the last dance

I am so screwed...Im so gonna flunked my Rendering assignment 5..>.>
Hopefully the F won do much damage to my marks...But i doubt it...
Stupid maya...



Ohh..and im addicted to this song again.. XD
Ive listened to Michael Buble's version and i 100% prefered the original one,sung by Drifters...








This week:

Japanese Oral Test

Rendering( no hope )

Drawing ( trying to hav hope in it )

CODPIT( I hate this module to tha core )

MG( bearable for this week )

Character Animation( another new assignmen >__> )





i hav such a shitty life rite now.. ^^

But i guess things should b looking up next yr..Since i might b getting a new com of my own.. XDXD

Hopefully...













You can dance

ev'ry dance with the guy who gives you the eye,

let him hold you tight

You can smile

ev'ry smile for the man who held your hand 'neath the pale moonlight

But don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arms you're gonna be

So darlin', save the last dance for me

mmmm



Oh, I know

that the music's fine like sparkling wine go and have your fun

Laugh and sing

but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone

But don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arms you're gonna be

So darlin', save the last dance for me

mmmm

Baby don't you know I love you so

Can't you feel it when we touch

I will never never let you go

I love you oh so much



You can dance

go and carry on till the night is gone and it's time to go

If he asks

if you're all alone can he take you home you must tell him no



'Cause don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arm's you're gonna be

So darlin save the last dance for me



'Cause don't forget who's taking you home

and in whose arm's your gonna be

So darlin save the last dance for me

mmmm

Save the last dance for me

mmm

Save the last dance for me




~Ki-H

life currently sux

I*m trying to look on the bright but currently there's like none...

My cat destroyed my tablet which costs me about 400-500 bucks..And now i nd to get a new one if not im not gonna survive sch..

dammit....

nd to strt working in wk 9 or something.. >.>

niwae,managed to meetup with my first batch last friday...it was ok i guess...since i remained almost quiet for the whole while...don get wat they r saying abt 60% of the time and i was tired anyway...

I can't wait too Kari~!!! XDXDXD


hmmm...im booked for 15 dec...open house training for 2009.. @____@


this week tasks..

codpit
jap language test
motion graphics...












SWELL

Oh...And im still crazy about Noah and Luke.. <33

They're like the only things im looking forward to now actually... >.>

~Ki-H

i realise that
















I'm missing my friends...



K.A.K and my FIRST batch of frens tat is...haiz...




~Ki-H

rant

Just read the news abt the white tigers mauling a guy..



I would so look down on humans more if the singapore zoo decided to put the animals to sleep...I mean come one..tat guy himself jumped into the den so why must the animals suffer?it's his own fault and i think they really should not blame the tigers for jumping on a free meat.. >.>



Bahh..Stupid humans...



and kudos for the discovery of an ancient pyramid XDXD



~Ki-H

Don cry my Lover~

Loving this songs..as well as the other 3 from the repackage ver c..didn't know Kyuhyun and Ryeowook feat with them in one of the song, Wish.. XD

Oh,and Love Bye Love was written by Yoochun..Sweet~

Missing FT Island.. T___T

Hmmm...Somehow im getting the hang of Jap..already know the 92 characters of the basic jap language,hiragana and katakana...Dreading the written test on week 7...

for the rest of the modules..I guess im doing ok?But i think i will not do so well in drawing this sem...missing the times when i slack like hell..Lol

Now?I slack not so much XD

Hmmm...Love life?No one has caught my eye yet..

Oh..and im watching Soap opera now >.>

Fawning over NUKE couple..You guys won b interested anyway so no nd to explain.. ^^

~Ki-H

Hongki's Crossdressing + Nobody Dance~

Errr...I still think he's cute even tho he did tat..especially when he sang his song in his manly voice looking like tat XDXD

Tho the guy who danced to Nobody was super pretty la..You should watch the second one..OMG..Everyone was shock to c his face..SOO PRETTY!!!Big eyes etc..XDXD

Hmmm...Finally 'mastered' Hiragana...In a way...Dying on Katakana now..Haiz...I wanna buy the jap-eng dictionary >.>

Overall this week is a killer.. @___@

~K

bah ~

Hmmm....I was finally forced to listen to Shinee..By meme.. >.>

i guess they r ok...tho i still hate love like oxygen..but i really love love should go on..and i warned cherl if she wan 2 like shinee,don fall in love with key and minho..

not as if im crazy about them but i wanna 'chop' them first..XD
Meme already warned me not to like Ohnew/jinki..

hmm..but of course my ft island are still in my heart and i hav a feelin it will stay there forever...like tvxq! XDXD

Oh...Ft island replaced Suju for the idol show as the main hosts..Ive watched epi 1 & 2..
need i say tat i love all the members of FTI?

