ヌルフダ　の　記憶

Goodbye, My Little Angel

2011-06-22T17:08:00.009+08:00

It's been awhile since I've updated and when I do post something, I came bearing bad news.
My most beloved cat, Jajan had just passed away this afternoon.

Even though I was prepared for his departure since he was already showing signs of old age a month back, I still cried. I'm still crying while typing this.

The only regret I have is that I wasn't by his side when he moved on.

Jajan had been sick for months. Always wheezing and having sudden cramp attack that left him immobilised for some time. All I did when he was suffering was pet him and talked to him as he lay on the bed, eyes wide and scared. Every single time, I cried 'cause it hurts to see him like this.

He hasn't been eating at all, merely drinking water. As time passed, he began to get really skinny, even skinnier than my black cat, whom I said was skinny. He peed on my bed twice, and even on himself. Sometimes he shits in my room too.

But you know you really love your pet when none of these things angered you even the slightest.

For the past week, he hasn't been sleeping with me. Always went to my parent's bedroom and slept under the bed. Eveytime I carried him to my room, he would stay there for a few moment before disapperaing again. I understands though. When cats are dying, they want to be left alone.

There were many times when Jajan appeared to be having his last breath. Till at one point, I whispered to him that if he wants to leave, just leave and that it's ok.
And two days later which was today, he did.

Yesterday, my brother knocked on my door and carried Jajan into my room before placing him on my bed. Sometimes I wondered if he wanted to see my brother one last time. Because in the end, Jajan was my brother's cat. He was the one who chose him to be one of the family members.

This morning, I woke up and saw Jajan in the kitchen. Seeing that he peed on himself again, I decided to give him a bath. It was the last bath for us. It pained me to see him trying to move and let out his voice as I shampooed him. He couldn't even move when I placed him on my lap and showered him.

Two hours later, I found him dead under my parents' bed. I scooped him in my lap and spent some moment kissing him for one final time. Though it greatly saddened me that I wasn't by his side when he took his last breath, it was nice to know that when I had found him, my black cat was by his side. At least he didn't die alone.

My mom said that maybe he wanted to go when he's cleaned.
But I guess whatever it is, Jajan's gone and his sufferings had finally ended.

I'm going to miss watching his sleeping face.

I'm going to miss looking at his back next to my head.
I'm going to miss burying my face in his fur when I sleep even though I complained about having flu the next day.
I'm going to miss kissing his mouth and nose.
I'm going to miss his loud irritating voice, mewing at me every time he wanted my attention.

I'm going to miss his claws digging into my skin.

I'm going to miss playing with his ears.
I'm going to miss poking at his short cute tail and see it twitched in annoyment.

I'm going to miss fangirling about Arashi in front of him.

I'm going to miss shocking him with my sudden random squeals.
I'm going to miss seeing him twitch in his sleep.

I'm going to miss hitting him slightly hard and see him glaring at me.

I'm going to miss him coming to me whenever I called his name.
I'm going to miss bathing him.

I'm going to miss bestowing him with my kisses.
I'm even going to miss him vomitting on my bed.

But most of all, I'm going to miss having him by my side.

Jajan,

Thank you for being a wonderful companion to me for these 14 years of my life.
You were always there whenever I was sad, coming to me and lying down next to me as I cried. Always there when I was happy or angry. I hope you had lived your life to the fullest when you're in this family. And I hope I have been a good and worthy owner to you.

Now I prayed you are having a blast of a time up there while I will try my hardest to recover from my loss. Do not worry about me though. I am surrounded by people who will make sure I will be alright.

Rest in Peace, Ajan. I love you.

You are and will always be my little angel

Life is Beautiful

2011-03-22T05:40:00.000+08:00

Heyhey!! OMG after more than 5 months, I'm finally updating my blog LOL
But I guess no one really cares ( except for Huisian who's bugging me to update it XD )

And guess what? My long awaited post will not be abt Arashi!! ( or maybe jus a little abt them haha )

Anyway, I'm sooogonna get bricked but after all those things I've said abt never watching Kdrama, I went and watched one.

Life is Beautiful is the title~

The reason I knew this drama was because someone posted clips about this gay couple in it, and after watching the clips, I found the drama to be interesting so in the end I went and watched the while 64 episodes of it XDXD

Basically it's about a family living in Jeju Island. In my opinion, it's like a 'As the World Turns' minus all those angsty moments. This one is mainly a comedy drama I guess with a bit of angst here and there. I will intro the family members with a bit of my opinion about them. Of course I will start with the main reason I knew this drama in the first place LOL

I will describe them according to Tae Sub's relations and not in general.

Yang Tae Sub

The eldest son of the family who is a closet gay. He is an introvert. A sensitive and calm, polite doctor in his thirties. The kind that everyone wants as a son.

When I first saw him, I already fallen in love with the character and the actor.. LOL.. I guess I just like older guys now and he reminds me of Jackie Chan HAHAH!
Well, I like his character in the drama. Hard to describe but he's very well- mannered man though he showed his coldness towards his step mom. Still, his step mom treasures him the most among all her children. It's so damn obvious.

He can also be a bit prissy with Kyung Soo, his boyfriend. Sometimes his reaction makes me go WTH??!

Kyung Soo

Kyung Soo's personality is opposite of Tae Sub. He's more outgoing and straightforward. He already came out to his family and was treated like a black sheep of the family. He was divorced and has a daughter. He's a lecturer and photographer.

I have to say, I want a boyfriend like him *o*
He's sooo nice towards Tae Sub and so patient and understanding~

By the way, Tae Sub and him are at the same age.

Chae Young

Tae Sub's ex-girlfriend. A cheerful woman who kept clingin to Tae Sub even though she broke up with him.

She appeared in Arashi's show before XDXD
At first, I didn't really like this girl. Especially when she barged into Tae Sub's house and met his parents when he already told her he's not interested in getting back with her. She's liek so deaperate.

But apart from that, I guess she's okay~

The Mom, Kim Min Jae

She's a cool mom in my opinion. Yeah the typical mom who nag and cares for her children. But seriously, she needs to set aside some of the biasness towards Tae Sub ( and they're not eve blood-related )

Anyway, the way she handled the situation when her son told her about him being gay is A+... Of course she went all angry and sad but she gave him 100% support.. It's very sweet.

The Dad, Yang Byung Tae

Tae Sub's dad. And I love him!!! He's nice and gentle and cares alot about his children. It's like as long as you are happy, he's happy. He cried when he knew about Tae Sub, worrying about how his son was going to survive in the world ( since Korea is very against gays. ) rather than about his son being gay, and that's sayinga lot about his personality.

Both of the parents are soo cute together~ Always rooting for their children and each other. Love all the moments both of them shares. It's sweet to look at XD

Yang Ho Sub

Tae Sub's younger bro.

He's cute and funny and I love how protective he is of his older bro. He was all 'If Kyung Soo upsets you, I'll beat him up.'

He was pretty accepting when he knew about his bro, always siding with him. Though I think at the beginning he kind of don't understand his bro much since the latter is always by himself and does not talk much.

The Grandparents

The grandma hates the grandpa. It's kinda complicated. Something about her husband leaving them behind and not caring about her at all when they were younger. And now, he had returned to the household after being kicked out of his own house.

It's damn funny at the beginning of the series when they tried their best to hide him from the grandma.

Kyung soo's Mom

I can't remember her name but seriously if this is Cinderella, she is the terrible stepmom. She so cunning and only thinks about herself, even though she stressed that its for the family. She was always on Kyung Soo's tail, begging and forcing him to go back to his ex-wife. Frankly it's damn irritating and of course I felt like strangling her. It's just the way she hounds on them. She's like the devil in the drama.

Tae Sub was afraid of her when she came to him and threaten him that she will spill it to his parents. Yeah I know, Tae Sub is a coward but I <3 him anyway Lol

Yang Ji Hye

Tae Sub's step sis. A short-tempered woman and abit too controlling of her husband.

At first I didn't really like her 'cause she's the typical modern kind of woman. She was abit miffed about the fact that her mom cares more about her step sis than her own daughter.

But after a few episodes, I grew to like her alot. She's pretty strong-headed at times and I love her for siding with her bro when he came out.

Yang Cho Rong

Tae Sub's younger sister. A bright girl. She was the first to found out about Tae Sub.

I like her at first but especially during Tae Sub's coming out. She was supportive of him, even though she cried her heart out cos she had a major crush on Kyung Soo lol.

But when Ho Sub was getting married, she had this bitchy, irritating side of her which I guess people called it brother complex. And she was awfully mean to her friend who was sorta her boyfriend?

Yang Byung Joon

Tae Sub's oldest uncle. A serious man.

I have to say I really love this guy alot! He's like the most supporting man I have ever seen XD

I thought he would be the one to give Tae Sub the cold shoulder or be disgusted by him due to his no-nonsense nature but I was wrong. He was the most understanding one out of all, handling the situation with so much calmness.

