bah ~

Hmmm....I was finally forced to listen to Shinee..By meme.. >.>

i guess they r ok...tho i still hate love like oxygen..but i really love love should go on..and i warned cherl if she wan 2 like shinee,don fall in love with key and minho..

not as if im crazy about them but i wanna 'chop' them first..XD
Meme already warned me not to like Ohnew/jinki..

hmm..but of course my ft island are still in my heart and i hav a feelin it will stay there forever...like tvxq! XDXD

Oh...Ft island replaced Suju for the idol show as the main hosts..Ive watched epi 1 & 2..
need i say tat i love all the members of FTI?

Epi 1 u c minhwan fighting with wonbin over younha...minhwan acted so manly in that... XDXD
hongki was somewhere else attending cos of his schedules..

Epi2,hongki was in it...c them ans questions and eat pepper...im a sadist cos i think hongki looks hot while he was in pain from the spiciness of the pepper.. XDXD

btw,i realise tat im not tat crazy abt suju anymore..maybe tat times were just fangal moment.. >.>





Finished studying all the characters for Jap...It was a torture at the beginning but in the end,it was fun..i mean i finally write something else besides alphabets... XDXD

Can't wait for the next class...

Hmmm...i guess modules for this year r pretty interesting..atleast for drawing the fantastic figure and jap module.. ^^

i still wanna buy tat litmus sweater but..its like 100 bucks.. @____@
haiz...


~K

Heaven...Not

@____@

ya..even tho the song is called Heaven,Im feelin like hell rite now...

flu + cough is not how i wan my week to end..haiz..and im already feeling stress to the point i wanna cry...not cos only of sch but other meaningless things like life and frens... >.>

Bahh...watever...just go with the flow..

hmmm...ft island concert dvd pre-order..mayb i should hav bought tat instead of suju dvd... x___x

FT Island Album MV Part 1 & 2 - Heaven + I Love You

Need i say that im totally loving the songs?

OMG!!Im so in love with Heaven man..the lyrics are so heart-wrenching T___T

can't wait for their 2nd album part 2 to be release!!! XDXwhich will b in 20 oct.....

2nd part is about Jaejin...It's so damn sad la... >____<

dunno why the woman is so useless...>.>

Can't wait to take my stuffs on sat!!! XDXD

~K

Maou

Hmm..didn't expect the jap dvd drama series i bought to be so damn good..XDXD
Toma was super HOT in tat series!!!I always like him when i saw him in Hana Kimi but his character in Maou wins my heart~

So angst and everything.. XD U know how i felt abt emo guys..Lol

And the other main character,Ohno Satoshi was freaking devil!XDXD
He is like 28 and Toma is 23 but yet,the former looked so young...Must b cos he's like only 166cm and Toma i think should b 170-180 cm..

Bahh..I took like only one day to watch the whole 11 episodes,an hour each..Its kinda like Kurosagi,suspense etc...



But u hav to admit,this last scene is sooo shounen ai la..LOL..

SPOILER


But i was like WTF at the ending la..i mean i thought both will live and be best frens etc but they both died!!!! >______________<
The whole drama consists of Toma being filled with really BAD luck..i mean his 4 frens from junior sch dies,his brother committing suicide and father having heart attack..

I tell,i never seen anyone so suay b4..It's to the point of hilarity..i mean everytime Toma found somethin or someone that knows the truth,something somehow will turn wrong...>.>

But overall the show really gives me some thinking on family and frens...Like his father..AT first he appeared so stern and seemed like he don care abt his sons at all except his business but towards the end,we really see his true side..

And Toma's fren,Yousuke who was a deal collecter...I mean i was like aww that chubby guy was so cute when he asking for Toma to help him pay one of the person who loan money from him just so the case will b close and he will quit being a dealer...But what happened?He died..I was like O.O NOOOO!!!So poor thing.. @___@

OF COURSE there was a bit of romance.. >.>
Between Ohno and a gal from the library who can read afterimage...



I tell you all the people that were involved hav something to do with the incidents 11 years ago..
Wanna know?Watch then~ XDXD

This drama was a remake from Korean called 'The Devil"~

O.O...Didn't know that Toma blong to Johnny and also best fren of Yampi since trainee days...And that Ohno is a singer from Arashi...The theme song of that drama was sang by them.. Love it..

