Mr Bean's Holiday and Mine

Ya...Today went out with Ira,Heng Li,Zhi Hou,Samuel,Ouyang and Junkai to Bugis Junction to watch Mr Bean's Holiday...


Met with Ira and Heg Li then Zhi Hou and the rest...At first I wanna 'blanje' Ira on next monday to watch 'The Hills Have Eyes 2' but because it came out on 19 Apr,I decided to 'blanje' her today.. The show was ok..Funny parts at some and idiotic at the others...One thing to say,I love that kid!!He's so cutee!!Hehehe... After that went out to take Neoprint and also take some pictures..Then went to arcade and went home..Never done much 'cause we were quite disorganised..Before our trip home,me and Ira accompanied Heng Li to POSB before going on our separate ways... We planned to go cycling at East Coast next friday for our last outing before Heng Li makes her way to Australia...Here are some piccies we took.. I'm the SHORTEST one in the group!!!!

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Whatta..days?

Gotta lot to say in this journal so sit back relax and strain your eyes ya?

1st Day

Well,on last Sunday,me,my family and my aunt and her son went to Bedok Jetty for fishing..Bro and Dad went on Dad's bike and the rest of us were cramped in the taxi...Reached there about 11+ am..Hahah..It was darn HOT!!!Dad reminded me to wear long sleeves so my skin will not have double colours..

When we had selected a spot,Dad went on to set-up his equipmen..Learned quite a bit about how to do so...Then came my turn..I was clueless man..Never in my life have I even touched a fishing pole,how the heck was I supposed to throw it in???

I was scared shitless further more,when I asked Dad what happened if let's say,I was being the silly ol' me and dropped the kinda expensive fishing pole into the deep greenish water below joined by the nice fishies that we were about to catch?Of course not that long-winded but you catch my drift...

AND U KNOW WHAT HE SAID???!!He said in a deadpanned voice that I have to jump into the water and retrieve it..HE SAID JUMPED INTO THE WATER!!!AND I CAN'T EVEN SWIM!!!He loves his fishing pole more than his own daughter..The sadness is eating me alive..Hahahaa..

Anyway,after that short horror,I went on to throw,with the rest of my family watching me in anticipation, and ended up smacking myself with the floating grey thing..I just can't seemed to remember the name for it..It was used to make the lines more heavier so that the bait will sink..

Niwae,I kinda forgot to open the reel so the lines were stuck..Hahaha..That was my first accident..After my aunt showed me the right way to throw,I tried again but this time,my lines were all tangled together!!!

When my father was untangling it,he was tsk-ing at me!!!Hahha..He said that never in his life have he seen one who is beginner messed up like me..Short-form,I'm the worse beginner ever..Geee..Thanx for the vote of confidence...

After that second accident,I became more what you would say,'pro' in throwing the bait..Hahhaa..But it just had to happen to ME!!!

I thought that I had caught a fish when I reeled in and felt that it was heavy but it was only some fishing lines all bundled up that some freaking people threw!!My luck was not clearly on my side on that day...Haiz...

After the third accident,I gave up and walked around for more than 2 hours...Hahaha..But when I came back,my luck was by my side even for a little while..Managed to catch a fish and me still being me,just stood there and gaped at the fish caught..My mama was like shouting at me to bring it over so that it will not escaped..Hahha..

After that not much accident occurred except that we were so thirsty we could drink the whole sea!My face was getting hot and sweaty..A feeling that I absolutely hate...My Dad FINALLY decided to go home at 7+ pm...I think he was unsatisfied with the lack of fishes caught and does not want to give up..

Ate at a restaurant which I now called the Sure-to-Gain-2-KG restaurant 'cause I was stuffing my face all the way..And did I mentioned that my mom brought food enough to run away from home that morning?

We reached home about 10+ pm and I hit the sack at about 12 am...My Dad and Mama had long gone to La-La Land...Hahaha..

2nd Day

Next day,my mama went to visit one of the relatives who had just passed away the day before..It is said that it's a bad omen when you dreamed of receiving money..It always meant death in the family..My mama dreamed that my brother had gave her lots of money and the next day,my uncle's daughter who was only nine ( I think ) passed away last year...Then I dreamed that I received money from my aunt and one from my mama's side passed away..The one she was going to visit..

Anyway,after that I was to meet my mama at the MRT..We're going to the ICA Building to change my passport photo..When I was on the way to the MRT station,I was so engrossed with watching the people on the pathwalk that I just had to forgot to drop off...I was like ' Mcm aku pernah nmpk station tu' Hahha..

Boy how I scrambled when I realised my mistake..It's a good thing I realised where I was before it was too late...My mama met me in the MRT after that at Toa Payoh and the my aunt and her son who was waiting for a long at that place...

When I took my picture I was like "What the hell?" 'cause my face was white aside from my neck which was red!!!Bahh!!The effect of staying under the sun too long was excruciating!!!

After that dramatic scene,we went to Kampong Jawa of wateva rings with name and ate..Then went to Bugis Junction and I bought a novel which I paid using NETS for the first time!!Hahah..It was fun..

Then went to Bugis Street and I bought a new duffel bag..Can't find any clothes I like as it was almost all selling girls' clothes..Bahh..After that,we went on our separate ways and went home...

At night,my primary school fren,Hairi,called out of a sudden and we chat on the the phone...Seems like he's already in NS and is having his camp when he called..A police just like my bro..Hahha..After that I went to sleep at 12 am after SMS-ing Zahirah..

THE END!!

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Medical Check-up

Went for my medical chck-up yesterday with Wani and Ira...Supposedly meet at 10 but well,u know us malays...We finally met up around 10+ in the bus..Change our bus near the AMK MRT station...Of course we chatted along the way..

Kinda dropped at the wrong bus stop and had to walk to the hospital..It's not really that far and I am glad for the extra exercise..Been a long time since I stretched my legs..Hahah..

