Last day

It FINALLY came OUT!!! XDXDXXD

Now i can'' wait for crazy moon mv XDXD
Everyone looks so hot..I missed seeing Oh-chan doing art..Now that he's so crazy abt fishing.. >.>

Anyway,went to c my workplace yesterday.Spent almost an hour and half searching for it...Its pretty far inside..Bahhh...

And i bought soem formal clothes XDXD
Now just slacking off..haiz.tomolo strt suffering again...

~Huda

End of FYP?

Now im missing FT Island T___T

Hey!
Calling out to all Singapore Primadonnas & Overseas Fans!

FT Island will be coming to Singapore this June.
Therefore, there will be a FT ISLAND Showcase in Singapore.

Date: 27th June 09, Saturday
Time: Approx 3 - 4pm
Venue: To be confirmed
Cost: Around SGD $100

OMG I wanna GO!!!!!

Anyway just got back from our so called celebration of the 'end' of our FYP..XDXD

Went to J8 to watch Night at Museum...When we were buying the tickets,we saw Mr Chris our lecturer who was also watching the same timeslot..In the end he went with us XDXD

Coincidentally,he sat directly bhind us..Hahha..and he shared all the tidbits he smuggled in..Mwahaha..In the end it was me,Merissa,Cheryl,Renee,Nafyal,Shu Kang and mr Chris...

After me and Shu Kang went to eat Pastamania..It a first for me and I made the wrong choice.. <.<>

~Huda

Without a doubt, someday
We'll go towards it, one day

Peach Blossom?

I finally found out where will i b located for my attachmen...It's at Peach Blossom..Jiawei was the one who informed me..Hopefully it will b true..LOL

Anyway,what Jiawei told me was that Huiyin who is working there told him that me and Merissa will work there...haha..Atleast i will hav some company XDXD


Cheryl still don know where she is located tho but Grace said that she will b alone..Poor her..As the for the rest,Grace said we will b inform ard late this week or next...


And i can't wait for fyp to b over and strt on a new project XD

~Huda

I feel like a pedophile...Going ga-ga over Hey!Say!Jump... LOL

Annnnd im dying with fyp..but..2 weeks and 3 days left!!




がんばって！！！
フダ！！

あしたのきおく－Memories of Tomorrow

あのひ　きみと　みていた　ゆうやけ　えいえんに　したくて
きおくの　なか　てを　のばして
なんども　ふれようと　するけれど

I want to watch the sunset with you like that day forever
Stretching my hand inside the memory
Trying countless time to touch you

おなじ　けしきも　きもちも　にどとは　とりもどせないから
かがやいてた　かこの　ゆめを
ふりかえって　しまうんだよ

We cannot go back the same scenery or feelings
The shining dream of our past
We end up looking back at it

まっさらな　みらいに　さえ
かなしみが　こばだして
こころを　にじませるから
だれもが　たちどまり　みうしなって　しまうよ

Even in the brand new future
The sadness is overflowing
Clouds in our hearts
Everyone stops and losses sight of it

コーロス

めぐり　めぐる　けせつの　とちゅうで
なに　いろの　おしたを　えがきますか？
つよく　つよく　しんじあえたなら
なに　いろの　みらいが　まっていますか？
　
Chorus

In the middles of rotating seasons
What color of 'tomorrow' we'll paint?
If we are able to strongly believe
What's the color of the future that awaits us?



たいせつな　おもいでさえ　いつかは　いろあせてくるから
げんじつから　めを　そらだして
ゆめと　いう　ことばに　みえた

Even the most important memory will fade someday
To distract your eyes from the reality
You will see the word called dreams

きずつき　こわれた　きのうが　
あやまち　だったと　しても
てを　ふれたは　ないから
なんども　はんじめから　やりなおして　ゆけばいい

Yesterday when i was hurt and broken
Even if it was a mistake
When i try to touch it,it isn't your hand
Although if i have to start all over again,i will try again

コーロス

めぐり　めぐる　じだいの　としうで
なんど　ひとを　すきに　なれるの　だろう？
ふかく　ふかく　ささえあえたなら
きみの　ために　なにが　できるのだろう？

Chorus

In the middle of the changing eras
How many times we may love a person?
If we could assist each other deeply deeply
What should i do for you?