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School strted today..Walked to sch and reached ard 8.45 am...RENTX was kinda fun i guess...we studied on how to do lighting in 3D...Jacques F was surprisingly better this sem..He taught us slowly and made sure we understand wat the hell was gg on..

I must say takin a walk in the morning really freshen my mind.. XD Though i think its like useless cos the amount of food i hate for lunch..I think it sums up to 700 calories.. @___@

2Molo is drawing fantastic figures..aka anatomy...I would hav love it if i got a diff teacher..hope i can do well in this module..haiz...

I read the ref of some of the modules and also the year 3 ones..OMG!!Im damn excited abt drawing in yr 3..We get to draw all the cool fantasy creatures and also manga like realistic kind!!!i love tat style man... XDXD

Looking forward to Jap class on wed~ <3

*Still waiting for FTI 2nd MV Full which will b aired today.. ^__________^

~K

East Coast

Hmmm...Had a hell of a fun time tat day...

I met SK,Cher and Meme first on the bus 43...Reach there,we took almost like 2 hours just to search for the MacDonalds..Lol..Waited there for Leelin...

After our breakfast,we went to rent..Me and Meme rentd 2 pairs of roller skate first...I made a scene rite in front of the shop...Even b4 i stepped onto the pavement,i fell onto my butt in front of the shop..LOl..It was hilarious..

Then Meme and me skated towards the training ground for skates..Both of us trying to get used to skating..I haven skated in like a year and Meme never at all...She was actually good..Caught on pretty quick..

The skates we rented it for 4 hours so SK,Cher and Lin wait for one hour b4 they rent their bikes..Rental for bikes only last for 3 hours..

I can go on and on about that day cos so many things happened at once...You cannot even count how many times I fell onto my side,front and back..Hahaha..I laughed out whenever i fell cos it was damn hilarious...

And yah,i hurt myself like in a few places..Especially at my left knee b4 i wore the kneeguards...Hmm..And the NANA initials of my bracelet poked me rite through my skin of my palm..

The best moment was at the foot of a slope and in front of the rental shop when we were gg back to return the skates..HAHHAA..Me and Meme spent almost like 15 min just gg up and another 1/2 gg down..The 3 cyclists hav like gone to F section and back while we were just reaching the bottom of the slope..

When i saw them,i was like we were just back from hell!

Going back trip,i held onto Lin bicycle while Meme hold onto Cher's...SK?Uhh...Let's just say i tried holding onto his first but ended up[ ramming his back cos he can't even strt cycling...@___@ You nd to practise more SK..LOL...

Hmm...Between the distance to the rental shop,Meme abd me fell two times..The 2nd time,i sort of molested Meme's butt.. -.-;

That was like the highlight of that day man..HHAHAHA...

Then it drizzled so me and Meme decided to stop while the other 3 continued to cycle..SK entrusted me with his shirt cos he didn't wan it to get wet..And while 2 gals and one half-naked guy were cycling,me and Meme went to bath...Too many incidents in the shower for me to described..Hahah..

After we went to eat at F section and went home..Lin took 196 while the rest of us took 43 back...Needless to say,it was my most overtiring day for this year...

Lin asked whether we wanna do this in like once a week..I was like u pay for me can lor..Hahaha...If we really do tat once a week,I will turn dark... @____@

And im still aching like hell now... x___x

~K

Today~

Hmmmm....Browsing ard soompi and found out that Kōhaku Uta Gassen has invited TVXQ!
Helo~Remember the rant i did from long time ago?About hoping that they will enter this show?

It will b HUGE change to their career if the news are really true..If u don know why theck Im so excited abt them go here
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K%C5%8Dhaku_Uta_Gassen

Bahh..TVXQ! is getting better and better... XDXD

Hmm...Went out with Ira today to HG mall den to Compass Point..Ate western food and Ira 'blanja' me starbucks...Chocolate Cream Chip anmd Orea cheescake.. ( Bad Huda very BAD~ O.O ) Thanx Ira !!! <33

And what did i do as a punishment?