There were quite a number of students..Had to take off my clothes and wear the hospital's one..You know the drills...Wani had to take her injection for Hep B as she is a Health Science student..Ira was given the task of looking after our belongings'..Hahha..

As usual,I was fretting my shit off my pants..'Cause of the bloody colour test..They just had to write that those with colour defiency could not take design courses and a few others..And in result,I was scared shitless due to the shit that had come off my pants..(What the hell am I talking here again? ) Though Ira had told me to calm down numerous times and not be nervous,I refused to comply to her oh-so-nice advice..

Think Ira was annoyed..Hahah..Like my favourite phrase,"Don't pin up your hopes too much.." cause you will only be disappointed in the end...However I passed everything and the doctor was like ' Good everything is good!No problem at all! '

Though I am not happy with my result of sitting at home and eating..Hahaha..My momma blew her head off when I told her my current weight..Hmm...She scare me sometimes with her desperation of having a 'slim' daughter... -.-;

After that went to NYP to take the Mendaki form for Wani and we went to Compass Point to eat though Wani went home..Went to the Comic Connections and I bought Wild Adapter Vol.2...Love that manga...

Hmmm...Nothing much after that except going home I guess...That's all for yesterday..Then today had to wake up @ 10.15 to fetch my grandma from the NKF place in AMK..Near the same place where we went for our chck-up..Momma gave some money for the taxi fare..The taxi driver was speaking to me in chinese and I was like' Wha?'

He thought that I was a chinese..Hahaha..I like that...Niwae,being the blur sotong me,I ended up lost though not as severely as usual..Hahah..After that went home with of course my grandma whom I eventually met at the darn place,and here I am...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:How am I suppose to take driving licenses with my horrible sense of directions I wonder... >_<

Lepakz

Hmmm...Just got back...

Today nothing much happened 'cause I was busy filling up the enrolment shit papers...Haiz...So hard to understand...Then met up with Lihin and Apiz @ 10+ pm or so 'cause they helped me to take the mendaki form from school..

Though 2molo I still need to go back there again as they kinde forgoit take another set..But still,thanx for the efforts guys..Hahaha...Buat susah2 jek...

After that we sat for a while and chat till 11.30 pm and sent Apiz home at the bus stop...Me and Lihin sat for another hour and talked about stuffs like taking cars' and motors' licenses....Even planned on a day out where we will ride our bikes to NYP..It's my request as I want to know the route to take...

Tomolo will be meeting Ira and Wani @ 10 am to go for our medical check-up...Yeap...I guess that's all then..

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PS:School starts on 16 April for NYP students! ^__^

300

Oh YEAH BEBEH!!Hahhaa...Finally watched 300 movie..It's a damn good show I tell ya!!

Hahah..Went out with Nasri,Jannah and Farhan today to Ang Mo Kio Library @ 11 am to help them with their maths..Talk for awhile after that and went to Banquet to eat..Farhan 'blanja' us!!Thanx man!!








Then went window shopping for awhile and went home by 4pm...We're kinda dropped at the wrong bus stop courtsey of me and walked to Hougang Point..It's like only one bus stop away..Along the way,we talked about ghosts and stuffs...


Before that,Yani did messaged me saying that we should cancel our plan of going to Peninsular and I was like okay..I thought that she meant we are not going out but dear lord was I wrong!!Hahaha...I mean here I was hanging out with my 3 friends at Hougang Point and Yani was there cursing for my tardiness at the bus stop...Miscommunication here!!!

She finally met up with me at Hougang Point and we went to Hougang Mall..Bought some things there and make our way to Bishan..With my hard-practised of making 'puppy' faces,she wilted and we watched 300!!!!I LOVED THAT SHOW!!!

The story is very interesting..The graphics are different and you see the strength of a King to protect his people..Very good..I mean if you love that type of show,of course you will agree with me..Hahah..Yani who was not interested became excited about the show..The starting was kinda slow but then BOOM!!!I felt as though I wanna join the war man!!Hahah..


It's also kinda sad at the end but 'M not gonna spoil the movie by telling you what happened so... ^__^ All I can say is,that enemy is a freaking perfectionist son-of-a-B****!!!I hate that guy man!!!Niwae,here's some piccies of that movie...




AND THE VAIN BITCH!!!

After that went to eat and go home...Reached home,found out that the Poly Package had arrived BUT!!!There is a missing form!!They did not include the Mendaki Application..Cis..Have to go to Nanyang Poly and take that form..


Hmm...My Orientation is on 3-5 April while Zahirah's on 13 Apr..Haiz...Going solo it seems..School starts on 16 April and I can't wait!!


Btw,I wanna watch Mr Bean's Holiday and the Hills have Eyes 2 upcoming 22 mach!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:I am so gonna buy 300 soundtrack man!!The BGM are COOL!!!
PPS:Kari,blom g...Nanti aku letak bnyk2 eh gmbr anime..Nyahaha...

Enjoy

Yeah..Sorry for the late update BUT!~

I had fun last Saturday when our group consisted of Me,Maya,Lihin,Hafiz,Yana and Madi went for our yearly picnic..Hahah..It was fun..

Had an accident in the toilet where I seemed to drop my contact lens so had to wear specs...Met with Lihin and Yana at the bus stop though I was kinda lost for a second...Hmmm..I think Yana's estate area has an illusion charm or something..Always seem to get me lost man...Niwae,met with them and boy was I shocked to see how many food they brought..

I was like 'Are we gonna run away from home or something?'

A bus stopped and I was saying that all the people was looking at the food we brought and we didn't see Maya waving at us in the bus...I think she's forgot that we r no living in the past where handphones have not been invented yet..Hahhaa..

Had to wait for the other bus...Chatted in the bus and pitched our tents when we reached there...Met up with Hafiz and Madi and the fun began..Not gonna go into details 'cause there's so much happening there..