かさねあった　こころの　おくに
よろこびと　かなしみ
めくもりと　にくしみ
ぼくらが　めぐりあい
わから　あった　ひびは
たしかに　この　めねに
やきついている　から　

Repeating inside our hearts
Happiness and sadness
Warmth and hatred
We're rotating
The days when we shared it
On this chest
It's burnt

コーロス

めぐり　めぐる　きせつの　とちゅうで
なに　いろの　あしいたを　えがきますか？
つよく　つよく　しんじあえたなら
なに　いろの　みらいが　まっていますか？

なに　いろの　あひたを　えがきますか？

Chorus

In the middles of rotating seasons
What color of 'tomorrow' we'll paint?
If we are able to strongly believe
What's the color of the future that awaits us?

What color of 'tomorrow' we'll paint?

best fren??

The other day i was hit by a hard qns..

Kun yu asked me don i hav a best fren,whom i tell all my probs to and i stoned.
I do hav frens.its not like im a total loner tho i am sometimes...just tat i don think i hav best frens..close frens yes tho..

hmmm..last time i know its yani and mira but recently our connections sorta fades?totally my fault tho.hahah..den with my xinmin frens..honestly we only meet up like few months once..for the 1st batch atleast..for my juniors,once or twice a year?

the only person i see the most is ira and that's was cos we're in the same sch.


after that qns..i was like errr..
guess for me its better not to have best frens..tat was my reply to her.im not the kind to share my problems with ppl much anyway and im not compassionate enuff to understand whenever they hav probs..


when i told my mom abt this,she just said that ur best fren is ur mom what..haha..i love my mom XDXD


i am totally a mommy's gal..



~Huda

I've set my goals on what i wan to achieve after i graduate...

-hav driving license for both car and motorcycle..
-get a cert fro japanese language
-totally try to lose weight..again and again.. -.-

-become a zookeeper!!!
-support my parents

-get married ( hopefully )
-hav 2 kids ( hopefully a boy and a gal )

-die ^^



yah yah i know the 4th one is sooo out of the expectations..i mean what hav i been doing in poly?

but like i said,im the kind of person who rather do things that i enjoyed rather than doing things that pay more but i hate it.


as much as i love drawing,i don see it as a job..i like to draw on my free time rather than for a company.

but even so,i still wanna get good grades in sch..haha..

and surprisingly my mom didn't smack me for thinking of working as a zookeepr..after she paid so much for my education..haha..atleast i didn't retake any modules nor quit school halfway..and im keeping my gpa above 3 and get into director's list twice...


im just reassuring myself rite now..


the only thing my mom said was atleast i will get a job rather than sit at home and live off my parents.
ahhhhh....that's just wat i wan after graduation..who knows along the way some things might change..haha




niwae wen to bugis junction with my mom to buy her the mother's day gift.it was kinda funny cos she wan a bag which she don even the name of the brand is..i was like u wan to buy so expensive stuff but u don even know the name..haha in the end we got it tho..

the brand was braun bruffel...the logo is a buffalo kinda..


next year i will just treat her to a meal...XDXD
and father's day..im thinking of buyin my dad some fishing equipmens which will cost me another hundreds bucks...oh well..once a year anyway...




annnnd my 9 mths yrs old baby cousin jus managed to take a few steps XDXD



btw...i broke my oath...im watching hana yori dango and smile...just bcos jun is in it...
the things i do for arashi...haha


annnd nino's new drama made me wanna watch it too XXDXD
sho's the quiz show rocks as per usual..can't wait for epi 3


~Huda


im sooo going by the flow rite now

The Quiz Drama

Just finished watching Sho's new drama which is currently airing in japan rite now...let me say this..