Walk all the way from Compass Point to my home..Lol..Actually,the distance doesn't even cover much..I think from my home to NYP poly is further?>.>

Niwae,my childhood fren who is also my very long distant cousin saw me on frendster and sent me a msg..I haven seen her in like years...Lol..We chat up on msn and she told me about some of our primary sch frens.. ^^


Tomolo gg out to East Coast/Pasir Ris with NANA and SK...I wanna cycle and rollerskate!! XDXD

Donno know if i should hang out with them whole day or go out with my sec sch frens in the afternoon..Most likely im doing the former though.. XDXD Exercise is much MORE important..

And SK said he misses me?Im gonna c tat u suffer tomolo my slave~

Too much sweet..@___@
Too hyper..~

~K

FTI New Mv,Gundam 00 SUbs & TVXQ in F.O Preview

OH MY FREAKING GOODDD!!!!!

Hongki ah!!!!!Can't wait for the full MV man..They looked so HOT with their bad boy attitude.. ^^

Heard its gonna b like 20 minutes long.. XDXD

And i c Jongki~ <33


OHHH!!!And subs for Gundam 00!!!!OMG!!Today is my happiest day!!!So excited..After so many months of waiting..Finally!!!

Hmmm...And the preview for Family OUting ft Yunho and Junsu from TVXQ!Hope the show will b as funny as the previous ones.. XD

Missing Hongki on the show T___T

~K

Zink~

I got you under my skin~

( More like u got me under ur skin... -.- )

~K

Nightmare?

OMG..I had the weirdest and most scariest(?) dream yesterday..I dreamt of my ex crush whom i am strting to think he's not ex yet...am i making sense? @___@

it was weird..i dreamt tat a guy who i don even know who,asked for my number and while talking to him,i saw him...den he saw us and his xpression sort of change..den after tat,i talked to HIM and said i like him etc...he kept quiet and with a sad xpression said i already got someone...

I still rmbr how one part i ran up to him and hug him (OMFREAKINGG$^%$&^*!!) and said i love him..and he was like we can't b 2gether etc...i was like fine and walked away and i swear the scene was like from some melodrama with the sunset at the background and sad song playing...And....



I woke up.. X___X


Im telling u the feelings were so surreal..i think i was halfway crying?cos i cried like hell in the dream...Soooo emo.. -.-

i was like why issit a dream?Even tho i know we can't b together but atleast i know his feelings and mayb there's a chance in the future.. T___T

Haiz...Life sux..mayb i still really like him? >.>




Ahhh...who knows..lets just let fate play the game...


hmmm...and news about Kangin and Shindong having tattoos?I don know but im kinda disappointed in them..Yeah its their life and all but i was hoping they won b like those west people.. -.-


~K

Timetable~Hari Raya

Just got our timetable..haiz...i got class everyday..stupid timetable...

seems like NANA will b together again..for one class tat is..the class is the Japanese Language.. XDXD

OMG..Finally get to learn Jap!!So fun...
Got a feeling this sem will b a terrible one..cos i got the teachers tat i do not really like/understand well enough to teach me?I wan Steve!!!



Oh!Tomolo is Hari Raya..Wanna take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness to whomever i've caused heartache to aka everyone?Lol..wish u all the best and hope u celebrate hari raya with fun and laughter!!

~K aka Huda

Blah~

Went to Siggraph Asia talk at NYP yesterday with Cher and Meme...Enthu eh? Lol

walked to sch and met them at blk M... they seemed to like my new haircolor..O.O

saw him...LOL!!!!i was joking with meme tat he seemed to b more attractive over one month and she rolled her eyes..

he said hello to us and wat did i do?well.i always appear nervous in front of him so i bumped into someone and dropped my jacket..yeap..and he was like O.O...so i quickly walked away.. @___@

the talk was interesting tho i didn't understand wat the heck the guy was talking abt..haha...den after the talk,went to amk hub cos Cher wanna buy some food from subway..den went home~

i made up my mind..instead of dieting like crazy and lose more than 5 kg in one month,i decided to take it slow...meaning i will take my own time to lose my weight..lol..see if this works better than the crazy diet thingy...

one thing for sure,i wanna hit 65 kg by the time i graduate.. ^^

~K

Hwaitin FTI~ MIROTIC SUJU Concert DVD

ahh..so sad rite now..