Sang birthday song to Lihin,poured flour into his ears actually,took piccies and BERENDAM in the water!!Yahhooo!!Then Maya had to leave and later Yana...So left me with the boys..Ate and waited for Maya..

Some incredible funny thing happened..Seemed like our OH-so-clever baby boys had pitched their tents near the red ants' nest...Hahah...You should see their reactions when they were bitten..Priceless I tell you!They were so girly..Even afraid to go inside their tent to take out their belongings leaving me to do their jobs...

Then Lihin went into the 'Mission Impossible' mode which I personally called the 'Panicked and Despo' mode..He picked an underwear not sure whose and went flapping and hitting the red ants...Nyahahah..Hilarious!!!And of course embarassing..I mean we are talking about an underwear here!!Not a towel!!

Link of that short scene:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ubwQ7mmPSc

After that scene which had all the makciks and pakciks looking in wonder,we packed and went home...More like Madi went home..The three of us lepak at a playground where we took some piccies using Lihin's camera..Then I went home after insisting Maya not to waste time by sending me home...


Reached home and the first I did was to bath..


Next day,accompanied my mom to a neighbour's granddaughter's birthday..Hmmm..Walk around in Compass point and went home...That's all I guess..Sad to say,on that Saturday,Hafiz and Liyana went down with a fever and I me with a Flu...Too much excitement I guess...Here some piccies I and Maya took with my HP...











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Wish come true

YESH!!!After all the anticipation aka sleepless night aka constipation etc,I finally knew which course I am going to!!!And boy was my luck running high!!

First: I fulfilled my wish of entering Nanyang Poly..

Second: I am enrolled into the freaking course that I want which is Digital Media Design

And Last: Wani,Ira and Bryan will be attending the same school!!

Ain't that great or what?Hahaha...I can still remember this morning...At first I was kinda lazy to get up in the morning..Hell it was 9 am and Madi was already msg-ing me..I slept at 6 am ok so of course I was reluctant to wake up..

Then everything came down on me when I remembered that the posting result was today..Without even washing my face I straight away went to on my com...Hahah..You should see me talking to myself..I was ssoooo damn scared to look at the result...

Then I thought 'What the hell..Better get it done and over with,' and pin in my NRIC and VOLA!!!My eyes skimmed the sentence one by one...My heart lifted when I saw the school I'll be attending is Nanyang and it soared to the point I felt like I wanna shout when I saw the course I received...

I could have shouted if not for the fact that my mother was sleeping and she would beat the hell outta me if I even make a single tap on the wood...Hahaha...

Hmm..So far,I knew that Madi and Ain will be going to Republic of Singapore taking a design course and biomedical course respectively...Marzuki on the other hand, is going to Ngee Ann..Looks like we're taking separate roads now...

However,Nasri,Xinyi and Rong Hui decided to retain while Jannah decided to take up private candidate...Aiwen and Fauzan are going to try to appeal and the results will be known on Tuesday...All the best for this group and make sure to do your best!!

I'll be rooting for you!! ^__^

Once again I thank god for giving me a chance..It is also thanks to the efforts I had put in all those WEEKS before O levels..Haha..What do u want me to say?I'm still a 'last-minute' kinda guy...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:See ya in our new school guys!!

Håll om Mig

Hmmm..What d'ya know..A swedish song...


A change of taste huh?


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AND I'M STILL BORED!!!!!

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bored!

I am so freaking bored right now...

Seems like there aren't anything for me to do...Now thinking back,I'm wishing that the time to study for O'Levels is back..Hell,I'm ready to beg for it to come back..Anything just give me something to live for!!!

Sat at home everyday without anything to do...How pathetic can you be?

At least at school,there's something to do..Be it studying or doing your duty in class...You'll never be bored out of your mind only pissed but hey,I rather take that any time of the day babe!!How I miss those days...

Somebody can you please repair my PS2?!!

I'm starting to hate everything about myself and everything around me..Maybe 'cause I'm bored?

I hope somebody can give me a reason to live again...Last time,my reason was solely to pass my O'Levels but niw when it's all over,what's my path again?

Getting more frustrated by the minute!!!

What's worse that I am freaking BROKE!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

WTF?

Just read the newspaper today and I am freaking pissed!!

What the hell is wrong with having cats as pets at home?The reasons these people gave are just plain STUPID!!They said that cats are noisy,filthy and urinates everywhere...But what of dogs?Aren't they too dirty and always bark for no damn good reason?Hell!!They even shit anywhere and their owner lets them!

Look,I am not discriminating the dogs..In fact,I adored them..I just hate the people who said those things about cats and against having them as pets...Open your eyes man!It's not the cats' fault but their damn owners!!

They're the ones who should be responsible for their cats' behaviours..If u don want them to be noisy during their mating season,go and freaking neutered them man!And for gods' sake,please toilet-trained them...Really..Some people are just too selfish too just think about their own welfare...

If you still despised those people who kept cats at home,atleast give warnings or fines to those who really have caused disturbance to others..Hell,it is not fair for those who have not caused any absolute trouble to other people...I have three cats and they are not noisy,filthy nor shits everywhere...Where are the justice in that if my cats are taken away?

And my words for those who 'fear' cats: GROW UP!!!THEY ARE NOT THAT BIG FOR YOU TO BE SHITTING IN YOUR PANTS!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:People nowadays are so selfish and choosy!!

OMG!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!Yeah!!!Wheee!!!YAHOOO!!!!

I finally made my dream come true!!

Hahah...Today was the release of our GCE O'Levels results and boy was I pissing off in my pants..The tension was worse than what I felt when my N'Level results was released...