Yang Byung Keol

Tae Sub's yougest uncle. A man who only knows how to shoot his mouth without thinking.

Seriously, as much as I love him for his comedic actions, I really despise him most of the times. He really didn't know how to read the atmosphere, always saying things he shouldn't be saying.

He was the most disgusted with Tae Sub, cursing him and regarded the man as a dirty bastard.

Boo Yeon Joo

Ho Sub's love interest.

Nothing much to say except she's a diligent woman. I wasn't into her at first especially when she showed some arrogant attitude towards Ho Sub.

Jo Ah Ra

Byung Joon's love interest and Chang Young's auntie/cousin?

Aside from her weird accent when she spoke japanese, I kinda like her. though her flirty attitude kinda irked me at the beginning but her relationship with Byung Joon is interesting to watch :D

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I guess that's all~

There are other characters but I don't really care much about them lol..

Of course the drama doesn't ficus on KyungTae ( Kyung Soo and Tae Sub ) all the time since the drama is not about them. I think this is a drama I recommend some of those to watch :)

Maybe it will have give awareness to some about gays.

PS: I am SOOO gonna have a KyungTae picspams in the next entry XDXD

Driving Testttt

2010-10-27T00:43:00.014+08:00

OMG I finally got my driving licenseeeee~!!!
all those 2 months of learning paid offf XD
I realised I took less than 6 months to get my license ( excluding the 2-3 months of waiting for the test date )

When I woke up, I was totally stoned. Ate a banana and drank my milk.. Needless to say I was so nervous that I felt numb ^^

I was pretty damn worried abt failing the test and having to wait another 2 months.. My mom said its ok to not pass and jus to do my best, but you know me.. I don like failing at something when my frens, Cher n Huisian already passed theirs.. It will b soo embarrassing especially since my frens and some relatives knows that Im taking my test today. >__<

When I left my house, so many unlucky things happened to me. Firstly, I heed Huisian's advice and brought a book to read so to take my mind off abt the test. Then I realised that the book Ive brought, I already finished reading it like 2 days ago..

Next, when I reached admiralty, I missed the shuttle bus. So I decided to release my stress, I should take a walk and walked all the way to the SSDC centre.. The brisk walk took abt 20 mins.. Damn nice idea in my opinion cos my adrealine kinda builds up after the warm up XD

Straight away when I reached, I was jus in time for the car warm-up. Took the car and drove around making sure that I get my points correct. ( Tho in the end it's kinda useless )

Niwae, after the warm-up I went to wait at the waiting room for the tester. Halfway though, the worst thing to ever happen, happened to me. I got the most damn stomachache ever. Out of all times.
When I tried to leave the room in hope I would hav a few mins, the testers came.. So in the end I had to hold on for an hour @___@

During the test everything was fine~
well, except the parallel parking.. I kept getting my turning point late. Its a good thing I didn't freak out and slowly took my time to adjust it.. Surprisingly I was pretty calm during the whole event. Usually I would make stupid mistakes already during revisions LOl

Niwae, after completing the parallel parking, I was told to move off and when I reversed, I just had to hit the kerb.. OMG after hearing that I scored 10 demerit points, I was totally discouraged.. I mean who wouldn't be? I still hav some tests to do in the circuit and I still havta drive outside..

It's a good thing the rest of the tests were the ones I don hav a prob with. After the circuit, went out to drive. It went well. Jus that as we return, I made a fatal mistake of not listening to the tester properly.. Supposed to enter by the 1st gate but I went ahead to the 2nd one.. I was damn lucky my tester was a super nice guy..
Although he wasn't really pleased, he still assured me its ok no prob..

When we get back to the centre he told me my circuit was not so good cos i keep reversing and den move forward.. for my stupid parallel parking tat is.. but my outside drive is good so he passed me XD
I received 16 demerit points, 10 for striking kerb, 2 for turning the wheels while car is stationary and 4 for failing to confirm safety.
If I didn't strike the kerb, I would only hav 6 demerit points.. Haiz...

Niwae, after that I released all the stuffs Ive been holding on in the toilet LOL
watched the gruesome graduation vid tat everyone has to watch when they received their license. I knew Cher freaked while watching the vid.. Can jus imagine her squirming HAHHAH. After that, went to applied my license.

Another bad thing to happen to me, I had to take IC photo since the license needs one and the only ATM jus had to be out of use at the moment >___<
I don bring cash in my wallet so I was actually damn lucky tat I had some.. Bahh so many things happening to me jus in one day...

Well, made my license.. Have to wait till next month for it to arrive~
After that, went to meet my mom cos I asked her to accompany me to the bank to fill up my form for my freelance payment thingy~

Im gonna miss my instructors.. didn't even meet him jus now DDD:
but still i jus couldn't believe it..

I PASSED!!!!!!!!

PICCIES

2010-09-16T02:41:00.000+08:00

Since Huisian wanted to c my rebond hair so much Lol

IT DOESN'T LOOK THAT WEIRD LORRR!! hahahah XD

NANA Outing

2010-08-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

After so long, NANA went out for another outing XD... We met up at Bugis Junction and spent the whole day there...

Took Neoprints which Cher will scan and pass it to us later.. I will upload the pics once I've received it XD
Niwae, we bought another bracelet to replace the onces we lost..Well, all of us aside Leelin tat is..lol

OMG, I'm being bullied by them today... Actually its jus meme.. All tat things she did to me when decorated the neoprints T___T

This time instead of putting the initials NANA, we put a teddy as the symbol of NANA.. After soo much compromising etc mainly bacause of me since all the stuffs they wanted, I refused lol...

Can u figure out which one is mine?? LOL pretty easy actually XD

We spent so much time choosing the bracelets tat before we realised it, its already 9 pm.. So we decided to head back and here I am.. ^^

Its fun guys~

Next time let's not wait for nearly 2 years to have another outing XD

Arashi 9th album - 僕の見ている風景

2010-08-03T20:02:00.011+08:00

omg been a supeeerrr long time since I've updated..And since I've got nothing better to do, I will write down my thoughts about all the tracks in arashi new album, Boku no miteiru fuukei. It's short and simple ^^ Be warned though my descriptions for teh songs sux...

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Disc 1

Track 1: Movin' On
The first time I heard it was when Aiba played it on his radio. It's a catchy upbeat song..Not the happy kind but more of a serious? Anyway, my first thought was it's not bad..Actually it's nice to hear.. Especially am addicted to Just now we go! parts.. Lol And how can I left out Sho's rap aka Sakurap? I think the lyrics are well written.. Jus as expected of our rapper ^^

Track 2: Mada Ue wo (マダ上ヲ)
The starting reminds me a bit of Suju? Kinda new style of song for arashi in my opinion. Like Movin' On, its nice to hear.. The kind that I will like after listening to it a few times XD I guess its more of a sexy kinda song.. Not the typical, I love you I will die for you LOl

Track 3: Refrain (リフレイン)
Omg what can I say..I love love the song the first time Aiba played it on his radio! It's like bang to my heart.. 'Cause the part where Ohno and Nino sang respectively..That really stole my breath away... The song I guess is more of the painful kind of love? Like after break-up..

Track 4: Troublemaker
Sho's drama Tokujo Kabachi!! theme song..What can I say again? Almost everyone loves this song.. It's so addictive and happy..I've been listening to it since they released their single in march and I'm still loving it...You can't help but just sing along at the chorus XD
Sweet sweet~

Track 5: T.A.B.O.O (Sakurai Sho solo)
I havta say I didn't really like the song..It's more of a sexy song? I guess the song I love most of Sho's solo is Hip Pop Boogie..That one is cool XD

Track 6: Circus (サーカス)
The first thing that came to my mind when I heard the beginning was a mysterious song...I can imagine it as sort of anime-like song? Like the opening theme for Pandora Hearts LOL
Kinda nice to hear ^^

Track 7: Gift (ギフト)
Well, this is the song I really encouraged people to listen.. It's a nice slow sweet song.. Although they made a mistake by starting the song with the weakest singer in my opinion.. Aniway, the lyrics are meaningful.. The part you need to hear is at the bridge where Ohno sang his solo..Around 3:42.. That part is soo heartwrenchin, sweet and nostalgic all at once.. And I'm not saying this 'cause I'm being bias XD

And i really don know why but the instrumental at the beginning and at the end reminds me a tad bit of FF7 >__>

Track 8: Everything
Aaahhh.. The song where Ohno was sooo black in the mv.. Lol.. Hmmm.. Since I've listened to it like so many times, I can't really say is it good or not but it's pleasant to hear.. Especially if you are walking by the beach and listening to the song with your headset.. It really gives a nice relaxing feeling.. An upbeat song ^^
I can say that this is more of an evening song? Like the kind when you can jus sit and watch the sunset..