Ft Island lost to Shinee on Mnet Countdown...
BUt i think they desrve the award..haven really lsiten to their songs so i can't judge..

but imo from wat i c,sometimes fti wasn't really given the credits for working hard...

i know tat fans will vote like crazy just cos they wan their grp to win..im not making any assumptions but well,ive seen it...oh well,both deserves the award not just one.. ^^

don cry Jonghun~


Listening to Mirotic now and the song bangs.. XD Abit of rockish a bit of Pop etc..
Ahh..I hav a feelin Korea will b in a huge chaos once they r back...cam't wait for the end of year award..Hope they snatch all the awards again...especially the daesang award...

OMG..SS501 will hav a hard time since they r making their comeback in oct.. @___@

[EDIT]

Just ordered TVXQ! 4th Album and realised that Super Junior - Super Show DVD concert also just came out for pre-order.Bahhh...guess i just order later..@____@

~K

Year 2 Sem 1 exam results

3D Modelling - B
Drawing 3 - B
Web Design 1 - A
2D Animation - A
3D Animation - C+
Story - B
Studio Project 3 - Dist

GPA: 3.308


Phew...Glad i passed everything...was actually surprised that i got a c+ for 3D animation since i didn't even finished the only assignment tat the module has...i was expecting atleast a D if not F.. -.-

and B for 3Dmodel?I hav a feeling they were moderating like hell..lol
surprised that i got a B for story too since the assignment i did it like 2 days before the date due..

i hav to thank SK for helping me alot in web design till i received an A..i thought i could atleast get a B.. XD
was pretty heartbroken that i got a B for drawing 3 but oh well..means i havta buck more~

im loving the result for my SP3 XDXD
distinction babe~!!

ahhh...im so freaking happy and shocked too...tot my gpa will go down the drain since i expected that i will hav like alot of modules that i have not done well..

better pull up my socks till my neck or my knees according to wat meme said for me.. lol
hwaiting~





wanna passed my condolescenes to Yani for her Grandfather's passing..hope u r ok now
and also thanks to my frens for their supports... ^^

hmm..went to apply for driving license last Mon with Ira and her sisters...going for the first lesson tomolo morning..So looking forward to it..been a while since i've used my brains.. XDXD

~K

Im going to miss you...

I was awakened by my mom on thirsday morning 11 sept 2008 at 10 am...I was dazed from lack of sleep but I could make out what she was saying...Something bout gg to the hospital early for my grandmother's operation...

She went off first and said that i will go with my dad later..But at 12 pm,she called and told me to get ready..My brother will come back from work and we will go together with my dad...she was in critical condition...

by the time i reached,i only see my mom and my aunt and they were crying..

doc said we had no choice cos she was too weak..so the only way was to keep injecting some medicine to keep her alive till all my relatives came..until then we had to just wait......

i held onto her hand and kissed her cheek while my bro kissed her forehead at the other side of the bed...i hate crying...

finally all my grandmother's children except for one arrived..just when the last one arrived,15 minutes after seeing her son,my grandmother passed away at 3+pm...

her body was taken to the mortuary..we collected it and our families spent the night at my aunt's house...

the next morning,she was buried at Chua Chu Kang cemetery..the place was beautiful..
atleast she managed to see all her children and grandchildren before leaving...







Im going to miss her smile..

Im going to miss her angry face..

Im going to miss her talking about ghost stories on my bed while we were going to sleep..

Im going to miss her nagging at me to be more womanly and help out at the kitchen..

Im going to miss her offering of food to me whnenever i was with her..

Im especially going to miss her warmth as she held onto my arm whenever i hav to escort her to somewhere...

i still cried at night when i thought about the days while she stayed at my house..she looked so cute sitting at the side of the bed while trying to read the medicine prescriptions...

or when she slowly walked back and fro in my house...

im still crying when i typed this out but after this,the tears will go away and only the memories will remain..

I love you granny even though i never say or act like it.....

hong hong~ <33

Gahh!!Even after so many days since their comeback I'm still infatuated with Hong Gi~ <33





When he stared at the camera while singin,my heart went *thump* *thump*

Haiz...And I still haven strted exercising..Wanted to strt today but went to visit my grandmother who nearly suffered a heart attack..Currently recovering in SGH..It was sad to see her in pain.. T___T

Hope she gets better soon....