Epi 1 u c minhwan fighting with wonbin over younha...minhwan acted so manly in that... XDXD
hongki was somewhere else attending cos of his schedules..

Epi2,hongki was in it...c them ans questions and eat pepper...im a sadist cos i think hongki looks hot while he was in pain from the spiciness of the pepper.. XDXD

btw,i realise tat im not tat crazy abt suju anymore..maybe tat times were just fangal moment.. >.>





Finished studying all the characters for Jap...It was a torture at the beginning but in the end,it was fun..i mean i finally write something else besides alphabets... XDXD

Can't wait for the next class...

Hmmm...i guess modules for this year r pretty interesting..atleast for drawing the fantastic figure and jap module.. ^^

i still wanna buy tat litmus sweater but..its like 100 bucks.. @____@
haiz...


~K

Heaven...Not

@____@

ya..even tho the song is called Heaven,Im feelin like hell rite now...

flu + cough is not how i wan my week to end..haiz..and im already feeling stress to the point i wanna cry...not cos only of sch but other meaningless things like life and frens... >.>

Bahh...watever...just go with the flow..

hmmm...ft island concert dvd pre-order..mayb i should hav bought tat instead of suju dvd... x___x

FT Island Album MV Part 1 & 2 - Heaven + I Love You

Need i say that im totally loving the songs?

OMG!!Im so in love with Heaven man..the lyrics are so heart-wrenching T___T

can't wait for their 2nd album part 2 to be release!!! XDXwhich will b in 20 oct.....

2nd part is about Jaejin...It's so damn sad la... >____<

dunno why the woman is so useless...>.>

Can't wait to take my stuffs on sat!!! XDXD

~K

Maou

Hmm..didn't expect the jap dvd drama series i bought to be so damn good..XDXD
Toma was super HOT in tat series!!!I always like him when i saw him in Hana Kimi but his character in Maou wins my heart~

So angst and everything.. XD U know how i felt abt emo guys..Lol

And the other main character,Ohno Satoshi was freaking devil!XDXD
He is like 28 and Toma is 23 but yet,the former looked so young...Must b cos he's like only 166cm and Toma i think should b 170-180 cm..

Bahh..I took like only one day to watch the whole 11 episodes,an hour each..Its kinda like Kurosagi,suspense etc...



But u hav to admit,this last scene is sooo shounen ai la..LOL..

SPOILER


But i was like WTF at the ending la..i mean i thought both will live and be best frens etc but they both died!!!! >______________<
The whole drama consists of Toma being filled with really BAD luck..i mean his 4 frens from junior sch dies,his brother committing suicide and father having heart attack..

I tell,i never seen anyone so suay b4..It's to the point of hilarity..i mean everytime Toma found somethin or someone that knows the truth,something somehow will turn wrong...>.>

But overall the show really gives me some thinking on family and frens...Like his father..AT first he appeared so stern and seemed like he don care abt his sons at all except his business but towards the end,we really see his true side..

And Toma's fren,Yousuke who was a deal collecter...I mean i was like aww that chubby guy was so cute when he asking for Toma to help him pay one of the person who loan money from him just so the case will b close and he will quit being a dealer...But what happened?He died..I was like O.O NOOOO!!!So poor thing.. @___@

OF COURSE there was a bit of romance.. >.>
Between Ohno and a gal from the library who can read afterimage...



I tell you all the people that were involved hav something to do with the incidents 11 years ago..
Wanna know?Watch then~ XDXD

This drama was a remake from Korean called 'The Devil"~

O.O...Didn't know that Toma blong to Johnny and also best fren of Yampi since trainee days...And that Ohno is a singer from Arashi...The theme song of that drama was sang by them.. Love it..