Track 9: Come back to me (Matsumoto Jun solo)
Among all the members' solo, Matsujun's ones are the most I rarely listen to.. Might be 'cause of his voice but his genre of song too doesn't suit my taste.. The only solo song I love of his is La Familia because the lyrics are sweet.. Written by him to the arashi members.. But surprisingly I like his solo for this album.. Totally remind me of the Kpop style at the start? And also a bit of Perfume's style mixed.. Kinda techno-ish at the beginning.. Overall I havta say the song is nice XD

Track 10: My Girl (マイガール)
Aiba's drama, My Girl theme song.. This MV is a must watch! Sad yet sweet at the same time.. It's a song that expresses gratitude.. A pleasant song to hear.. Loves listening to this song when I'm feeling nostalgic.. XD

Track 11: Magical Song (Aiba Masaki solo)
Oh Aiba.. Lol It totally suits his image.. The song was really written just for him.. So happy and fun to hear.. Can totally imagine him running up and down during the concert while singing this song.. Aiba's solos are second among the members that I always listen to...

Track 12: Let Me Down
Another song I don't really listen to.. Doesn't suit my taste I guess.. Hmm.. Can't say much.. It's an ok song.. But I felt like something's missing when listening to it.. Like it left me unsatisfied kinda.. @___@

Disc 2

Track 1: Monster
Ohno's drama Kaibutsu-kun theme song.. Nice song.. But not as good as Truth though.. The chorus is nice to hear though I especially love the beginning.. Where the others sang before Ohno solo's start XD The bridge/instrumental part is a creepy feeling yet so circus-like to me.. It's like a clown will appear kind of feel.. And I hate clowns >__>

Track 2:Don't stop
The song doesn't appeal to me at first till I heard the chorus.. I like it straight away XD
It's more of a encouragement kinda song.. Kinda mild fiery song.. If I havta say, it sorta have the same genre as Movin' On but of a milder version.

Track 3: Shizuka na Yoru ni (静かな夜に) (Ohno Satoshi solo)
OHNOOOO!!! Seriously this guy's solos are the best among all.. Altthough I was super disappointed that it's not a dance song, I'm totally addicted to the song.. After reading the lyrics, I can't say how much I love the guy who created this song for him.. The bad part is this song don't hav a climax like Take Me Faraway but it's still 100% worth listening.. It's more sorrowful and really meaningful.. Kinda artistic feel.. If Aiba's solo Magical Song suits him than it's the same for Ohno... This song is like totally made for him... I realised that Ohno's genre now catered to more slow ballad kind unlike his older solos like Top Secret etc where it totally gives out a cool image...

Track 4: Mukae ni Iku yo (むかえに行くよ)
Another song I love XD... The normal kind that Arashi usually sings.Not a happy kind though.. The lyric is more about one own self.. A kind of song I will listen when I'm thinking about life? Hard to explain but yeah hahaha

Track 5: 1992*4##111 (Ninomiya Kazunari solo)
This guy really knows how to write lyrics XD.. I especially love his Niji song.. Niwae, for this song he wrote, the lyrics are sweet and you can jus feel the love Lol.. It's a happy song by the way.. I don think Nino ever sang a sad song for his solo.. No wait.. There were and its totally heart wrenching.. I recommend you Yume and Kouseki! Totally a must to listen XD

Track 6: Sora Takaku (空高く)
Whenever I listen to this song it reminds me of their special drama hahaha.. I like the beginning.. 1,2,3,4,5 ~
It started mild but gets more upbeat during the chorus part... I called this another encouraging song XD Makes you get more and more tension UP~

Track 7: Kagerô
Another song I love~ And also another song that hav the anime-like feel.. Like the adventure kind? Rave maybe? haha Even works for games like Wild Arms..
Its nice to listen to it when you're in a hurry I guess XD

Track 8: Summer Splash!
At first I didn't really like the song when Matsujun played it on his radio but after awhile, the songs kinda wormed its way into my heart hahaha... The beginning totally reminds me of A1's summertime..
Just like the title say, this song radiates of summer feel.. The lyrics too lol.. Overall its fun to listen to XD

** Added some of the songs from the album to the playlist.
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These are only my opinions and my taste.. Others might disagree with what I say..Overall, I havta admit, I think this album is weaker compared to the older ones.. I love more songs in the older album compared to this one. Hopefully they will release an album again next year XD

Outing at Pulau Ubin

2010-04-19T18:19:00.004+08:00

Updateeee~

Went to Pulau Ubin yesterday for cycling with Yana,Apiz,Maya,Syaheedah and han...
It was fun and boy was it tiring..I think I became a burden to teh group..

Lol..the slopes were a killer...After a few times trying to cycle up in the end I jus ended pushing the bike up the slopes >___>

Niwae, havta specially thank Yana cos she like treated me for almost everything including the ferry fare when gg there and also the nasi lemak lol..

we shuld do this kind of outing more often..mayb hiking at MacRitchie XDDD

2010-04-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

Finally...

After so many weeks of procrastinating, I finally went out for a brisk walk!!!!

LOL...Only spent half an hour tho..Then before going home I climebed up till level 12 den back down..

Hopefully I can wake up in the morning tomolo for another walk before meeting my friends for homecoming at my old sch XDDD

Comparisons and a minor bitching?

2010-03-29T13:29:00.021+08:00

Im bored cos I woke up early in the morning since I havta go sch but wat do u know?Its cancelled so I'm gonna rant...

but not abt this tho....im just gonna make a comparisons between 2 out of 3 grps that i love ^^

why do i say 2 instead of 3?cos FTI is totally on a different genre since they r a band not a grp~

aniway,

TVXQ! and Arashi...
( I realise that most of those who love Arashi also loves DBSK LOL tats nice to know )

These two grps are so different yet so similar..why i said that? I don know but somehow they both gave me the same vibes..like when im watching yoochun somehow he reminds me of sho LOL

And the one most BIG thing I love abt this 2 grps is their closeness with their own members.. All the love in the grp makes me go awwww~ LOL

First things first,I am sick of ppl saying omg dbsk is so handsome sexy etc..OMg i love them lots la and I agree they r blessed with gorgeous features and bodies but what attracts me first was their personalities...

Like Arashi,I didn't listen to their singing first..I watched their dramas,saw Yunho and i like his funny personality than I looked at their grp...Tho Im not crazy abt yunho as much as i am last time...He became sort of serious etc and I found it boring..Like I said, personalities' first for me.

DBSK and Arashi hav some common characters in the grp...Like Aiba and Junsu, they r the funny ones. The one that the others would bully jus for a laugh ( tho Sho and Oono also fit the bill )..Nino and Changmin would belong to the Tsukkome category..The one who gibes the members.. Matsujun and Yunho belong to the leader-like category..( tho Yunho IS the leader LOL ) They r the serious ones in the grp. I cannot believe I will grp them together but Oono and Jaejoong belong to the same category..Not in terms of looks obviously..As much as I LOVE Oono, I havta say that he's not one of the best-looking ones even in Arashi..Niwae this pair r the ones who givs weird comments and behaves weirdly..hahaha

Aniway, DBSK can b funny at times...Only at times..Most of the time they are refined and serious. I want them to be like BAHHHH CRAZY...I think DBSK can b quite a grp that wans to please others too much. When I watch them on shows etc, their comments and conversations sounds forced as though they r saying it just cos its wat we wanted to hear. They r too stiff with their talk..

Arashi on the other hand, is jus crazy.. They are way older than DBSK but they sure don act their age.. But as crazy as they r, they still hav tat respect they nd for those who r their seniors. If DBSK were to behave like Arashi I will die from shock and applaud cos they r finally showing their real attitudes hahaha.

Now to the important part, music. As much as Arashi excel DBSK in terms of entertaining, DBSK beats them in music. One thing that is different between these two is that DBSK are singers.. They mainly sings and dance. Arashi are IDOLS means their main occupation is not singing. They r actors, singers, dancers, and also comedians. They r more of entertainers IMO.

DBSK sings way better than Arashi in a sense that DBSK can sing more genres, and can handle all the pitch and tones in the songs. Arashi jus sings mainly pop songs and don really hav good vocals. Even Oono who is one of the best singer in Johnny's Entertainment couldn't come close to DBSK ( except mayb Yunho whi IMO is the weaker one ).. That's how good DBSK singing is. Im not saying that I hate Arashi's songs. Heck, I listen to their songs everyday and love it. Arashi can sing but not as well as DBSK. That's all ( Tho I havta agree Matsujun cannot really sing >__> ). They do have pleasant songs just that mayb most ppl will not find it nice to hear..

Hmmm...wat else?The reason I like them?

DBSK -- Because of their songs. Their personalities' is a minus for me but their excellent vocals makes up for it..Im not saying they hav a bad ass attitudes.. All the members are caring, nice and respectful and I love them for tat. Jus that on talk show-wise, they r not really attracting me..They lost their sparks. And Yunho can be too competitive at times. I don really like tat.. >.>

Arashi -- Its a good thing Im not picky on vocals much so basically I love everything about them. Im not being bias even though Im like crazy abt them now. They r funny and from wat I read abt them from the other artists etc, they r nice and polite. They r not like the younger grps that debuted after them ( Kattun etc who thinks they r cool )..Mayb cos they r from another generations? Lol the older generations..I love the older grps more like TOKIO and V6. So yeah, I love everything abt them.. Tho Sho, like Yunho can b quite competitive...Like I said I hate tat..