i cannot freaking wait for the next episode!!!

i love this kind of drama man...

its like another version of maou jus tat it got nothing to do with revenge..lol..

plus sho's damn HOT in the drama XDXD

his character seems to hav a spilt personalities and his producer is a pyscho LOL

oh..and im damn loving the theme song of the drama..sung by my dear arashi of cos..haha...waiting impatiently for the release of the single XDXD

Hmmm...jun's new drama ' smile ' is also airing tho im sure i won b watching it..since its a romance drama.. >.>

and nino is filming for his new drama...and i hav a feelin i won watch it too..>.>

heard its sorta love story but...we'll c ^^

wonder when oh-chan will act in a new drama again haha..

~Huda

desktop which is messy..as u can c im currently dl-ing vids yet again...

im sick..again.. >.>
got 2 day mc..bah...and i haven install maya... @__@

frenz

wonder when will we meet again....

Stole from Yana's blog LOL..As u can c as years passed,we all grew fatter XDXD

I Believe Myself - Ft Island

かいさつを　くぐった　きみの　せなか
ゆうやけの　ホームに　のまれでく
てを　ふることもなく　ふりかえらない
わかっているよ　ぼくも　ふりかないから

きれいな　もの　だけじゃない
せかいを　むねに　きざみ
ちかうみちを　すすみ　またで　あうたの

こーロス

おもいでは　はなやかに
ぼくらのせつなさをかくすけど
そこに　あたらしい　ドアは　さがせない
おもいでの　その　さきは
ぼくらの　あたらしい　ひびが　もつ
きのうと　あすを　つなげる　きょう
あるいていこう　I　Believe Myself


あさもやに　ゆれてる　いつおのまち
いごこちの　よかった　っこを　でよう
こころ　ひとつで　いいんだ　なにも　もたない
だいじょうぶさ　しんぱいならい　らないから

たみから　げないて
かなしみも　うけとめて
いつか　きみと　そんな　はなしもしよう

コーロス

おもいでは　きらめいて
のくらの　いくさきを　しめすけど
それじゃ　ぼくなりの　みらいえ　すすめない
おもいでの　その　さきで
ぼくらは　じゆうな　とりのように
はばたいては　とびたてるんだ
おそれないよ　I Believe Myself


それぞれの　みらい
いつか　ほこれる　ゆうに
じぶん　だけの　そらに　てをの　ばそう


コーロス

おもいでは　はなやかに
ぼくらの　せつなさを　かくすけど
そこに　あたらしい　ドアは　さがせない
おもいでの　その　さきは
ぼくらの　あたらしい　ひびが　もつ
きのうと　あすを　つがげる　きょう
あるいていこう　I Believe Myself

I Believe Myself...




ahhhh..finally finished typing the lyrics...hahaha...this is wat u call ppl with nothing to do.. >.>
ive sort of made up my mind..

the next goal after i complete my sch

i wanna get cert for japanese language..
still thinking of wat i wan to do in the future and somehow the jobs of taking care of animals is calling me..=.=

yah yah i know it got nothing to do with what i studied but who cares...i wan a job i will enjoe rather than working for how many years and i find myself hating it..


bahhhh...


i'll think abt his some other day


~Huda

Packed

Going to play netball with my FYP members tomolo and our teacher,Ms Grace!!!

たのしみにする！！XDXD


And then on Friday,my family are gg to the zooo!!!!Whheeee~
Lastly,im gonna hav my reunion with my 1st batch frens on sun...

my schedule is so pack @___@

well..havta enjoe as much as i can since next week,we'll be starting on our animation...Finally after 6 weeks of the stupid pre-production >.>

And i realised im beginning to blow my top more often now.. -.-





ANYWAY,im really falling in love with this song...even thjo i hav the vid of it since like last yr,i didn't really listen to it till like recently..