Woke up in the morning and I felt like telling my mom to call the school to inform them there's no way in hell was I gonna step intp that school but well...Hopeless case eh?So I dragged my ass off the bed and sat down in front of my hamster tank which I kept in my room..I don know but I have this habit of watching my hamster sleep to clear my mind...

After about 15 minutes of intense staring,I got up and ironed my clothes before bathing...Sprayed my hair black and for the last time,wore my school uniform...Kinda scary when I reached school 'cause there was the announcement that said the 5N did worse than last year's batch...Frankly,I was freaking scared!!I mean who wouldn't?

Hahah..I even told my mom that if I didn't call her,that means I've done very badly..I did not allow her to come to school...Takot member siap dengan penyapu ohhh...

Niwae,saw Jannah and Wani..Both are looking nervous ( DUH ) and Farhan...Chat awhile and Zahirah and the others arrived...I was REALLY REALLY nervous..I mean,the teachers were looking so damn solemn,it's like someone had died and it's all our fault!!

Finally the dreading moments arrived and we went into the hall...As usual,Mr Chia went through what we needed to know and of course the top students...Finally it's our turn to face the music...

One by one,we went to Ms Ng and took our results slip..Wani first followed by Jannah and me...I was like " What the hell was that?!" when Ms Ng smiled at Jannah and said a few comforting words...When she smiled at me I don't think I even acknowledged it 'cause my mind was so clouded...

I did not immediately look at my slip..All the malay boys was asking how did I do and when I finally looked at it,the dam broke and boy did I start crying...I didn't think I could do that well...Haha..The funny thing was,everyone was thinking that I failed or something 'cause I was crying really badly...They were like comforting me before looking at my slip and looking back at me incredulously...Hahah...

But I really felt sad for the malay boys...I was even more sad for Jannah 'cause she did not qualified the course that she really really wanted...Called my mother and the dam broke again...Hahah..

Ira was saying that she thought I was a person who would jumped for joy if I was really happy but she thought wrong..I am more likely to cry if I am touched or so damn happy...Overall,me and Ira was really glad that all the hard work we put through aka late night studying over the phone,paid off...

After that,went to Compass Point to 'enjoy' before going home and here I am...I'm really thankful to God...I hope with this I can get to the course I want...

English -- B3
Math -- B4
Mother Toungue -- B3
Science -- B3
Humanities -- B3
POA -- B4

L1R4--16
L1R5 --20

Though I am disappointed in my english,I am really freaking happy about my maths and science!!From F9 I jumped to B4 and B3!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Really glad that I put all my strength into that last few weeks...

From the bottom of my broken heart

So what if this is a kinda old OLD song or you hate Britney Spears?I happen to like her VOICE not the singer...hahha...

Prior to Valentines' Day on 14th Feb,this is a dedication to everyone who has their hearts broken before but hell,I'm sure they all experienced it before...

Except me of course..I mean you have to be in love to have your heart broken eh??Too bad I have not experience it or should I say fortunate?Hmmm....

This is also something I cropped up while typing this...Just a small note to my friends prior for that special day..Who ever said that Valentines' Day is only for lovers?

We are drifting apart and maybe one day
We may not know each other anymore
Do I or even we want it to be like that?
To forget that we were once sitting there together as one
To forget that our moments stops when we're beside each other
To forget that we were once holding onto each other
And to forget that we were once the best of friends?


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS: One more day before my Judgement Day and it's killing me!!!

Andai ku Tahu

A song that really make me take a note...Kinda reflects on all of us eh?

Andai ku Tahu - Ungu

Andai ku tahu…kapan tiba ajalku
Kuakan memohon, Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku
Andai ku tahu…kapan tiba masaku
Kuakan memohon, Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut akan semua dosa-dosaku
Aku takut dosa yang terus membayangiku

Andai ku tahu…Malaikat-Mu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat pada-Mu

Reff:Aku takut akan semua dosa-dosaku
Aku takut dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa-dosaku
Ampuni aku menangisku bertobat pada-Mu

Aku manusia yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga tak pantas di surga….
Andai ku tahu…kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata Taubat pada-Mu

Thanks to Lihin who introduced me this song..Hahaha...

See Ya Slacker & Loserz!!!

@ Airport

YaHoo!!Hahaha...Decided to update...Hmm..As usual,nothing much is happening in my life..Today,I've decided to upload piccies that was taken at the airport yesterday..Went there with Yani who wanna take piccies for her school project..Here it is..

Nice reflections...
She LOVES to take pictures eh?

Again?

Hmm..Couple...

Hmmm...

Ehh??Where's Yani..?

Ahhh..There she is!

Are you sneaking a pic of me again?

Watcha doing babe?

Hello there Miss Camera...

And hello me...

Her idea of a joke in the toilet... -.-;

I am so stoned...Yani!!When are we going home?!!!

It was supposed to be the two of us but well,the camera LOVES me more..Hahah...BAHH!!Pimples!!!

Finally,she managed to slide in this pic...

Bye-bye...

Though there are a lotz of piccies of me..It was a tad too late when Yani realised it though..What can I say when she pointed it out?Just that I'm such a damn good model that she can't stop taking my picture..Hahaha..I am soo over the board...

Oh Yeah!!Now for the first time I am reading romance comics!!!I have decided to take a step forward in my life!!Hahhaa..Though I really can't stand those which have TOO much romance in it...Blehhh...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Going to NYP this friday!!!

Drawing

Yo m' back!!!

Guess since I have nothing to do,let me just ramble about what have I been doing these past few days...

Hmmm...When you have nothing to do what do you DO?

DRAWING!!!!Hahha...
Here it is....

Sleeping Ron!!!

Half-way there...DONE!!!

Ready...GO!!!

Pwetty....I think...

Though way too late,Merry Belated Christmas!!Hahaha...

Well..Guess that's all..Tata!!!

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Happy Birthady HuDa!!!