You will never see DBSK in stockings over their heads or getting floured in the face or wearing shirt that hav holes at their nipples rite? Arashi is the kind of grp that although it's embarrassing, will do stupid crazy things jus to entertain you..

Overall, Arashi may not be the most handsome ppl you laid ur eyes on but their down to earth nature makes up for it. I mean ever since the korean wave hit singapore, I realised Im beginning to not like korean as much as I did last time. I mean Im tired of listening to ppl gg OMG DBSK soooo handsome and blah blah...

WTH..Are looks all that matters? I'd rather hear them being praised for their voices. I mean as a singer, issit the voice or the face that u will b wanting to be impressed for? Im sure DBSK will b sick of hearing ppl saying they r handsome instead of commenting on their singing abilities.

Im not picky like most ppl.. I mean look at whom I love.. DBSK and Arashi..Oono and Yunho.. See the different? Handsome Vs Average.. Tall Vs short.. Buff Vs skinny..so yeah Lol I may say I like guys who are tall etc but when it comes down to it I don really care as long as your personalities are wat I want. XD

Enough bitching Lol..So yeah, tat's mostly wat attracted me to them. I realised tat like DBSK, ever since Arashi popularity rise, ppl began making more rumours and criticising them..Seems like they don hav anything much to do in their life... Wonder why do they only do this kind of things now when they didn't even spare a glance at them when they were less popular.. >.>

OMG so much rantings LOl

I guess that's it? Ppl keep saying tat Arashi is all I care abt and Im tired of saying otherwise.. I mean just cause I don talk abt DBSK or FTI doesn't make me not a crazy fan of them... Its cos they don hav anything new to fangal on.. Arashi hosts like 3 shows every week so there's something to fangal abt. Tho its seems I won get any Arashi shows till April since they r on a break T__________T

HAhaha..kk enuff ranting..Gonna stop here now~ XD

All these are all entirely based on MY opinions. Wouldn't wan some hardcore fans who thinks these gorgeous ppl belongs to them,to bash me >.>

bahhh

2010-03-25T03:26:00.000+08:00

Finally done with this painting....

Today, my mom brought us out to eat at swensons....the first time in my 22 yrs of life did I went to that place...Lol

and boy did I ate alot...All the walking I did the day before is pointkless...Oh well..gonna go exercise again todae...Better lose wome of those weight before graduation ceremony >.>

Troublemaker

2010-03-01T15:05:00.003+08:00

Bahhh...finally finished my modules...Now all I keft is to prepare for showcase...
And im finally strting back on my diet XDXD

Well,since I hav nothing much to do anymore,I've decided to amke this blog a place for my fangirlness to appear..Lol

first up,arashi troublemaker!!!

i finally bought the RE singleeee XD

hahaa..at first when i heard the song it wasn't the kind tat make me like it on the spot but somehow it became addictive after u listen to it for awhile..
i especially like the part when all of them were singing solo at the back..Oooohhhhhhh niceeee XD

some ppl don like the song cos its catchy blah blah blah but well,its all up to individual's taste.. ^^

btw sho is HOT in this pv XDXD

the pv was likeable..i meant its fun to watch tho i prefer them dancing..cos i like their dance movesssss...n its stopmotion....i just did my stopmotion minor project like few weeks ago lol..its tiring >.>

as usual oono became the bullied one in this pv as like all the others hahahhaa

aniway,their 3rd song,mou ippo, was dammmmnnnnnn nice!
when i heard jus the first verse i knew im gonna like it more than troublemaker...

and tats saying alot since i listened to troublemaker almost everyday,every minute hhahahha
their making...i think i prefer my girl making...troublemaker making was ok just tat u don see them interact with each other much...they shuld put more >___<

guess tats abt it?

bahh...how short is my hubbie >.>

and aiba u making me fall for u again~l

Arashi 5x10 DVD concert is finally going to be out on april 9..damn i wanna buy!!!

ok enuff arashi-ing...errr..

FTI...hmm..nothing much been going with them..just tat i saw their dvd on hmv last sat and felt like buying them @____@

dbsk...junsu n junho is coming to singapore~n jaejoong as well as yoochun might b coming too..wth..i can't go T____T

hope meme take alot of piccies XD

ohwell..that's all i guess...for now ^^

at FYP room

2010-02-09T01:31:00.003+08:00

Today went to school to edit my digiphotos....Then slack all the way...I brought my camera for no reason so I decided to take some piccies of my frens LOL...

where cheryl's workspace is at...isn't it dangerous leaving ur wallet lying ard....

my two hardworking membersssss...

Meme doing her digimatte....so hardworking @___@

errr...Kaiting doing weird pose when she saw me taking pic of her..

n cher givin me her unglam face..Lol

while im busy clickin away,they r busy discussing >.>

still discussing...

and finally, a person dreaming to become a photographer Lol

Oh well...tat's my day..Went home n talked to my frens on msn...n slacking..bahhh...need to strt digimatte 2moloooo >____<

Grp Picccccc

2010-01-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

taken during Art exhibition

taken while waiting for our photoshoot..yupp..its 8+pm LOL

Jajan and Sho's Birthday Picspam

2010-01-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

Jajan in my arms

Painting I did for Art xhibition todayyy..Bahhh so tired but its kinda fun in a way...Gonna miss Ms Gail mann..

Oh~And although its kinda late, today's Sho's birthday!! LOL
and cos of tat,as usual picspammmmm!!!! XDXD

And so, hope u continue being a dorky yet serious newscaster XD

I am the World?

2010-01-17T12:24:00.000+08:00

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

( I wishhhhhh )

Been awhile since Ive updated my blog..Nothing much has been going on as per usual.Trying to complete my last stretch of my school life..And currently alot of work to do >____<

Oh well...do my best and in a 4 weeks im gg mersing for jmy hols LOL

updatessssss

2009-12-06T16:07:00.003+08:00

been awhile since ive updated this blog LOL

alot been gg on with my life..mainly sch..
bahhh...

but i don know why this year i seem to be slacking ALOT...just don hav the mood to do anything..

and it seems so surreal tat i only hav like 3-4 months left in this sch.
im lookin forward to tat yet im not...

currently rushing digimatte and production bible as well as portfolio...haiz..

OH...and arashi gonna make a new drama starrin all 5 of them!!!

tho they don really hav much scenes together >.>

hmmmm...wat else...matsujun and sho hav a new drama while nino has a new movie coming up..

oono?well he said he will fish for 400kg tuna lol..aka he got nothing to do -.-

i love oono's hair like this..looks so feminine..kekeke...im weird i know XD

2009-10-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

Arashi chibis picspam XD

2009-10-29T17:17:00.056+08:00

During class all of us hav to take some photoshoots LOLOL

now i know how the celebs felt when they were taking photos XDXD

don hav the pics but grace said she will post it up on fb

'behind the scenes' ^^

oono

sho

aiba

nino

jun

Couples ( Aiba n Oono are hard to find...especially the former sice he only hang out with them only right before they debut -.-)

yupp...Oono and Nino was bigger than Jun last time ..

Older~

Now,he rules over them LOL

oono does look younger as he grew older.. O___O

see!

And Now...

guess that's all of my picspams XDXD

JAAAA~!

some Blogger..

2009-10-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

Who thinks that Aiba is smex here?? XDXD

Gone with tat cute face T___T

What do I do this past 2 days instead of doing my work?

Reading someone's blog..LOL
Seriously I was bored and I found this blog while searching for arashi stuffs..

Bump of Asplhat ( no longer updated )

Apparently the blogger is a JE fans and loves arashi..Used to anyway..
Well,her comments r funny and while I may have the same views as her,I hav to admit that she's malicious with her choice of words..

And she's definitely hav the I'm-better-than-you-kind-of-attitude..Or maybe its just when she's typing..LOL..

One thing for sure,even tho I may like reading her blog,but if I ever meet her in the real life,I hav a feelin tat she's the kind I will hate XDXD

I mean,I won go ard dissing the artists I used to like just co I don hav any interest in the anymore..Unless I'm working like wat the singers,entertainers etc r doing,wat rite do I hav to bash them?

Unless u r the person who think u r always rite..OMG...Pls don ever show ur face to me cos I will definitely hate u for eternity.. >.>

But oh well,who cares??hahah..just a short moment of entertainment due to boredom.

ANYWAY,sch's ok I guess..Who ever said that yr 3 is a breeze should hav their head examine.. =.=

Oh and good news is I no longer hav my 6 hours break on thurday!!!XDXD
DPHOTO tutorial hav been shifted to rite after lecture..