Ohno was so emotional during his stage plays...I wanna watch T___T

i guess i jus hav a weakness for guy's hands,eyes,smile and who cried while singing... >.>
aiba too cried once and my hearty went thump-thumpy XDXD


~Huda

Deep Sorrow-Oono Satoshi

おわりそうにないよる
つのるむねのこどく
ふかくさびたこころどうしていやせばいい

もっともっとかたりあえば
みつかられやがずきみのほほえみを

コーロス

きみがいなければぼくになれない
せかいははまいでこわれたらくえん
きおくのしべてをけしてしまいたい
おもいでのかずだけただ
かなしみにかわるのなら

きみがいなければぼくになれない
せかいはまでこわれたらくえん
きおくのすべてをけしてしまいたい
きみだけをあいしてたよ

あのちへいせんのはるかかなたに
まっているなりたかったじぬんのすがた
もしこのからだがはいになってもいい
そのこえにそのひとみに
もうちどあえるのなら

English

It feels like the night will never end
Leneliness grows in my chest
How can I heal this deeply rusted heart

If I can talked with you more
I think I would found your smile

chorus

Without you I can't be me
The world is like a broken paradise
I want to erase all my memories
If they're all just going to turn to sadness

Without you I can't be me
The worls ios like a broken paradise
I want to erase all my memories
I loved only you

Far beyond the diostant horizon
The image of me I wanted to become is waiting
I don't care if my body turns to ashes
If I can hear your voice,see your eyes
just one more time....

finally managed to change the msn skin but i still hav to learn how to change the contact list backgrounds..tat is damn hard @___@

Rookie

OMG..i finally bought the drama tat i wanted to buy since last year..XDXD

its called rookie and im loving the show LOL...its abt how a teacher helped the delinquents students to have dreams or something...the show is on baseball..haha

and the guy who played the teacher in scrap teacher was in it too!XDXD

Ichihara hayato is so cute..i like his eyebrows~ :D

i think im beginning to b obssessed over jap again after knowing arashi..LOL..

the drama was aired i august last year if im not wrong and there will b the movie this may!!!continuing after the dramna ends..OMG i wanna watch!!! T___T

and still waiting for NIno door to door special drama comin soon...@___@

~Huda

TVXQ! TAXI

I love TAXI!!!!!!








and im still sick... @__@
im passing everyone my virus..Nyahhaha...


Went home straight today as per usual..SK called and asked me where we r..told him im gg home and he sort of scolded me.. O.o

said he missed me..LOL..

den i told him he can come visit me some other time. XD

~Huda

Just heard tat Mira's grandmother went to hospital yesterday...hopefully she's fine..

Yani asked me whether i can come to the hospital but of course since i haven done the character's expression sheet and silhouttes i can't...bah...

maybe i can go and visit one of these days?

East Coast Reunion

Jus came back from the reunion...took some piccies on the way back in the bus,,
Apiz,Aqmal and Fauzan not inside tho as they went diff route... ^^;

First,the king?

Farhan and Mufian slping..

Hafiz Jani is sitting in front so he's not in the piccies too..

Liana kept asking why am i emo-ing one corner and lsitening to music...Lol..i guess its beoming my habit now to ignore those ard me.. >.>

~Huda

FYP Team minus Daryl XD

Results for 2008/2009 Semester 2

Yeahhhhh~

XDXDXD
Just got my results..And im super happy with my sp4..
Thought i would get d or even worse fail LOL...