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School strted today..Walked to sch and reached ard 8.45 am...RENTX was kinda fun i guess...we studied on how to do lighting in 3D...Jacques F was surprisingly better this sem..He taught us slowly and made sure we understand wat the hell was gg on..

I must say takin a walk in the morning really freshen my mind.. XD Though i think its like useless cos the amount of food i hate for lunch..I think it sums up to 700 calories.. @___@

2Molo is drawing fantastic figures..aka anatomy...I would hav love it if i got a diff teacher..hope i can do well in this module..haiz...

I read the ref of some of the modules and also the year 3 ones..OMG!!Im damn excited abt drawing in yr 3..We get to draw all the cool fantasy creatures and also manga like realistic kind!!!i love tat style man... XDXD

Looking forward to Jap class on wed~ <3

*Still waiting for FTI 2nd MV Full which will b aired today.. ^__________^

~K

East Coast

Hmmm...Had a hell of a fun time tat day...

I met SK,Cher and Meme first on the bus 43...Reach there,we took almost like 2 hours just to search for the MacDonalds..Lol..Waited there for Leelin...

After our breakfast,we went to rent..Me and Meme rentd 2 pairs of roller skate first...I made a scene rite in front of the shop...Even b4 i stepped onto the pavement,i fell onto my butt in front of the shop..LOl..It was hilarious..

Then Meme and me skated towards the training ground for skates..Both of us trying to get used to skating..I haven skated in like a year and Meme never at all...She was actually good..Caught on pretty quick..

The skates we rented it for 4 hours so SK,Cher and Lin wait for one hour b4 they rent their bikes..Rental for bikes only last for 3 hours..

I can go on and on about that day cos so many things happened at once...You cannot even count how many times I fell onto my side,front and back..Hahaha..I laughed out whenever i fell cos it was damn hilarious...

And yah,i hurt myself like in a few places..Especially at my left knee b4 i wore the kneeguards...Hmm..And the NANA initials of my bracelet poked me rite through my skin of my palm..

The best moment was at the foot of a slope and in front of the rental shop when we were gg back to return the skates..HAHHAA..Me and Meme spent almost like 15 min just gg up and another 1/2 gg down..The 3 cyclists hav like gone to F section and back while we were just reaching the bottom of the slope..

When i saw them,i was like we were just back from hell!

Going back trip,i held onto Lin bicycle while Meme hold onto Cher's...SK?Uhh...Let's just say i tried holding onto his first but ended up[ ramming his back cos he can't even strt cycling...@___@ You nd to practise more SK..LOL...

Hmm...Between the distance to the rental shop,Meme abd me fell two times..The 2nd time,i sort of molested Meme's butt.. -.-;

That was like the highlight of that day man..HHAHAHA...

Then it drizzled so me and Meme decided to stop while the other 3 continued to cycle..SK entrusted me with his shirt cos he didn't wan it to get wet..And while 2 gals and one half-naked guy were cycling,me and Meme went to bath...Too many incidents in the shower for me to described..Hahah..

After we went to eat at F section and went home..Lin took 196 while the rest of us took 43 back...Needless to say,it was my most overtiring day for this year...

Lin asked whether we wanna do this in like once a week..I was like u pay for me can lor..Hahaha...If we really do tat once a week,I will turn dark... @____@

And im still aching like hell now... x___x

~K

Today~

Hmmmm....Browsing ard soompi and found out that Kōhaku Uta Gassen has invited TVXQ!
Helo~Remember the rant i did from long time ago?About hoping that they will enter this show?

It will b HUGE change to their career if the news are really true..If u don know why theck Im so excited abt them go here
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K%C5%8Dhaku_Uta_Gassen

Bahh..TVXQ! is getting better and better... XDXD

Hmm...Went out with Ira today to HG mall den to Compass Point..Ate western food and Ira 'blanja' me starbucks...Chocolate Cream Chip anmd Orea cheescake.. ( Bad Huda very BAD~ O.O ) Thanx Ira !!! <33

And what did i do as a punishment?