~K

Inspirations

I wan all their sweaters and also that checkered shirt ard Hong gi's waist..... T____T

Told u I hav fetishes for stripes and hoodies...Meme is the one who's into checkereds..Im so-so.. XD

AND THE SHOES!!!OMG!!!Those are the ones Im looking for!!With the 'toungue' long.. >___<

Man the boys are getting skinnier...

I realised that Im beginning to think abt wearing more fashionable clothes..Not the kind of fashion TVXQ! and SUJU are into but more of FTI cos their styles fits me.. XD

A bit of rock and gothic/emo?

Ahhh...The more reason I nd to lose my weight..Make tat my inspirations.. XD

We can do this MEME!!! \0/ \0/ \0/

~K

teachers' day,wall-e and bugis

Went out to Xinmin yesterday with Jannah,Ain and Wani..Hahhaa..Missed them alotz..

Met them outside school..Ouyang and Hongzhi was also there..Hongzhi hensem lor..LOL..

Anyway,we cannot go in cos of the stupid rule that said slippers are not allowed... >.>
I was so close to cursing which I haven done since i left secondary sch life.. @___@

In the end we managed to get inside but Hongzhi failed cos he's still weaing slippers..Ain managed to borrow one sandals from the security guard aunty..The freaking weird thing was that we r not allowed to watch the performance lor..

Idiot OM..He only like join this year and want to act as though he has been working in tat school for years..Juat die la..We can't even walk anywhere beside the canteen..When he asked where we are gg,i just replied what cannot walk here issit?

LOL..The old Huda was getting back...

In the end Mrs Lim Hui Hui went down and saw the whole bunch of ex-students inbthe canteen,she was surprised and then just ask us to go up and watch the performance..Bastard OM la..

After the performance,we went to see the teachers..LOL..We went to see Ms Ng and Cikgu Norliza and Puan Ida..We also met the cleaner aunty!!!! XDXD

So hilarious!!

I was pretty happy on that day cos alot compliemented me on my lost weight..Even though I hav like gain a lot.. -.-

Can't wait for the next gathering..Suddenly missed my classmates...Haiz...

Hmm..Im strting to like him..XDXD
After 2 times seeing him again..

Hmm..Aftr that went to sch and met Shu Kang..
Did my feedback and we went to watch movie..Meeting Cher,Meme,Lin and Rainee at Cathay..But well,you know me right..We were supposed to drop at Somerset but we dropped at Orchard instead..

LOL..>It's ok SK,We nd to exercise anyway.. XD
So we walked to Somerset..

Watched movie at 4.45pm..So many hilarious and almost embarrassing moment for me.. @____@
After the movie,I went to meet my mom at CP and eat dinner..I ate Western food which is BADDDDD....Well,last time to enjoy food before the training days come.. XD
Then we went home..Ahhh~

So tired...Going out again today to Geylang to watch the concert...Nothing to do at home anyway.. XD


~K

Meme asked me the reason I wan to lose weight and I replied,I wan a boyfren...
LOL!!!!!
I am 20 years old so its normal.. XD

When I told my mom tat,she was like,Huda u getting 'gatal' hor..

IM DONE

OMGOMG!!!! Im freakin done man!!!

My days of suffering is OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!

XDXDDXDXDX


My project assessment was today at 5.15 pm.
Went to Cheryl's house in the morning to use Flash..Finish the job at 3 pm and rushed home...Tot i was gonna b late but Im not..

When I arrived there,the first person I saw was Shu Kang. XD
Everyone was quiet..Finally it was my turn and I went in..Needless to say the assessment went great..They complimented on my work saying that I did good,very good for my animation..

It was Bhakta leh who said tta,the animation teacher of course I was freaking happy!! XD

Shu Kang was waiting for me of course and we went to Ramen Ten to eta..Take it as a celebration occassion..After that went home and here I am..

Tomolo gg to Xinmin in the morning than gg to watch movie with NYP frenz and den mayb meeting my mom in Orchard...

I really can't believe that the days of not sleeping enough,being short-tempered and stoning in the bus are over..Atleast for now.. XD

Love is a Lie...