My rose

A lyric I composed at about 1 am in the morning..Haha..That's what you get when you had nothing better to do... ^__^

My Rose

Do you want to hear about
The most incredible love story
The time where I had met
A most beautiful red rose
Never knew he would be shy
When he was lookin at me with those eyes
A look that had drown me
And had me just begging for more

~BRIDGE~

(A rose will blossom for you)
Because you are the most precious to me
(Just like a dream to come true)
Because you had opened that path for me
(To find the missing puzzle)
Because you are now standing there
Holding onto my most favourite red rose..

CHORUS

Don't be scared of me now my love
'Cause I am only just falling in love
I just want to embrace you in my arms forever
And watch the blooming of our elegant rose
Under the radiant of the warm sunlight
Just you and me...


We hit it off right at the start
Like a lost piece that had been found
No more tears to be shed
'Cause I'm not alone anymore
It seems that the world
Had just became brighter for me
'Cause now I have him
Standing by my side holding me in his arms

~BRIDGE~

(Now shake the core of my love)
With what I know to be your pretty eyes
(Change my indecisive mind)
With what I believe to be your red lips
(La La La La La La La)
Let's us dance to this rhythm of love
Together stuck in our own small world

CHORUS

Don't you worry about our love
'Cause I am only just closing my eyes
To think back of the time when we had first met
Where I saw you in the flower shop holding onto a rose
Before giving it to me and that's where the love
Starts to bloom...

*INSTRUMENTAL*

CHORUS

Don't you worry about our love
'Cause I am only just closing my eyes
To think back of the time when we had first met
Where I saw you in the flower shop holding onto a rose
Before giving it to me and that's where the love
Don't be scared of me now my love
'Cause I am only just falling in love
I just wish to embrace you in my arms forever
And watch the blooming of our elegant rose
Under the radiant of the warm sunlight
Just you and me...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:I LOVE red ROSES and SAKURA tree!!!!Heheh..Both which I already composed a lyrics..

Taufikky!!!

YEAH!!!For the first time,I finally gotta see Taufik Batisah face to face!!!


Went to Singapore Poly today with Ain,Wani and Ira..Have to wait for a quite sometime before the campus concert starts...It was feaking embarassing I tell you..We were like standing around not knowing where to go..Luckily a kind soul decided to direct us to the correct place to show our IC..

When another student announced that non-SP students have to give our IC to the counter in front,I was like 'Hey,can't you say that BEFORE we humiliated ourselves out there?'Anyway,Woow...When my aunt said that Taufik was handsome up-close,I thought she was joking but hell he was!!!

I swear alot of galz was salivating...Hehehe..And they sure are jealous when he held one of the gal's hand and sang to her...You know that song!!All because of you..Bah!!The envy..Hahah..but well,just a fantasy 'cause I will never get him..Though I surely love his voice..There was one song when he sang in a low voice..I would say that it was his 'bedroom' voice if you get my drift...

Hahaha..Boy was I melting..I sure respect his singing man!!!Taufik you rock!!!

Don ask me when or why did I start fawning over him..Hahaha..I guess it started when Hady Mirza won the Singapore Idol...I was like hey,I kinda missed Taufik's singing..Especially when he appeared at the result show singing 'All Because of You'..It's not as though Hady was inferior to Taufik but I kinda like Taufik's voice more than him... ^__^

Why did I go 'ga-ga' over him..Hmmm...Do you really REALLY have to ask me?Hahaha..

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Maybe going to Causeway Point this Sunday for an autograph session with 'em..!!!

Short and sweet

Let's keep it short and sweet eh?

Yesterday went out with Ira to the Compass Point..Just hanging around 'cause I was really bored...I was actually looking or my darling Pendragon books but well,Singapore is a slow country if you get my drift...

Then,I decided to Hougang Mall for fun...Went to Sembawang and saw Tackey and Tsubasa cd which I bought...Also went to Comic Connections..Were just searching at the magazine section..More like hunting when my sharp eyes caught sight of the title we wanted...
L'Arc~en~Ciel!!!

You should had seen Ira's eyes...Man that gal was positively drooling..Hahaha..What can I say..My abilities to influence someone to like something is damn good...Currently,she's obssessing over this Hyde fella...Same could be said for me too..Though I'm more to all-rounder as long as they're Japs..Hahah...

Went out of the shop and saw Madi and Apiz going down the escalator,just coming back from work...Chat for a while and went home together...Once I reached home,slacked around for a bit before hitting the sack at 8 pm..Woke up about 7.40 am today and here I am!!Kinda 'short' eh? ^__^

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

Clearing

Please excuse my ramblings for today..Just need to clear my thoughts...

Well..Today,everything went well...That was until the table's leg in my living room broke..I know you might think what's the big deal..Well..The prob lies with my parents...I think the it happened 'cause my mom put her leg on the table...One thing leads to another and my mother sorta screamed at my father...

I think my father was hurt at his feet when the table fell so he kinda takes his frustration out on my mom...Then my mother went screaming that my father was blaming everything on her..I don know what but I think what really happened was indeed her fault though I dare not say outloud..My mom is kinda sensitive about these things...If I said that,she might scream at me saying that I am always siding my dad and well,I might..no..I will scream back at her..I told you,my family is very short-tempered...

Niwae,my mom cleaned up the mess,more like banging everything around before going to her bedroom...Frankly speaking,I am kinda disappointed in her..Well,needless to say,I am angry with her..I mean the table's leg broke and she went to her room..My father was the one who had to mend it..I know she don knoe about fixing things but hell,can't she even help out?I really pity my dad who just got back from work...

I think it was fortunate that my bro was already asleep...I think if he was here with me watching our parents,I think he will dislike my mom...I just has a feeling that he don't really like mom very much judging from his actions..Beats me..I told you I don really favour butting into other people's personal business...Oh well..I'm sure everything will turn out find tomorrow...Let them settle their own probs...If it involve me then I will step in..I know I may sound cruel but it's better this way..At least,none of them will accuse me of siding with the other party...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Selamat Hari Raya Haji guys!!!