Walk all the way from Compass Point to my home..Lol..Actually,the distance doesn't even cover much..I think from my home to NYP poly is further?>.>

Niwae,my childhood fren who is also my very long distant cousin saw me on frendster and sent me a msg..I haven seen her in like years...Lol..We chat up on msn and she told me about some of our primary sch frens.. ^^


Tomolo gg out to East Coast/Pasir Ris with NANA and SK...I wanna cycle and rollerskate!! XDXD

Donno know if i should hang out with them whole day or go out with my sec sch frens in the afternoon..Most likely im doing the former though.. XDXD Exercise is much MORE important..

And SK said he misses me?Im gonna c tat u suffer tomolo my slave~

Too much sweet..@___@
Too hyper..~

~K

FTI New Mv,Gundam 00 SUbs & TVXQ in F.O Preview

OH MY FREAKING GOODDD!!!!!

Hongki ah!!!!!Can't wait for the full MV man..They looked so HOT with their bad boy attitude.. ^^

Heard its gonna b like 20 minutes long.. XDXD

And i c Jongki~ <33


OHHH!!!And subs for Gundam 00!!!!OMG!!Today is my happiest day!!!So excited..After so many months of waiting..Finally!!!

Hmmm...And the preview for Family OUting ft Yunho and Junsu from TVXQ!Hope the show will b as funny as the previous ones.. XD

Missing Hongki on the show T___T

~K

Zink~

I got you under my skin~

( More like u got me under ur skin... -.- )

~K

Nightmare?

OMG..I had the weirdest and most scariest(?) dream yesterday..I dreamt of my ex crush whom i am strting to think he's not ex yet...am i making sense? @___@

it was weird..i dreamt tat a guy who i don even know who,asked for my number and while talking to him,i saw him...den he saw us and his xpression sort of change..den after tat,i talked to HIM and said i like him etc...he kept quiet and with a sad xpression said i already got someone...

I still rmbr how one part i ran up to him and hug him (OMFREAKINGG$^%$&^*!!) and said i love him..and he was like we can't b 2gether etc...i was like fine and walked away and i swear the scene was like from some melodrama with the sunset at the background and sad song playing...And....



I woke up.. X___X


Im telling u the feelings were so surreal..i think i was halfway crying?cos i cried like hell in the dream...Soooo emo.. -.-

i was like why issit a dream?Even tho i know we can't b together but atleast i know his feelings and mayb there's a chance in the future.. T___T

Haiz...Life sux..mayb i still really like him? >.>




Ahhh...who knows..lets just let fate play the game...


hmmm...and news about Kangin and Shindong having tattoos?I don know but im kinda disappointed in them..Yeah its their life and all but i was hoping they won b like those west people.. -.-


~K

Timetable~Hari Raya

Just got our timetable..haiz...i got class everyday..stupid timetable...

seems like NANA will b together again..for one class tat is..the class is the Japanese Language.. XDXD

OMG..Finally get to learn Jap!!So fun...
Got a feeling this sem will b a terrible one..cos i got the teachers tat i do not really like/understand well enough to teach me?I wan Steve!!!



Oh!Tomolo is Hari Raya..Wanna take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness to whomever i've caused heartache to aka everyone?Lol..wish u all the best and hope u celebrate hari raya with fun and laughter!!

~K aka Huda

Blah~

Went to Siggraph Asia talk at NYP yesterday with Cher and Meme...Enthu eh? Lol

walked to sch and met them at blk M... they seemed to like my new haircolor..O.O

saw him...LOL!!!!i was joking with meme tat he seemed to b more attractive over one month and she rolled her eyes..

he said hello to us and wat did i do?well.i always appear nervous in front of him so i bumped into someone and dropped my jacket..yeap..and he was like O.O...so i quickly walked away.. @___@

the talk was interesting tho i didn't understand wat the heck the guy was talking abt..haha...den after the talk,went to amk hub cos Cher wanna buy some food from subway..den went home~

i made up my mind..instead of dieting like crazy and lose more than 5 kg in one month,i decided to take it slow...meaning i will take my own time to lose my weight..lol..see if this works better than the crazy diet thingy...

one thing for sure,i wanna hit 65 kg by the time i graduate.. ^^

~K

Hwaitin FTI~ MIROTIC SUJU Concert DVD

ahh..so sad rite now..