Not happy with the GPA tho.... >.>

2008/2009 Semester 2

RENDERING, LIGHTING & TEXTURING -- B
CONCEPT DEVELOPMENT PITCH -- DIST
CHARACTER ANIMATION 1 -- B+
DRAWING THE FANTASTIC FIGURE -- DIST
STUDIO PROJECT 4 -- B+
JAPANESE LANGUAGE 1 -- DIST
MOTION GRAPHICS -- C+

GPA: 3.33




Good mood now XD
Im in Directors' List again this semester..
somehow i think there's a mistake agt tat tho O.O


~Huda

ps:gonna love jacs 4eva...maybe

dbsk and arashi in Music station

LOL!!!Omg arashi appeared together with dbsk !! XDXD

i kneeeew it when i saw dbsk in music station since dbsk gonna released their album in march and arashi just released tehirs~hahaha....

i wished they will collab together but tats not gonna happen i guess..

its a miracle tat johnny entertainment even let smap collab with dbsk in smapxsmap..ahhhh
so exciting!! XDXD

haiz...arashi never fail to amuse me..i mean they talk abt rectum inspection during their physical checkup in front of dbsk....

LOL...i wished dbsk will go crazy like tat.. XD

~Huda

I'm bored so i decided to draw emo stuffs?lol

inspired by our prject as well as the guy from da tat cher intro-ed to me

personally i like how the first one turns out ^^

Helpin out at Fusion show today and tomolo...bahh..i love volunteering myself too much >.>

~Huda

watched marley and me with sk,meme,hui sian and cheryl yesterday...
all of us cried in the end...lol...








and now im doing character sketches...bahhhh...



~Huda

believe

Yeah!!!!!finally i hav the songs XDXD...

i find the song oono sang for uta no oniisan opening is cute Lol..
believe song rocks!!




Hmmm.....my fyp strted todae..Thank god we blong to the same grp...with addition of 2 members,sandy and daryl..

For our grp,we'll b working on james and andrew's codpit idea..the rest will b working on kanchiong king season 3 episode 3..bahhh...

im already stress X__X




hope we will do well on this project...


Oh yah...me and my dad went home drenched today cos of the rain.. -.-
my mom laughed at us..



~Huda

2 Arashi MVs~

Ohno performing his solo song from Uta no Oniisan opening...XD

Their latest single for Sho's movie,"Yatteman".Short version...

Bahhh...Now i can't wait for episode 7 of Uta no Oniisan..Sho will ake a guest appearance!!! XDXD

and 2molo is the strt of a new project...sianz...

~Huda

spending my weekend slacking to the max...


Uta no Oniisan episode 6 is cute XDXD
I wanna buy Arashi DVD Asian Tour 2008 but its region 2.. T____T












.........................................I'm bored...


~Huda

Next...Final Year Project

(Took from Cheryl XD)

Bahhhhh....The presentation was a damn failure...

Our group were shot down like crazy...wth...

I hope we passed the sp4 tleast... -.-



~Huda

Survivor

staying back once again and probably the last time...
For this week atleast... -.-

Presentation is on thursday and we r still batch rendering the scene...bah...
in the meantime,im slacking off since ive got nothing else to do..

Just watch the dbsk survivor mv..Its good just that i tot they could dance momre powerful..
other than tat,the song r nice..ive been liking the song ever since i first heard it.. XD




can't wait for the release of the album~ <33

~Huda

wth

jus finished watching uta no oniisan episode 5 raw and i was like wtf at next week epi...

next week preview shows TAT ex of ohno aka kenta coming to his house and making dinner with the family...seriously man...wat the hell is wrong with this gal?


she dumped him,stole his dreams and now gg to his house to make dinner?


is she trying to get his pity or something?cos in ep5,something happened to her but without subs i don know wat they said..i forwarded on her part anyway.. >.>


i will b DAMN pissed if the director patch them back together...seriously,kenta is either blind or jus plain stupid to hav this kind of gal as his gf..


i was hoping he would get together with urara..tat will b soo cute LOL...im beginning to love urara now without tat excuse of a prince by her side..




but somehow i doubt the show will end like tat...at the end its either kenta will remain single,patch up with his ex or get 2gether with his manager...bah...

i hope its the former if not with urara.. >.>











and i really shuld b doing my 3daimation rite now...

cheryl is adding my workload..lol...
gg to help out at fusion show if they wan me.. @___@



~Huda

staying overnite again todae.... haiz..











but atleast we r nearly done?
in a way.....