Which means I will go home early for all of the days LOL

And one chibi Oono-Sho before I continue with arashi~<33

And Im crazy abt flumpool now XDXD

"Mistakes are a fact of life.It is the response to error that counts."

Blehhh

2009-10-17T21:47:00.004+08:00

Went out to Comapass Point today..When I was about to go home,i was feeling pissed therefore i decided to walk back home...

Its nice to let out some steam and perspire.. XDXD
Tho I think I'm losing my touch...I took almost an hour just to walk...I nd to exercise more @__________________@

Niwae,found this at Music Japan news.

It all started when a question sent by a fan was read out.

“In [the magazine] POPOLO, [Matsumoto] Jun-kun said that Nino [Ninomiya] was using a picture of Jun-kun as his cell phone wallpaper. Is that true? What sort of photo is it?”

Ninomiya pulled out his cell phone and showed the wallpaper to the other members inside the radio booth.

“When I asked [Matsumoto] ‘Was this taken when you were 17 or something?' he got mad and said ‘That's when I was learning how to walk!'”

He really was using a photo of a very young Matsumoto as his wallpaper.

“(In the picture) His facial features are pronounced.”
“He has long legs. He looks like Donald Duck. Why are all babies like that? How old was he?”

Though nobody knew exactly why he was so interested, Ninomiya has been obsessed with baby Matsumoto ever since.

Ninomiya had used photos of people close to him as wallpapers, like his mother, sister and a young Ohno.

Last year he even used a photo of Kansai Johnny's Jr. member Kiriyama Akito.
On a side note Aiba apparently is using a photo of a child actor who he is costarring with as his wallpaper.

Matsumoto is using a black and white picture of Ohno Satoshi for a peculiar reason. “Because it looks like a photo of a deceased person.”

Lots of different kinds of pictures are being used among the members as wallpapers. But from people outside the group it might all look a bit strange!

Full article Music Japan - news -

LOL!!!Wat the hell Jun..Is he cursing Oono to die early or something?

Picces with frens~

2009-10-17T00:05:00.004+08:00

Finally someone uploaded the pics at FB LOL..

Looking at these pics reminds me how fun much fun we hav before we enter poly schools...
I missed them ^^

Found a reason to be strong

You are the one always in my heart...my friend

Every time you call my name

I will be there

No matter how far, we are friends

And with my nyp frens~

lastly,huisian and her meatballs LOL

rammmblessssss

2009-10-12T02:52:00.010+08:00

BAhhhhh...Alot of things happened this week..sort of..

LOl...Went to MacRitchie with Ira last Thurs...It was fun in a way...I was damn determined to complete atleast 10 kn but it just havta rain..>____<

so we only managed to hike for like 6-7km....After that,we went to Tampiness for Sushi!!!! XDXD
and also abit of shopping..

On Friday,met up with my FYP grp to discuss abt production bible...Nothing much was done cos apparently we don know where the stuffs are kept..

And yesterday,went to Yani's open house with Mira...Since someone was ssssoooo desperate for me to come to her house..LOL

And today gg out to bugis to buy sch stuffs..Bahhh!
can't wait for drawing class man...missed it soo much!

why is he sooo cute last time >__________<

like i said..

i love guys hair when they hav that 'chicken-butt-point' thingy at the back XDXD

"Follow you instincts.You never know if your ideas will work out unless you try them."

Some translation messages jus cos I find it sweet ^^

2009-10-06T20:58:00.003+08:00

Nino to Ohno

(Note: Last month, Ohno said he watched Nino's stage play. He was very hyped up & he almost wanted to go on stage. Nino's reply to this is...)
You should have come on stage. I thought that Riida would come on stage, so I was waiting for you the whole time. But you didn't come on stage, I was disappointed/sad. I waited for you... I'm disappointed. I'm disappointed.

Toma to Arashi

Happy 10th anniversary. The concert was very enjoyable. Please stop mentioning that I went the concert 2 hours before it started on the days that I'm not at the concert [laughs].

Toma to Maou [ Ohno ]

[Looking at last month's Wink Up cover page] This, you totally look like a fisherman! [laughs] And you got darker again [laughs].

credit: change417

Outingz

2009-10-04T19:06:00.004+08:00

LOL..for the past 2 weeks,been hangin out with Yani and Mira...Been so long since we've met anyway XDXD

On last2 friday we went out to Compass Point den on last firdae we went out to eat sushi as well as watch movie..XDXD

den yesterday,they came to my house to watch arashi!LOL
hopefully we will spent more time again ^^

this thursday having a date with Ira at MacRitchie Reservoir!!Can't wait~

Why am I still doing this? --the answer....

2009-09-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

Im totally feelin sick rite now...Must b cos of my mens or something I ate last night..bahhhh

Niwae,hav one phrase that totally encouraged me to complete my projects..

"Whatever it is that I am experiencing now will definitely have some meaning in my life."

Surprisingly it came from the guy who looked as though he has a fever all the time..LOL
And i still love his hands >______________< /

Jump!

2009-09-23T22:57:00.008+08:00

( I need to b crazy like Aiba-chan XDXD )

Yooooo....been awhile since I've updated my blog..nothing much going on in my life..just the usual thing with FYP XDXD

celebrated Hari Raya last sunday..frankly speaking i don really care much for this year..may be cos im too preoccupied with FYP...niwae,received my result for IAP..Tho i was hoping for a DIST,getting A makes me happy too LOL

OH and my stupid computer is experiencing the same damn thing again..keep getting hang whenever I on it...don know wats the damn prob still...even after i changed the internal harddisk..i doubt its window corruptions again..wonder wat answer will acer come up with now.. >__>

hmmm....i need to buy a multiregion DVD player..why??'cos I realise that most arashi dvds that r directly imported from Japan are in region 2.. bahhh

anyway,promised u that i will giv some inspiring phrases to me didn't I?
XDXD

here's two of them~

" Success has a simple formula; do your best and people may like it. "

" True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance. "

Since Ira asked me to update my blog ^^

2009-09-12T20:21:00.010+08:00

Yupp..Since I was asked to update my blog,this is what is currenyly inspiring me..

Screencapped from their old show, D no Arashi, which was aired from 2003 to 2005...Oh-chan drew these for O no Arashi ( his corner ) where he will pick 2 pics ouot of 100 and combined them into one art...LOL

I only took 2 screencap since I'm lazy to search for his corner in 116 episodes @____@

For the first art he picked a lion,a rubic and a ferris wheel.I love this one the best cos I love how he drew the lion XD

The second art, he picked ninomiya and a dog..Lol
hilarious how he dragged nino to sit with him so he can drew him.

I wish I can draw animals so realistically.. >____________<

Oh btw,i also screencapped oono and sho's matching game..LOL..

sho's horrible drawing is kinda cute i guess.. XD

G no Arashi episode 021

G no Arashi episode 046

Click for larger view!

Arashi still tops the global chart

2009-09-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

After 2 weeks,Arashi is still top of the chart XDXD

Oh btw,finally received my cd LOL

Congratz~

2009-09-02T21:19:00.009+08:00

Managed to strt my exercise today...walk home from school XDXD
planning to always walk home everytime I go to school from now onwards...

Like I said to Zahirah,I wanna start writing phrases that I find inspiring to me so it will help me in life ^^...

I will try to post as much phrases I can each week at the end of my posts...But hopefully I can have atleast once a week..

GREAT news,arashi finally broke record..they managed to sold more than a million copies of their all the best album 1999-2009 XDXD

congratz!

" God grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change,the courage to change the one I can, and the wisdom to know its me. "

Outing and Arashi??

2009-09-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

yo!went out with my 2nd batch of xinmin friends...Zahirah,Jannah,Wani,Masita,Hafiz,Madi,Marzuki,Zan,Farhan and even tho he's not in the pic,marzuki..LOL

met up with jan outside school den realised that the teachers are all gone so we went to wait for wani at the bus stop..take a little trip to hg mall and spent our day there at the librarym LOL..masita came to meet us there and from there we went to the bus interchange to wait for the rest.

Zahirah was the 2nd last to arrive.Took a bus to bedok interchanger..I was emo-ing the whole way as usual and fell asleep LOL

At the interchange we met up with Zan adn we went to the place whgich i don even know existed >.>

I ordered pattaya!lol..the food was kinda nice..was damn full..XDXD
lotsa stupid things happened with the guys etc..and after the break we went to geylang~

not gonna say much cos basically we were just walking aroud aimlessly while I get picked on by the guys...I don know why -.-

( as usual me and my 'rock' hair )

during the trip home,we camwhore!..Lol the gals atleast....I walked home from hg mall after that..so nice to sweat again after sooo long of not exercising bah..but u can't really call this exercising since i only walked for like 15-20 minutes..

hmmm...went home and msn with Yana and yani mira..to set a date for outing with the two grps..sooo busy @____@
and i haven even finish my animations yet..bahhh...

niwae,it was fun yesterday..heard that nasri is gonna plan another outing since he couldn't make it for yesterday..not sure i can go tho...

