVXQ! is getting better and better... XDXD

Hmm...Went out with Ira today to HG mall den to Compass Point..Ate western food and Ira 'blanja' me starbucks...Chocolate Cream Chip anmd Orea cheescake.. ( Bad Huda very BAD~ O.O ) Thanx Ira !!! <33

And what did i do as a punishment?

Walk all the way from Compass Point to my home..Lol..Actually,the distance doesn't even cover much..I think from my home to NYP poly is further?>.>

Niwae,my childhood fren who is also my very long distant cousin saw me on frendster and sent me a msg..I haven seen her in like years...Lol..We chat up on msn and she told me about some of our primary sch frens.. ^^


Tomolo gg out to East Coast/Pasir Ris with NANA and SK...I wanna cycle and rollerskate!! XDXD

Donno know if i should hang out with them whole day or go out with my sec sch frens in the afternoon..Most likely im doing the former though.. XDXD Exercise is much MORE important..

And SK said he misses me?Im gonna c tat u suffer tomolo my slave~

Too much sweet..@___@
Too hyper..~

~K

FTI New Mv,Gundam 00 SUbs & TVXQ in F.O Preview

OH MY FREAKING GOODDD!!!!!

Hongki ah!!!!!Can't wait for the full MV man..They looked so HOT with their bad boy attitude.. ^^

Heard its gonna b like 20 minutes long.. XDXD

And i c Jongki~ <33


OHHH!!!And subs for Gundam 00!!!!OMG!!Today is my happiest day!!!So excited..After so many months of waiting..Finally!!!

Hmmm...And the preview for Family OUting ft Yunho and Junsu from TVXQ!Hope the show will b as funny as the previous ones.. XD

Missing Hongki on the show T___T

~K

Zink~

I got you under my skin~

( More like u got me under ur skin... -.- )

~K

Nightmare?

OMG..I had the weirdest and most scariest(?) dream yesterday..I dreamt of my ex crush whom i am strting to think he's not ex yet...am i making sense? @___@

it was weird..i dreamt tat a guy who i don even know who,asked for my number and while talking to him,i saw him...den he saw us and his xpression sort of change..den after tat,i talked to HIM and said i like him etc...he kept quiet and with a sad xpression said i already got someone...

I still rmbr how one part i ran up to him and hug him (OMFREAKINGG$^%$&^*!!) and said i love him..and he was like we can't b 2gether etc...i was like fine and walked away and i swear the scene was like from some melodrama with the sunset at the background and sad song playing...And....



I woke up.. X___X


Im telling u the feelings were so surreal..i think i was halfway crying?cos i cried like hell in the dream...Soooo emo.. -.-

i was like why issit a dream?Even tho i know we can't b together but atleast i know his feelings and mayb there's a chance in the future.. T___T

Haiz...Life sux..mayb i still really like him? >.>




Ahhh...who knows..lets just let fate play the game...


hmmm...and news about Kangin and Shindong having tattoos?I don know but im kinda disappointed in them..Yeah its their life and all but i was hoping they won b like those west people.. -.-


~K