all the unglam faces of tired ppl

Im so not gonna participate in that project...somehow ms grace told the top 20s tat they wanted to pick 4 of us to do an outside project..of cos i refused..i hav enough to think of at the moment..i mean i don really hav a break in between my attachmen and final year project...

in fact i think its only 2 days.. -.-

watched Curious case of Benjamin Buttons with cher,meme,renee and hui sian yesterday...the show is interesting...there r affairs everywhere.. -.-

i guess people with unique taste can enjoe the show?cos the story structure of the movie is not really tat good but the concept is interesting to me...

we finished watching like at 11+ den went home...LOL... i was dead tired cos me,meme and hui sian walked from our sch to j8...

den went home and finally listened to FTI new mini album..Nice XDXD..

somehow seunghyun's voice sounded a bit like wonbin...

gg to accompany my mom to orchard later~

im strting to learn how to draw caricature..

XD

~Huda

Bahhhhh....

still dying in school... -.-

and its like 1.30 am...

stupid sp4... >.>

WTFfFFFF

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..



And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...



















Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

94 random qns and ans...O.o

1. what are three ways to win your heart? err...be nice to me?

2. do you like lightning? hmmm...if im being emo..if not no?

3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair? nope

4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to? no one ...lol

5. rain or sunshine? both?

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone? disgusting vibes..lol aka meme

7. biggest turn off? backstabber

8. fave movie? .......idk....

9. would you date someone who smokes? i sure as hell hope not...

10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? hell no!

11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically? omg.,where shuld i strt?? i guess its most likely the hands or eyes or smile.. XD

12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating? iszat a stooopid qns?

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them? i haven even been on a date.. T___T

14. have you ever dated someone more than once? Read previous ans and idiot.. *emooooo*

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? AHHHH!!!SO hard to choose from 30+ ppl!!But currently,im dying to date Oono XDXD.. WE CAN DRAW CARICATURE TOGETHER!!! :DD

16. what’s your relationship status? did u even read ans 13 and 14??trying to make me more emo rite ... -.-

17. do you like cuddling? Hell yes..XDXD especially when i just woke up..

18. do you hold grudges? hmm...sometimes?but i do forgive easily too..

19. do you regret dating anyone? READ MY ANS FREAKO!!!!!

20. hugger or kisser? huggy huggy and more huggy~~ XD

21. missing someone? OH NO!!!! I miss Oono!! T___T

22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes? ...........................................

23. are you happier single or in a relationship? i own know unless i strted dating.......

24. how important are looks? hmmm...i guess first impression u will vote looks but on the long run,personality is the most importrant to me ^^

25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice? NICE OF COS!!!Why so stupid >.>

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated? im not even gonna ans this...

27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with? .....depends?

28. do you kiss on the 1st date? NEXT!!!

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them? errr....havta c the situation...but i guess not?

30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?

that's MY line!!!!

31. are you spoiled? VERY

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship? cheated on?liars?errr....disrespectful?

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute? I bet they say i wouldn't even get pick -.-

34. did you miss anyone today? OOoooooNoooooo!!!!!!!

35. last person to see you cry? nada..

36. Who/what made you cry? O.O..lotsa things?

37. are you a forgiving person? maaaayb...depends on wat the person did..

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend? Siao..there r other fishes in the sea...

39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug… my cat..sad life rite?

40. are most of your friends guys or girls? now gals i guess...

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out? 10-15 min?

42. how many people do you know of named Adam? nada..

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders? O.O...do i even care?

44. what was the last thing you burnt? im not tat emo yet...

45. what is your full name? Nurulhuda Bte Samad...

46 what color is the bra you have on now? O.o..........huh?

47. do you straighten your hair every day? i don think u nd to straigten straw

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs? i guess its too big sometimes?

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip? Even guys does la hello?

50. what are your favorite girly magazines? girly cooties? -.-

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? i don wear makeup...unless on special ocassion..