Short and sweet

Yesh...Today I am gonna be keep it short and sweet..Went to meet Hidayah and Maya at 2.30 which was supposed to be at 2 but well,you know me..Some things will never change eh?

Niwae,we went to Plaza Singapura to watch a movie but it was damn packed so we went to a mall behind PS to try our luck..Too bad our luck ran out so we watch another movie instead...Frankly speaking,I preferred reading Charlotte's web book than watching the movie..

After that we went to the airport to meet with Hafiz...We went back and me and Hafiz walked home from Hougang mall...Stayed at the void deck to talk about life etc...Finally had to go home 'cause my mom who was pissed had been calling atleast 3 times...Well..I'd be pissed too if my daughter still have not reached home even when it's 1 am...Hahha...Got home,ate ( Yeah I know it's at night but I had not ate since morning!! ) and here I am typing away..Hahaha..That's all I guess..

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:LSSHH members please make yourself free on 1st Jan 2007...

Zzzzzz

Finally a new skin..I tried to lighten up the atmosphere..As you can see my blog is kinda bright for the first time..Hahah...Though it sorta have its angst 'cause of the piccy...Well..What can I say..I have fetish for broken wings etc...

Niwae,nothing much happened...Nasri came over my home around 3+ pm 'cause I helped him burn MU game on a cd and he also wanted to reclaim his beloved hat..I think his hat had dust all over..Hmmm...He stayed for awhile and we chat about lotsa things..He was quite funny when he tried to explained his family tree..God...Was I confused...He wasn't less worse off than me..

After that he went home about 5 pm...Then I played the computer till now...Hafiz did ask me if I wanna go watch a movie with him and his other friends...Now,knowing me,you would say I jumped at the offer but well,I don really know his friends very well..Okay..I never met them before so it kinda felt like uncomfortable..Alright!It was damn unnerving for me okay...To go out with others whom I don know...

Freaks the hell outta me I tell you..Unless of course if others I know join in..But Nasri is broke and my other friends I seriously don know where they are..Hmmm...SO...You know my decision..Hahaa...I guess that's all my ramblings for today eh...

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Happy advanced Christmas guys!!! ^__^

Hello

Finally 'M freaking BACK!!Just fixed my com today...All my days of boredom is officially over!!


First thing I did was to install msn again..First person to chat with me was the ever cool Lihin..Never stand to be second eh?Next up was Maya...Guess I might as well spent the night chatting...Hahaha..


Niwae,after my O's,my life sorta drifted passed...Friends also seemed to drift away..I mean I am seeing lesser of them as days passed by...Wonder if we still will keep contact with each other as we grew old?


Staying at home had got me thinking...I realised that life is no longer black and white for me...It's pretty true what they had said...As we grow old,our perspective changes and we will see everything in a new light...I realised I am no longer cheerful as before..


I guess I may joke and act real childish sometimes but I feel like there is an aura of gloomyness( Is that even a word? ) around me..Not sure why but everywhere I will go,my mind keep thinking about stuffs..Even when 'M actually having fun,my mind will squeezed in a bit of seriousness in me..Is that part of growing up??


Another thing is sometimes I can't stand unreasonable actions..Not sure what the heck am I talking about but I think I am referring to my beliefs in justice or respect..Like I downright loathe those guys who thinks it's damn cool to slap their gal..I mean come on!!Guys are supposed to protect the galz right?


Last thing,I think to some I may be getting a little egoistic...I begged to differ..I am not getting a little egoistic,I am turning it up tp the notch man!I realised that I can't always be friendly and go in everyone's strides...There are times when I myself needs to speak up regardless of what they will think of me later...Who cares about their opinions anyway?It's not their lifes they're leading but mine alone...Anyway,it's better to let out than keep it insides eh?Much healthier...


Wow..I am getting pretty angst eh?Hahaha..That's what I thought so far about life and my changing personalities..Frankly speaking,I kinda like my new self now though it may be like asking someone to give me a punch in the face but hey,what floats your boat doesn't mean will float in mine right?


Like I've said before,every single one of us is hypocrite and a backstabber...That is what I am trying to avoid by saying what I meant and feel but not trying to be hurtful..Am I getting it right?Well..I still got a lot to learn and observe so I may be rocky now...Let's see what is in store for me in the coming years eh guys?


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:BTW,still waiting for my own Mr Loveless... ^__^

On Hiatus

Hey ya guys!!Hahaha...Been some time since I've updated my blog eh?Well..Just can't seem to find the time man..I mean I spent almost the whole day in school everyday having my night study...It's a good thing I am fasting so the Muslims can be released at 6.15 pm..If not,haiz...


Anyway,the reason I am writing this entry is because some people have been bugging me about it..Hahaha..Another reason is that for the first time in my freaking years in Xinmin, I finally passed my Maths Mock Examination!!Not just any miserable pass mind you...I jumped from F9 to A2!!How cool is that?Yeah yeah I know that O'Level standards are much more harder but dude,I freaking passed!! ^__^


Let's just hope that I will continue to do well and not get brain freeze during the actual thing...So far,I've secured my maths,eng and humanities..Just left with POA and science,which I don know how the hell am I gonna pass...I just can't seem to understand chemistry..Aaarghhh!!


It has been a busy week for me..I have to collect money for the prom night and lecture thingy...I also had to write an article for the Graduation book which had been delayed till that day...Furthermore,there are mock exams..Stress is piling up though I still maintain my 'cool' and happy attitude..Nyahahaha...
Well,I guess that's gotta be all...This will be my last entry until the end of my O's...


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:Wish me luck for my practical next Thursday guys!!I promise that as soon as I finish my exams,we will spent more time together!!