Ft Island lost to Shinee on Mnet Countdown...
BUt i think they desrve the award..haven really lsiten to their songs so i can't judge..

but imo from wat i c,sometimes fti wasn't really given the credits for working hard...

i know tat fans will vote like crazy just cos they wan their grp to win..im not making any assumptions but well,ive seen it...oh well,both deserves the award not just one.. ^^

don cry Jonghun~


Listening to Mirotic now and the song bangs.. XD Abit of rockish a bit of Pop etc..
Ahh..I hav a feelin Korea will b in a huge chaos once they r back...cam't wait for the end of year award..Hope they snatch all the awards again...especially the daesang award...

OMG..SS501 will hav a hard time since they r making their comeback in oct.. @___@

[EDIT]

Just ordered TVXQ! 4th Album and realised that Super Junior - Super Show DVD concert also just came out for pre-order.Bahhh...guess i just order later..@____@

~K

Year 2 Sem 1 exam results

3D Modelling - B
Drawing 3 - B
Web Design 1 - A
2D Animation - A
3D Animation - C+
Story - B
Studio Project 3 - Dist

GPA: 3.308


Phew...Glad i passed everything...was actually surprised that i got a c+ for 3D animation since i didn't even finished the only assignment tat the module has...i was expecting atleast a D if not F.. -.-

and B for 3Dmodel?I hav a feeling they were moderating like hell..lol
surprised that i got a B for story too since the assignment i did it like 2 days before the date due..

i hav to thank SK for helping me alot in web design till i received an A..i thought i could atleast get a B.. XD
was pretty heartbroken that i got a B for drawing 3 but oh well..means i havta buck more~

im loving the result for my SP3 XDXD
distinction babe~!!

ahhh...im so freaking happy and shocked too...tot my gpa will go down the drain since i expected that i will hav like alot of modules that i have not done well..

better pull up my socks till my neck or my knees according to wat meme said for me.. lol
hwaiting~





wanna passed my condolescenes to Yani for her Grandfather's passing..hope u r ok now
and also thanks to my frens for their supports... ^^

hmm..went to apply for driving license last Mon with Ira and her sisters...going for the first lesson tomolo morning..So looking forward to it..been a while since i've used my brains.. XDXD

~K

Im going to miss you...

I was awakened by my mom on thirsday morning 11 sept 2008 at 10 am...I was dazed from lack of sleep but I could make out what she was saying...Something bout gg to the hospital early for my grandmother's operation...

She went off first and said that i will go with my dad later..But at 12 pm,she called and told me to get ready..My brother will come back from work and we will go together with my dad...she was in critical condition...

by the time i reached,i only see my mom and my aunt and they were crying..

doc said we had no choice cos she was too weak..so the only way was to keep injecting some medicine to keep her alive till all my relatives came..until then we had to just wait......

i held onto her hand and kissed her cheek while my bro kissed her forehead at the other side of the bed...i hate crying...

finally all my grandmother's children except for one arrived..just when the last one arrived,15 minutes after seeing her son,my grandmother passed away at 3+pm...

her body was taken to the mortuary..we collected it and our families spent the night at my aunt's house...

the next morning,she was buried at Chua Chu Kang cemetery..the place was beautiful..
atleast she managed to see all her children and grandchildren before leaving...







Im going to miss her smile..

Im going to miss her angry face..

Im going to miss her talking about ghost stories on my bed while we were going to sleep..

Im going to miss her nagging at me to be more womanly and help out at the kitchen..

Im going to miss her offering of food to me whnenever i was with her..

Im especially going to miss her warmth as she held onto my arm whenever i hav to escort her to somewhere...

i still cried at night when i thought about the days while she stayed at my house..she looked so cute sitting at the side of the bed while trying to read the medicine prescriptions...

or when she slowly walked back and fro in my house...

im still crying when i typed this out but after this,the tears will go away and only the memories will remain..

I love you granny even though i never say or act like it.....