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie? i don even watch those 'things'..

53. would you leave the house without makeup on? is tat a crime?

54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys? lotsa things!! XDXD but their personalities tops i guess..

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle? hmmm...VERY hard qns..i guess middle? or tomboy?

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe? wait..im digging my grave rite now..

57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own? errr..im a cheapskate person..Lol..i guess its the sleeveless jacket?or baju kurung...

58. what color do you absolutely despise? hmm..none i guess...

59. have you ever stolen? every does...

60. have you set your hair on fire? i take great with my straw ard fire... ^^

61. do you wear sweat pants? sometimes?

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? duh..

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it? nope~

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck? but 50 cents can buy alot of things!Lol..nah...i don listen to eng songs XD

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:))? Huggy rules!!!kisses....c first

66. do you act gangster? when im no mood to talk..

67. ever made a prank phone call? hmm...not sure..

68. last kiss? mummy kissed me on the cheek everyday XDXD

69. what bill do you hate paying most? not using my own money atm but when i do i guess it shuld b electrical bills?

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? wat romantic dinner?if u count sitting in front of the com watching arashi den i had one 5 hours ago.. >.>

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up? i still don know...

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy? O.o..hug?gossip?talk nonsense? LOl

73. when did you first start feeling older? -.-...when im being bullied...

74. favorite guilty pleasure? rite now? arashi ^^

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with? Shit..i won hav enough time to spend with all of them...

76. what famous person would you like to sleep with? how abt marry?

78. what do you hate about your school? hmmm...waking up early and assignmens..

79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own? my parents'...

80. have you lost a friend recently? hm...i wonder abt my social life rite now..

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? siao...

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? lol..its been rubbing on me since yr 1.

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget? O.o...i guess both r hard...

84. do you give out second chances too easily? most of the times..

85. is your best friend pretty? compared to me hell yeah.

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes? wat exes.. >.>

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? im not a voyeur...

88. can you make yourself cry? i guess so..

89. is your life simple or complicated? simple yet complicated?

90. are you easily confused? hmm...mostly no but i make ppl confuse.. ^^

91. are you taller than 5′4″? nearly... -.-

92. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? when i was primary sch..

93. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? nope~

94. does everything really happen for a reason? i believe so..

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i must b bored to do this ionstead of sleeping -.-

Just watched Uta no Oniisan epiosde 3 with subs..XDDX..

Omg..Now i can't wait for epi 4!!!

hopefully oono's ex in the drama die or something..i hate that women.. >.>
don know wat she's thinking when she dump him and gave stupid excuse for it..

and now she cried when she saw him on tv??wth...

i hate gals who says they dump a guy but in the end ended up crying over him..shitty person..

im dead...

~Huda

uta uta

bah..im so loving uta no oniisan <33


BUt i hate his x galfren...and his boss..tho i can tolerate the latter more than the former... >.>
episode 3 caps~

can't wait for the next eipisode XDXD

Oh..and sho's new movie is coming out soon too~Yatteman~



and i nd to b slping rite now.. -.-




Oh..and fti new mv with new member ^^ Hongki smex~!










~Huda

my own world

I realise somehow im beginning to back out from my social circle...
Even my mom said tat i'm unsociable...bahh...


still dying on Character Animation...and tomolo is the beginning of sp 4..
And i hav a test too..Iff anyone fail this test,we automatically fail sp4...
Great..Just great..



hmmm....lotsa of my fren don know why i like oono..they said he's not good looking ( which i told them many times before..i don go for looks -.-)

but i somehow found out the ans recently..oono reminds me of my dad XDXD

its true wat they said...women usually looks for someone they like who reminds them of their father...

especially when both of them hav the same crazy hardcore interest like fishing... -.-

nada

Cute rite?From their movie Yellow Tears - Kiiroi Namida in 2007...
Jun is ssooooooo cute XD

Finished emo-ing..sorta...im so gonna die for CA man... bahhhhhh..