ANYWAY!!!!

just read the news at oricon..

arashi total sales for their album for the 2nd weeks is 986 000~!!and they r still in #1 spot in the oricon chart for 2 weeks XDXD
so happy for them lol

knowing i also contributed to that amount..hopefully they will hit a million record by this week if not the next...let's wait and hope~it will b a wonderful gift to them for the 10th anniversary.. ^__________^

Final Destination makes u paranoid..?wait..tat's only zahirah LOL

2009-08-29T22:46:00.011+08:00

a VERY eventful day today..went to Clemeti MRT with Ira..LOL

salivated over shin tokyo sushi and ramen ten bfore taking our stuffs ffrom sapphire..After tat we went for a useless tour from clemeti to jurong east to joo koo and back to boon lay @_____@ just to go to jurong point...haiz..penat merry go round beb...org tgh sebok 'puase' ni...lol

a desperate search for golden village cinema happened and another killing moment of queueing for 2 measley tickets..-.-

got the tickets and ira nearly went to the mens' toilet..hahahaha!

not even 10 minute into the movie,ira was already cringing in fear...not even half thru the movie,she wanted to go home..me?

i was laughing the whole time..LOL sadist >___>

after the movie,ira wished she can just stay at one place without moving..her paranoid mind was running and she became cautious of everything,even from my dangling jacket..LOL

tu la nk sgt tgk final destination..de ati nk act berani konon LOL!!!

went home with us laughing the whole time...talked abt lovelife,family,we feeding each other food,arashi,dbsk,ft island,some hyde and many stupid things..

and let me remind u to be careful when gg out with ira..You will for sure experience some 'accidents' episodes with her..I always do..hahaha

next up!teachers day on monday XD

PS: its a fun day gal.. gerekkkk ^^ and jgn takot..aku make sure rambot aku jauh ri bende2 yg bole sepit menyepit hahaha

Done!

2009-08-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

Inspired by My Girl by Sahara Mizu...The manga that Aiba's new drama gonna be made into.. XDXD
Finally done with it..

Kinki Kids no Domoto Tsuyoshi

2009-08-23T23:41:00.008+08:00

Don know him?You shuld LOL

Atleast if ur a fan of Johnny's Entertainment...He's from Kinki Kids,a gtroup consisting of 2 members,Domoto Kyoichi and Tsuyoshi...Regardless of their same sirname,they r not related ^^

Why the random introduction?'cos I just watch Fantastipo ( a super old movie starring Kokubun Taichi (TOKIO ) and tsuyoshi..) I don like the movie cos its abit weird but i love the theme song Lol..

as usual I fell in love with tsuyoshi's voice again..tats y the intro XDD

IMO kinki kids is different from the rest of the johnny's groups as they hav super unique voices which i really love..hahahYou shuld try to listen to some of their songs ^^

An i really need to strt working on this...

been neglecting this art since like almost half a year ago @____@...
just don hav the motivation to continue..haiz...

2009-08-22T23:10:00.008+08:00

When im bored,i do wallpapers..LOL

5x10

2009-08-21T22:42:00.007+08:00

Ohno Satoshi's 10 years
You seem younger compared to 10 years ago, Leader

Aiba: He is after all our leader, but when we first debuted, he was rather adultish, wasn't he?
Ninomiya: So he's gotten younger?
Sakurai: That might well be the case. But you know, recently, he was told by a staff member, "Aren't the wrinkles on your forehead terrible?".
(Everyone laughs)
Ninomiya: He hasn't grown younger then.
Ohno: That was the first time I was told something like that!
Matsumoto: Isn't it because you got sunburnt and your skin became dry?
Ninomiya: You go fishing too much (laughs)
Sakurai: And the lovey-dovey-ness between you and Nino has increased too, hasn't it?
Ohno: That... In general, that's because Nino initiates it.
Ninomiya: Is that so?
Matsumoto: Then, let's say, instead of Nino, the other 3 of us did that, would you accept it?
Ohno: That's a bit different.
Matsumoto: So it's not as if anyone would do. Does that mean you're the faithful sort (laughs)?
Ohno: It would be bad if Nino saw, right...
Ninomiya: What's with that (laughs)
Aiba: The two of you, are you dating? An intra-group love?
Matsumoto: It's okay if you use our 10th anniversary as a coming-out, you know.
Ninomiya: And what would you do, if we were serious (laughs)?
Matsumoto: If that's the case, do it quietly.
Sakurai: On the contrary, wouldn't it be weird if we said "break up!"? If we all approved of it.
Matsumoto: I often get asked, "Does Arashi really not fight?", but if the reason why we first have a fight was this, it'd go down pretty well.
Sakurai: If we said "Please break up!
Matsumoto: We were doing it till morning (laughs)

credit:saladesu

When i got nothing to do....

2009-08-17T15:13:00.000+08:00



		I will marry oono satoshi.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in egypt in our fabulous Mansion.
		We will have 7 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a green mercedez.
		I will spend my days as a student, and live happily ever after.

Aiba's new drama :DD

2009-08-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

YEAHHH!!

Aiba finally will get his first main lead in a new drama coming out in october..

For his first drama,he will act as a dad taking care of his daughter whom he only met when his 5 years went missing lover passed away.
I've just read the manga till when it stopped translating and i find the story very sweet.

I can totally see Aiba in it..

the sypnosis:
Kazama Masamune - a single 23-year-old man...has a kid? During the season of cherry blossoms, his beloved passes away. He happens to meet a little girl outside work and realizes she is his daughter who was raised in secrecy by his lover. The worst spring of his life is transformed into a painful yet vivid spring.

At first I tot it was a romance drama but turns out it more of parental love.
Can't wait to see him act~XDXD

hmmm...tho i wonder whether Oh-chan is still having a drama in october.. >.>

midori ame

2009-08-02T04:45:00.003+08:00

もどり雨 Modori Ame

僕の心は　張り裂けそうで
boku no kokoro wa harisakesou de
あなたの事で　イッパイだから
anata no koto de ippai dakara
どこへ行っても　忘れはしない
doko e itte mo wasure wa shinai
あなたの事が　大好きだから
anata no koto ga daisuki dakara

何もないし何も出来ないけれど
nani mo nai shi nani mo dekinai keredo
あなた思う気持ちは　誰にも負けない
anata omou kimochi wa dare ni mo makenai

僕の心は張り裂けそうで
boku no kokoro wa harisakesou de
あなたの事でイッパイなのさ
anata no koto de ippai na no sa

僕の心は張り裂けそうで
boku no kokoro wa harisakesou de
あなたの事でイッパイなのさ
anata no koto de ippai na no sa
寝ても覚めても　忘れはしない
nete mo samete mo wasure wa shinai
あなたの事が大好きだから
anata no koto ga daisuki dakara

こんな気持ちわかってほしいのだから
konna kimochi wakatte hoshii no dakara
あなた思う気持ちに　変わればいいのに
anata omou kimochi ni kawareba ii no ni

僕の心は　張り裂けそうで
boku no kokoro wa harisakesou de
あなたの事で　イッパイなのさ
anata no koto de ippai na no sa

何もないし何も出来ないけれど
nani mo nai shi nani mo dekinai keredo
あなた思う気持ちは　誰にも負けない
anata omou kimochi wa dare ni mo makenai

僕の心は　張り裂けそうで
boku no kokoro wa harisakesou de
あなたの事で　イッパイなのさ
anata no koto de ippai na no sa
僕の心は　張り裂けそうで
boku no kokoro wa harisakesou de
あなたの事で　イッパイなのさ
anata no koto de ippai na no sa

あなたの事が　大好きだから
anata no koto ga daisuki dakara

My heart seems to burst,
because it's full of things about you.
Wherever I am, I will not forget you.
Because I love you so much.

Even though there is nothing you can do,
Your feelings will not be defeated by anyone.
My heart seems to burst,
it's full of things about you.

My heart seems to burst,
it's full of things about you.
Night and day I will not forget you.
Because I love you so much.

Because I want you to understand this feeling,
it will be good if it changes to the feeling you'd understand.
My heart seems to burst,
it's full of things about you.

Even though there is nothing you can do,
Your feelings will not be defeated by anyone.
My heart seems to burst,
it's full of things about you.

My heart seems to burst,
it's full of things about you,
because I love you so much.

TVXQ! ahhhh

2009-08-01T11:23:00.002+08:00

Bahhh...Now i really don know wat happening to TVXQ!.. >.>

Jaejoong,Junsu and Yoochun files lawsuit against SM..i think its regrading their contract.
I have a feeling it won b soon before this group disband at this rate...

>.>

i know they hav potentials as individuals but i don wan to see yet another case like H.O.T..
I still prefer them as a group rather than doing solo.. >____<

Oh well..let's just wait and c wat will happen later..