PS2:BTw,I not stupid is damn good man!!Joshua and Shawn so handsome.. >__<

Billy Talent:Pins and Needles


Never understood how she could,
Mean so little to so many
Why does she mean everything to me?

Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Questioning her good intention
Jealousy's a bad invention
When you push on glass, it's bound to break

Even when she was defensive,
It just gave me more incentive
The more you squeeze,
the more it slips away

I never walked so far on a lonely street
With no-one there for me
Is it worth the pain,
with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Accept this confession! …I'm walking on pins and needles
You're not my possession! …I'm walking on pins and needles
My conscience is vicious! …I'm walking on pins and needles
And I'm begging forgiveness! …I'm walking on pins and needles

I never walked so far on a lonely street,
With no one there for me
It took too long to see her in misery

And now it's clear to me
That it's worth the pain,
always take the blame
For all your own insecurities
How did I ever let you go?


Though not the song I upload on my blog,I LOVE this song..Hahah..I'll upload this as soon as I get my hands on this mp3 or maybe I just buy the damn CD... ^__^


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:You can hear this osng @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_HpbknEpQlY Though not exactly the MV...

W-inDs.!!!!!!! <3

GARGHH!!!I wanna buy!I wanna buy!!I WANNA BUY!!!


Might be wondering what the hell I wanna buy right?Haha...Seems like alot..There's a pretty silver bracelet at Kovan,a pouch and a sling bag at Compass Point,a pair of earrings and shoes at Bras Brasah..But most of all,I wanna buy the freaking book on W-inds.!!! >__<


Yesterday and today,gone out with Yani...I wasted $9 on Neoprints..Why??Because of my stupid mistakes...Well..That thing was written in Japanese so even though I am a Jap freak,I don understand what the hell the machine was talking about..So I pressed the wrong button and wala!The screen went to the next page without giving us a chance to edit it.. Yani was like 'EH'?? and I was like 'What the??!!'What to do...What's done is done...


Then today met one gal in the bus that gave us the look only minah can achieve..I don know what the hell we did to make her stare at us so...What else can I do but to stare back.. Hahaha...Yani was like asking me to shut up when I said 'Muke macam nak kene sepak seh..'


Guess I am in the violent mood..Well..After watched her walked away..All I can say is EWWW...Amirah is soo MUCH PRETTIER than her..Hmmm...Guess that's all..Wanna watch Cinta Q..So.. ^__^


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:I wanna buy W-inds.!!!!

Waiting..Still waiting....

Haiz..Now at Yani's school..Waiting for her to finish her work so I type this entry using her school's computer...


Today,woke up at 5.35 to bathe 'cause wanna see Mira off from the Changi airport...God..So sleep..I only slept like for 2+ hours only..Yani so 'gian',she woke up at 3!!!Gaagh..Then rushed to the airport and say bye-bye to Mira..Gonna miss her but still can chat at MSN right?By the way,my mistake..She was not going there 'cause of attachment but she was going there for holiday!!The jealousy is eating me alive...Nyahahaha...


Then after that,walked with Yani to her school like a zombie..Hahaha..And here I am..Sitting here and writing this crappy entry...Soo boring...What to do..Life is like that..After that,going to Comapss Point to see the Singapore Idols..I wanna see whether Hady is really handsome close-up or issit just the make-up..Hahaha..Make-up can do wonders what...In the meantime,I can spend my time thinking about what I am really doing right now..


I mean,O Level is like in 2 months' time and I am still dwindling away..There are alot that I don't know and that really scares me..I plan to fcus more on my science and maths from now on..As well as POA..I gotta catch up with the rest of my classmates man and get out of that school!!!Well..Guess that's all..


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:Hey guys,make sure you're free during this one week..Gonna steal you all for one day,either for a picnic by the beach or go watch a movie..Last chance for enjoyment before the freaking exams.. >__

Reunion..Sorta

Well...It was fun today..Had our Teachers' Day celebration and it was freaking funny!!Hahaha...Mr Chia was sOoo CUTEZ!!


Niwae,was supposed to go to my primary school back but I was feeling kinda lazy..Further more,Amirah too was feeling the same way..So in the end I have to tell poor Yani that we cancelled our plan..Sorry YANI!!!


After that,was kinda bored so decided to chat with Hafiz,Shalihin and Liyana..'Lepak' under my block for about 2 hours before going to see Liyana's boyboy...Haha..Then me,Hafiz and Shalihin saw Safie and Syafiq manaf at Banquet @ Compass Point after that..FuYyoooO...Aiwen,Vivian and the rest are also there..Whatta day..


Then we go to Ang Mo Kio to watch Monster House..It was an okay story but Yana,I think I still prefer 'Finding Nemo'...Hehehe...It was damn cold in the cinema so Apiz was kind to lent me his shirt..He WAS wearing another shirt under there by the way!


After that,we go home and here I am...Typing this entry while watching Singapore Idol..Hope Hady is not voted out...Guess that's all..


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:It was fun guys...Missed ya alotz! ^__^

Jap GUYS!!

Wahh~!!!Our school is having Japanese students from Takada High and their teachers for a week!!!THIS WEEK!!


Ooo!!On monday I just saw some of them and I was like oHhh!!I love their school uniforms!!Reminds me about anime!Duh...Hahaha..Some of them are HOT!!You know me..I have a fetish for Jap guys dude..Hahah..My eyes were like scanning the place for them the whole day...


Just now I walked past some Jap boys and I heard them speaking in japanese..Garghhh!!My heart melts and I am thrown in the world of Naruto..I simply *LOVE* their accent.. ^__^


Well,let's stop talking about them eh?Just had my O'Level Examinations today..Quite well done I would say..For conversation and picture discussion anyway..I think I screwed up woth my reading passage but well,overall I guess I had done okay...I mean there was no prompts for picture and conversations!How cool was that?I was like shooting all the way..