FT Island - Sarang HooAe

sarangiira saengakhaetgo

Nae juhnboorago saengakhaetgo

Nae majimakii dwil sarang geugeh nuhrago miduhsuh

Nuh hanamaneul wihae ootgo

Nuh hanamaneul wihae sargo

Geueh haengbok irgguhrago ni sarangeul midutneundeh

Modu da guhjitmariya da guhjitmariya

Nuh-eh sarangeun da guhjitmariya

Itorok apeugeh haesuh

Nar seurpeugeh haesuh oolligo gan sarangijanah

Namaneul saranghandago nal jikyuhjoondago

Nuh-eh sarangeun da gujitmariya

Nae maeum da gajyuhgago sarangdo gajyuhgagoh

Ddunaneun geh sarang ii janah

Han saramehgeh sarang badgo

Han saramehgeh sarangjoogo

Geu saramii nuhilgguhra babochuhruhm midutneundeh

Namaneul saranghandago nal jikyuhjoondago

Nuh-eh sarangeun da gujitmariya

Nae maeum da gajyuhgago sarangdo gajyuhgagoh

Ddunaneun geh sarang ii janah

Sarangiirahneun mareun guhjitmal

Sarangeul handan mardoh guhjitmal

Youngwoniiraneun mardoh guhjitmal

Doraondaneun yaksokmaneul naegeh namgin chae

Geudaeneun uhdiroh (jakkuman muruhjanah)

Geudaeneun uhdiroh murhuhjigoh muruhjyuhdoh

Naneun nuh hanamaneul saranghae

Nuh dashi doraorkabwa naegehroh orkabwa

Naneun sarangeul dashi mot-hajana

Itorok apeuge haedoh nal seurpeugehhaedoh

Nuh hanaman gidarijana

Modu da guhjitmariya da guhjitmariya

Oori ibyureun da guhjitmariiya

Niga nae sarang iinika nae junbooiinikka

Nuh hanaman gidarijana

Love is a Lie

Translation

I thought you were my love

I thought you were my everything

I believed that it was you who would be my last love

I smile only for youI live only for you

I was happy and believed in your love

Everything's a lie, it's all a lie

Your love is all a lie

Because I'm hurting like this

Because you hurt me like this

It's a love that causes tears

You'll only love me, you'll protect only me

Your love is all a lie

You took my whole heart, took all my love even

It's a love that leaves

One person receives love

One person gives love

Like a fool, I believed you were that person

Everything's a lie, it's all a lie

Your love is all a lie

Because I'm hurting like this

Because you hurt me like this

It's a love that causes tears

You'll only love me, you'll protect only me

Your love is all a lie

You took my whole heart, took all my love even

It's a love that leaves

The words of love are a lie

The words "I love you" are a lie too

The words of forever are a lie as well

Only our promise to return is left

Where are you (You're always so far away)

Wherever you are, however far you are

You're still the only one I love

Please try to come back, come back to me

I can't love another

Even though I'm hurting like this, even though you hurt me

I wait only for you

Everything's a lie, it's all a lie

Our breakup is all a lieBecause you're the one I love, because you're my everything

I wait only for you

credits: rocketdiary @ lovefti

I officially love this song.. FT Island delivers such different songs from TVXQ! and SUJU who mostly focuses on R&B and Pop and sometimes rock..Needless to say,their genres are in varities..

FT Island on the other hand is mostly on rock..And their promo songs are always so ANGST...( Lovesick & Until you return )

I like... XDXD

My most favourite genre for songs..

Hong Gi is LOVE..

~K

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I really really feel like













































crying.....









































A quiz me and my frens took.. Seems like Im the seme out of the four of them aka cheryl,shu kang,huiying and jia wei.. LOL!

You are a Don't Fuck With Me Seme!

Serious and to the point, and sometimes bordering on the sadistic, it takes a special breed of uke to satisfy your needs. You tend to be anti-social with little patience for most people. You need someone to challenge you and push you to your limits, and then be able to take your intense reactions, which possibly involves rope and sensual torture. This is what makes the Badass Uke the yin for your yang, as you're the only one able to put them in line and satisfy each other.

Most compatible with: Badass Uke

Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke, Innocent Uke, Clueless Uke

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.


And here's the vid for the song that is playing.. FTI came out with their new album.. XDXD





The strting kinda reminds me of Sarangalee...
Loving Hong Gi's new hairstyle now...And the others too though I still prefer Jonghun's hair to be short.. >.>


~K