On the bright side,i just ordered All about dong bang shin Ki 3 and arashi all the best 1999-2009 limited edition..
which thoroughly burn a hole in my pocket LOL

But now i hav something to look forward at the end of the month of august :D
FT Island 2nbd prince concert which i ordered like last month and all abt dbsk 3 DXD
just waiting for the latter to come so i can grab two at one go..
and also arashi cd.. XDXD

The life of an animaton student..this is the only way i can enjoe myself..haiz..

La Familia

2009-07-25T13:15:00.008+08:00

It all began in Hawaii
A.RA.SHI A.RA.SHI for dream
Clasping hands alternately with everyone,
while keeping up each day’s arduous schedules
Lacking the ability, and cannot find one’s self,

holding in unease the entire day
Still, even if the road ahead is undefined,
Run towards the present with all your strength

Found a reason to be strong. You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend.
Every time you call my name, I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends.

Understanding myself, and vaguely knowing what kind of place I’m at
During the times when I couldn’t trust in anyone,
during the times when I couldn’t see my surroundings clearly,
there have been instances where I’ve wasted a lot of time,
and instances where I understand clearly yet still cannot do it
Taking each step with my own feet, surpassing the barriers, that is the present
“These past five years, I’ve never been alone.”
Experiencing this everyday, I walked through five years.

Found a reason to be strong. You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend.
Every time you call my name, I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends.

Undertaking the pain together, sharing the laughter together
Passing each day with happiness, at the same time thankful of those around me
My own road was chosen by my own self
My mind is steady and firm
( my mind is steady and firm).

Found a reason to be strong. You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend.
Every time you call my name, I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends.

At that time, who will be by my side?
Without a doubt it will be the five of us together
Within the encircled surroundings, like it is now
With you at my side, with everyone at my side

At that time, who will be by my side?
Without a doubt it will be the five of us together
Within the encircled surroundings, with you at my side
This is what I hope for, I make this wish here now

written by Matsumoto Jun

ahhhh....didn't know he wrote such a nice lyrics for his members..wished i could do tat too..loving this song like crazy currently LOL

F.T. Island - I Hope (바래)

2009-07-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!FTI new mv has come out!XDXD

Although i love angsty song as their title track but this song kinda grows on me..i love the chorus..and as usual hongki's voice is superb!

Can't wait for the album~<33

~Huda

Dirty Desire....for who O.O

2009-07-12T13:06:00.003+08:00

Because of a Juntoshi x Ohmiya vid,im crazy abt this song now..LOl...

bah...Havta to start animating @___@
and i havto learn how to use flash now >___<

stupid work..5 more weeks!!!
den i can get out of there :D

~Huda

Arashi x TVXQ! Music Station

2009-07-04T16:52:00.006+08:00

awwww...arashi members r laughing at junsu...lol..junsu and his oyaji gags.

in reality he doesn't wan to do the gag at the concert but he had to since everyone was waiting for it.

Nino especially laughed alot in this.Seems like he likes lame jokes.hahah

how i wish dbsk will appear in Arashi no Syukudaikun T____T

Now i know wat song this reminds me of..stand by u reminds me of gundam 00 season 2 ending trust you.. XDXD

~Huda

Arashi & TVXQ! 1st and 2nd spot on Oricon

2009-07-03T13:53:00.003+08:00

YESSS!!!Arashi and TVXQ! totally nailed the 1st and 2nd spot on the oricon chart!! XDXD

Arashi being 1st with sold 135,053 while TVXQ! sold 94,838 on their first day of single release.

Congratz TohoShi XDXD

Everything PV is OUT!!!

2009-06-28T11:23:00.007+08:00

YEAAAAA!!!Its finally out!!

I thought it will be out onthe day they release their single but it came out today XDXD

sooo happy~

surprisingly,i found nino damn hot in the vid,not sho,oono,or jun.LOL

especially at 00:52

i love the scenery..gav out the nostalgic kinda of feeling...Im sooooo gonna paint this in PS man..hahha

~Huda

FT Island Showcase Singapore

2009-06-27T20:27:00.014+08:00

YEAHHHH!!!After knowing them and loving them since their debut,I finally saw them live!XDXD

I met with meme and cher at serangoon mrt at 10 and make our way to vivocity.Reach there and bought some snacks and went on to the venue..

OMG..If i know there was gonna b a queue number,I would have come like at 8 or something.. >.>

So in the end we get like 400+ number...bah..

while waiting we also bought ft island jump up mini album..LOL..actually i don wan to buy but they signed it leh...of cos i wan XDXD

den wait and wait..while waiting i heard a scream and guess what..honggi was on the 2nd level looking at the fans la...dammit..i saw like only a glimpse of him before he turned ard and went it...he was in his singlet..

if only the fan didn't scream,he would b still standing there!!! >___<
but meme got a clear view of him tho..LOL

I havta say the organisation isn't really tat good but atleast they try their best. we came inside the place at 3.15 like that..
i was standing not so far from the stage and i can c clearly,aside from Minhwan who was drumming at the back T___T

The fans was screaming nonstop..it was kinda irritating actually especially the ones beside me.Cher was like saying ahh i wan to c jonghun and guess what?the gal next to me look at us and strted shouting i love jonghun..

Me and cher was like uh.....and i told cher she just trying to spite u so ignore her.. anyway,it was kinda irritating cos they keep shouting i love etc and keep bumping into me when im taking vids so yeah.. when fti came out i was star-struck...AGAIN~

I mean imagine liking a band for 2 years and finally they r standing in front of u..LOL..of cos i go crazy XDXD

at first honggi was singing normally..mayb cos they don know how to act ard singapore fans but after that he totally when crazy and keep goofing ard and jumping here and there..as usual

I really envied those in front cos he totally interacted with them la.. like holding their hands and gg near them and looking at their cam..also he took the penstick or wateva u call and also a fanmade singnboard of his name...AHHHH..he's good at fanserving man XD

Oh and during their MC it was hilarious.. All the broken sentences of english etc..AHHAHHAHA I was laughing my ass off...

what i was sad abt was that they didn't sing saranghoae.... T___T
one of my most fav song...and i was so sure they would sing tat..haiz..

honggi sang out of tune most of the songs and minhwan make mistakes with his drums alot..they need to rehearse more.. -.- jonghun was as usual emo-ing one corner with his guitar but he went nearer to honggi at later part so i managed to get him in the vids.. XDXD

I am sooo proud of seunghyun...as he is a new member,of cos i don know much abt him but i havta say he's nice to the fan..like i said,i think seunghyun,jaejin and minhwan r the nicest towards fans..Honggi always has an attitude..i hav to admit tat even tho he's fav XD

and seunghyun keep smiling its so sweet..i love his smile ^^

AHHHHH...im totally ranting...Me and cher made a pact not to show anyone the vids...HAHHAHA...its a precious memories for us...but im pretty sure those ppl will upload on utube..especially those nearer to the stage..

I hope they come again soon but i doubt so since they r preparing for their 3rd album...well,guess that's the end of my rants~

another pathetic pics of them b4 i gave up and took vids instead >.>

and they r otw home now...bye ft island~thank you for coming ^^

PS:Honggi is getting chubbier again XDXD

~Huda

H1N1 flu in NYP

2009-06-26T14:27:00.004+08:00

Yappp...

now there's one confirmed case of H1N1 flu in NYP..

wonder what's gonna happen now.

I guess its a blessing that im in attachment.

Ft Island arrival

2009-06-26T00:33:00.016+08:00

Bahh..just came back from stalking fti at airport..LOL..

i only managed to snag a pathetic pic of jaejin and seunghyun...>.>

didn't c honggi,jonghun, and minhwan!!! T___T
anyway,,jaejin was damn short...i mean he's like at my height if not shorter..-.-

can't wait for showcase!!! XDXD

when u got nothing to do

and TVXQ! all about dbsk 3 is comin out in aug!!! i wan!!!!
hopefully its sub... =__=

~Huda

If....

2009-06-22T19:28:00.003+08:00

Beginning to like Da Pump..Their songs r coool~~

And 4 more days to FT Island showcase~<33
Hongki ah!!!

~Huda

ashita no kioku -- oono satoshi

2009-06-19T22:48:00.005+08:00

aaahhhh..been so long since ive PS..LOL..today left work early..cramps killing me.. >.>

don know if 2molo im gonna buy any shirt..bah...work?sux anyway..lolcan't wait for attachmen to finish now.. -.-

one more week to the showcase~

~Huda

2009-06-08T22:54:00.009+08:00

Oo-chan looks like a kid sitting in between aiba and matsumoto..even tho he's older than them by 2-3 years..Lol,,

ちょう　カワイイ!! <33

hmmm..i came to realise something..i discovered tat even tho im a slacker,im the kind of person who will get the job done as best as i can..even if i hate watever im doing.. >.>

don know if tat is a good thing or not..

~Huda

2009-06-06T16:02:00.004+08:00

2009-06-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

I hate my life at the moment....