Though I think I heard the last question wrongly but even if I did,the examiner should guide me to the right track right?However she did not so I think I did sort of answer the question indirectly...I was so excited that I finished my Oral that I left my IC on the examiners' desk!!It's a good thing the invilator remember me and looked for me..He was like...


"Where is your IC?"


I heard wrongly and I thought that he asked for my IC number so I replied..Then he was like "EH?" and repeated the question again...I was confused but I freaked 0ut when I can't find my IC..I shouted where is my IC and do the hands thing you know I always do when I am excited or nervous..Hahah..Silly me..


The teacher gave me a 'Ish Ish' look and hand over the IC..Woow!Scared the hell outta me man..Just imagine the look on my mother's face when I said that I lost my IC..I think she would personally send me to God herself man...Literally...>__<

Anyway,I guess I am sad that my reading suckx but what the hell..No use crying over spilt milk so I will 'cheong' for my paper one and two man!!GANBATTE!!! ^o^

See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:Miss Dada but he will be back on Saturday afternoon!!!Can't wait!Yeah!!!

Wat??!!!

Gaaarghhh!!I can't believe this!!Though it was a little too late,let me rant for awhile about Singapore Idol results here...


I CANNOT believe that Mathilda was out!!She was the one of the best singers there!!What the freaking hell were Singaporeans thinking??Can't they listen to the idols' voices or are their blind love has deafen them??!!My god..If this continues on,Singapore Idol is gonna be a joke...


Mathilda was good man..I love her aggressive voice..Furthermore,she was the bottom 3 with Hady and Jonathan!!I would understand if she have litte supporters but Hady and Jonathan??Come on man!!These people are the best out of all of them...Hady was good and I think he surpasses Bon Jovi' voice with that song!I am terribly ashamed of Singapore's way of thinking that looks matters the most...


If Joa Kim is still in the competition and if I were the judges,I will take drastic measure man...Not that I have something against him or anything but let's face it,there is nothing unique about his voice and he hasn't been improving like the rest of them...I was shocked when Gurmit said that some people critisized Ken,saying that he should just accept what people can offers and not to ask for more from them..If some truly thinks that way,I think there's no use for Singapore Idol eh?That way, everyone can become a singer...


I think Singapore Idol is really about people improving and becoming better than they already are..It is about outshining others in the music industry..If we just stay the way we are,how are we gonna compete with the rest of the world out there who are way much better that us?Though I am not that devoted fan of Singapore Idol,this really pissed me off and I am terribly fretting about Singapore's music industry in the future...At least we have Taufik batisah to be proud of...


Well..I guess that's all for my rant today...Let's just watch next week and see if Singapore really knows how to listen?Got only one message to those fans out there..Take my advice and go dig your ears..Literally...I am saying this with a caring manner you can see on my face! ^__^


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:BTW,wish me luck for my O'Level Oral on Tuesday and my Prelims on Thursday.. >__<

Lance's GAY??

Just read some magazine my friend bought and I found out that Lance has come out of the closet!!My one of the old favourite member from N'Snyc is GAY!!


Gaargghh!!The shock..Though it was not really shocking news to me..I had always suspected it..I mean he always look kinda femine and he never really have a girlfriend at that time saying that he was busy with work and all that but hello,what about the other members?Especially that Justin Timberlake...


Well,I was not really pissed off..Hell,it is his life and I got nothing to say..What I was really surprised was he is datind Reichen Lehmkuhl!!You know,the guy from Amazing Race 4??This means that he and Chip has separated..What a drag...


Anyway,even if Lance is gay,I will still love him..Hahah..I mean he was the first celebrity I like..Well,I guess that;s all I havta say..


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!

PS:Btw,how's the new layout??Pretty cool huh?? ^__^

blah blah

Memang lah da tak update lagi Maya...takde mood dok...Hahaha...Ni aku update r ni...


Went out with Wani at the last minute today..I kinda forced her to accompany me to Hereen..Wanna buy the Tackey & Tsubasa cd!!!BUT HMV sux!!!One thing there was none and the other was even there was one,I could not afford it cause it was $70+!!Wat the HECK?!!I know it was imported but still...


I think Singapore needs to think about the price of the CDs...I think Singaporeans have not enough exposure to other musics besides of course the english ones..I think that was overexposed..Anyway,Singapore should atleast try to make it cheaper man...


Let's stop talking about that shall we?Today got our Mother Tongue results and I think you know the answer to that eh?I have the potential of getting B3s all over my faces..Hahah..Wasn't really disappointed 'cause I kinda expected it but I was shocked that Nasri and Wani got B3..I mean of all the students there,they were the ones I expected to get A1...Never mind that..Do your best for the end of year guys!!Ganbatte!! ^__^


OH!!And I am especially proud of Marzuki..He got an A1!!Woow!!I think he has the chances of becoming a top student...Speaking of me,I decided not to retake again..I mean hey I have taken for like three times and the result was still the same..So,I decided to stop wasting my time and concentrates on other subjects..


Another issue is,Rahimah was outz!!!What ta hell??I know that I'm not really the die-hard fan off SG Idol but I still like some of the contestants there...To me,Hady,Mathilda and Rahimah have potentials of becoming a singer...Haiz...But Singapore voted right so what can I say?But if I were them,Joa Kim would be out...


Last thing is Mrs Irene Tan is BACK!!!OMG!!!I finally see a hope shining...I have a hope to pass my POA!!!GOD!!Can't believe this but I missed her...Hahaha...I think lots of students will agree with me...They were like asking so many questions...Now if I could just get Mrs Annie Ng,then everything will be purrrfect... =' '=


See Ya Slackerz & Loserz!!!


PS:If you hate someone,would you still talk to them as though you are best friends?I can't fathom how someone can be such a jerk to do so..