Yesterday we were told to choose our modules for Yr 3..2 PE and 1 CE..Of cos there's no more thinking..Im already set to choose Jap language 2 to begin with...Its the PEs tat im worrying abt..Don know if i wan to put digital matte painting first or Image synthesis..

Hmmm...Guess NANA won b together for next sem..Since we sort of choose different modules..Lol

I sooo hope I won b in P1 or P2..Cos if i get for either of these,i will either strt my attachmen or FYP 2 days after my sp4 is done..tat will kill me seriously... @___@

I hate it when i hav to choose... >.>

~Huda

Compile songs

Compilations lyrics of this song?? I was bored...another way to pass the time rather than emo-ing...i got lazy at the end.. >.>

Be With You

Ohno

Your voice, your smiles, everything about you

Always for me and always because of me

Hitomi wo Tojite

Hirai Ken

I wish forever

Close your eyes, let me paint your picture,

even if the world should abandon me,

this would help me get through it all

Orion

Mika Nakashima

It was me who cried

The beautiful winter constellations,

hope they don't disappear from the skies

I looked at it,

I believe

Hero

Arashi

Now,

you're a real hero

This field is the stage where you will shine

You're out of tears and now standing here

Those hero's eyes give courage to the world

You're Hero!

Truth

Arashi

Although a small light is born

You grieve all over again

It is like the lie in a circle

Ohno

The lie disappears

Arashi

Although the last feather unfolds

The law changes

The flower of the lily is short-lived

The pain will not vanish

If it is a dream,

then so is the love

One Love

Ohno

An irreplaceable encounter

is connecting to a miracle

Memories are piling up

The song of our beginning is echoing

Arashi

Supporting me no matter when,

to my friend I share laughter and tears

My heart is full of just one thing,

the word I'm sending is thank you

WTF!

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..



And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...



















Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

emoemoemoemoemoemo

Bah..Here I am blogging again while waiting for my other 2 grp members to finish their class..Meme and Cher facebook-ing beside me...

Nothing 2 do,i went to my frens' blogs...Reading their blog makes me wonder wat the hell im doing with my life...they r finishing sch very soon and already strting to worry abt their future...im here and im emo-ing alone..

im having a mixed emotions rite now...like i wan to do somethin but i don wat...mayb i just nd to walk by the sea and calm my thoughts...

sometimes i feel like i just wan to go somewhere far where i know no one and strt a new life...@____@
im tired of life...haiz...i wan to go back to my kiddy life...even tho it still sux..atleast i won hav to worry abt the future...



abt sch life...i guess i get by...
i only hav my Character Animation and Semester Project left...hopefully i get a good enough grade and maintain it at __>3.2....



social life...sadly enuf or not sadly enuf its getting worse..
the only recent ppl person i chat with,besides my nyp whom i hav to meet everyday a sch,was hafiz..and tat was like only 3-4 sentences on msn...>.>

my fault i guess cos i don find the time to catch up with them myself...but i don know...i feel kinda weird after not meeting for so long..i mean ive changed alot...don know whether in a good way or bad tho...


family...Im still the damn brat im always am...always sulk when i don get wat i wan..just 2 days ago i was pissed with my mom...just cos she don wan to walk a bit and wan 2 take taxi..im angry cos she won let me walk alone,scared of the consructions workers and it was like at 10+ pm at jalan kayu..

i hold grudges...u know tat...so till yesterday, i was in my emo caccoon..

till i wan 2 cook maggi...i placed it beside the sink first cos my mom cookin..she asked me whether if i wanted to cook it and i said yes...next thing i knew,she cooked for me..usually she won do it cos she said im lazy if i ask her..


wat a shitty person i am..



sometimes i just wan to not act...just wanna come to sch and not talk..minding my own business..i don wan to say hi or be happy when im not...dammit...im tired thus the stupid emo rants...






wat do i wan to be?














just someone who hav a job to support herself...












but wat?










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let me sleep more...