Not enuff tat i hav sch stress,now i have work stress and gg home isn't helping cos there's such a thing called home stress also.

Im so fucking pissed at everyone rite now.

FT Island Showcase confirmed!

2009-05-30T20:52:00.011+08:00

YEAH!!We got the tix~ ちょう　おもいしろう！

Me,cher merissa and her fren gg liao~

In the mood to picspam with Jajan XDXDXD

( When i just got out of bed >.> )

Can't wait for 27 Jun~ <3>

And i got 2 complimentary tix to Jurong Bird Park on 13 June...OMG Im so lucky today~

~Huda

2009-05-29T23:17:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!I changed my mind..LOL.. Im gg to FTI showcase!!XDXD

Meetin with Ira tomolo to go..Cher will come later..SOOOOOO exciting...Hope i can get the tix T____T

OH!Must watch This parody of 'Nobody' LOL!!!!

Stop with the pretense

2009-05-29T01:26:00.004+08:00

A zookeeper was mauled to death by a white tiger at a wildlife park in New Zealand's north, police said.

"A male wildlife keeper was fatally mauled by a white tiger while cleaning an enclosure in Whangarei's Zion Wildlife Gardens today," New Zealand police said in a statement.

A report said visitors to the park had seen the attack, although this was not immediately confirmed by police.

An Auckland man told the Fairfax newspaper group he had seen the mauling.

"It was very, very frightening," said the man, who declined to be named.

Despite the efforts of the second keeper and a rapid response from other wildlife park staff, the tiger would not let the park worker go and he died at the scene, police said.

The tiger was later destroyed by wildlife park staff.

Fairfax's Stuff website reported eight foreign tourists at the park were understood to have witnessed the incident.

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Seriously,wats the use of having a zoo?To save wildlife?Keep animals from extinction?

PLEASE LA...With all these stupid killing done whenever an animal kills someone,might as well don even try to save them at all.No use trying to b nice and 'let's save the animal from extinction' game.

Do u even realise that even tho humans said they wan to save wildlife,they are the one destroying them with their own hands?

Humans just sux... >.>

Ever heard of animal instinct?Seriously,they shuld hav more safety precautions when doing their work at a zoo where you will b surrounded by ferocious animals all the time.This is like the second time I read news like this.

Good thing that singapore didn't do wat they did to the poor tiger.

Rambling

2009-05-27T21:57:00.004+08:00

Haiz...I really REALLY wanna go to FTI showcase but paying $100 for an hour with them is just not worth it...I'd rather save the money for their concert IF they r having one in sg.. >.>

TVXQ! is gg to be on Tokyo's Friend Parl 2!!! XDXD
wanna c how they bhave there..Of cos thwy won b 100% fun like arashi.. ^^

Work was ok I guess..For the first 3 days since i strted working,ive been working OT..And today i spent 10 and half just working on Pop-Up Olive,doing storyboard and exporting..Hahah..My eyes wanna pop-out liao..

Tomolo i havta export again~

~Huda

Crazy Moon ~ Kimi wa Muteki ~

2009-05-26T20:43:00.006+08:00

Finally it came out!!Hahha...Oh-chan look like a kid standing between sho and jun >.>

and now im waiting for the new song for their cm au t come out..Wahhh...arashi is sure busy XDXD

Work was ok i guess for today..And 2molo i nd to help them out with storyboard since i have experience doing it..@___@

~Huda

Last day

2009-05-24T22:36:00.001+08:00

It FINALLY came OUT!!! XDXDXXD

2009-05-24T09:40:00.007+08:00

Now i can'' wait for crazy moon mv XDXD
Everyone looks so hot..I missed seeing Oh-chan doing art..Now that he's so crazy abt fishing.. >.>

Anyway,went to c my workplace yesterday.Spent almost an hour and half searching for it...Its pretty far inside..Bahhh...

And i bought soem formal clothes XDXD
Now just slacking off..haiz.tomolo strt suffering again...

~Huda

End of FYP?

2009-05-22T22:56:00.006+08:00

Now im missing FT Island T___T

Hey!
Calling out to all Singapore Primadonnas & Overseas Fans!

FT Island will be coming to Singapore this June.
Therefore, there will be a FT ISLAND Showcase in Singapore.

Date: 27th June 09, Saturday
Time: Approx 3 - 4pm
Venue: To be confirmed
Cost: Around SGD $100

OMG I wanna GO!!!!!

Anyway just got back from our so called celebration of the 'end' of our FYP..XDXD

Went to J8 to watch Night at Museum...When we were buying the tickets,we saw Mr Chris our lecturer who was also watching the same timeslot..In the end he went with us XDXD

Coincidentally,he sat directly bhind us..Hahha..and he shared all the tidbits he smuggled in..Mwahaha..In the end it was me,Merissa,Cheryl,Renee,Nafyal,Shu Kang and mr Chris...

After me and Shu Kang went to eat Pastamania..It a first for me and I made the wrong choice.. <.<>

~Huda

2009-05-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

Without a doubt, someday
We'll go towards it, one day

Peach Blossom?

2009-05-12T22:58:00.007+08:00

I finally found out where will i b located for my attachmen...It's at Peach Blossom..Jiawei was the one who informed me..Hopefully it will b true..LOL

Anyway,what Jiawei told me was that Huiyin who is working there told him that me and Merissa will work there...haha..Atleast i will hav some company XDXD

Cheryl still don know where she is located tho but Grace said that she will b alone..Poor her..As the for the rest,Grace said we will b inform ard late this week or next...

And i can't wait for fyp to b over and strt on a new project XD

~Huda

2009-05-07T01:48:00.002+08:00

I feel like a pedophile...Going ga-ga over Hey!Say!Jump... LOL

Annnnd im dying with fyp..but..2 weeks and 3 days left!!

がんばって！！！
フダ！！

あしたのきおく－Memories of Tomorrow

2009-05-03T14:24:00.016+08:00

あのひ　きみと　みていた　ゆうやけ　えいえんに　したくて
きおくの　なか　てを　のばして
なんども　ふれようと　するけれど

I want to watch the sunset with you like that day forever
Stretching my hand inside the memory
Trying countless time to touch you

おなじ　けしきも　きもちも　にどとは　とりもどせないから
かがやいてた　かこの　ゆめを
ふりかえって　しまうんだよ

We cannot go back the same scenery or feelings
The shining dream of our past
We end up looking back at it

まっさらな　みらいに　さえ
かなしみが　こばだして
こころを　にじませるから
だれもが　たちどまり　みうしなって　しまうよ

Even in the brand new future
The sadness is overflowing
Clouds in our hearts
Everyone stops and losses sight of it

コーロス

めぐり　めぐる　けせつの　とちゅうで
なに　いろの　おしたを　えがきますか？
つよく　つよく　しんじあえたなら
なに　いろの　みらいが　まっていますか？
　
Chorus

In the middles of rotating seasons
What color of 'tomorrow' we'll paint?
If we are able to strongly believe
What's the color of the future that awaits us?

たいせつな　おもいでさえ　いつかは　いろあせてくるから
げんじつから　めを　そらだして
ゆめと　いう　ことばに　みえた

Even the most important memory will fade someday
To distract your eyes from the reality
You will see the word called dreams

きずつき　こわれた　きのうが　
あやまち　だったと　しても
てを　ふれたは　ないから
なんども　はんじめから　やりなおして　ゆけばいい

Yesterday when i was hurt and broken
Even if it was a mistake
When i try to touch it,it isn't your hand
Although if i have to start all over again,i will try again

コーロス

めぐり　めぐる　じだいの　としうで
なんど　ひとを　すきに　なれるの　だろう？
ふかく　ふかく　ささえあえたなら
きみの　ために　なにが　できるのだろう？

Chorus

In the middle of the changing eras
How many times we may love a person?
If we could assist each other deeply deeply
What should i do for you?

かさねあった　こころの　おくに
よろこびと　かなしみ
めくもりと　にくしみ
ぼくらが　めぐりあい
わから　あった　ひびは
たしかに　この　めねに
やきついている　から　

Repeating inside our hearts
Happiness and sadness
Warmth and hatred
We're rotating
The days when we shared it
On this chest
It's burnt

コーロス

めぐり　めぐる　きせつの　とちゅうで
なに　いろの　あしいたを　えがきますか？
つよく　つよく　しんじあえたなら
なに　いろの　みらいが　まっていますか？

なに　いろの　あひたを　えがきますか？

Chorus

In the middles of rotating seasons
What color of 'tomorrow' we'll paint?
If we are able to strongly believe
What's the color of the future that awaits us?

What color of 'tomorrow' we'll paint?

best fren??

2009-05-03T10:53:00.006+08:00

The other day i was hit by a hard qns..

Kun yu asked me don i hav a best fren,whom i tell all my probs to and i stoned.
I do hav frens.its not like im a total loner tho i am sometimes...just tat i don think i hav best frens..close frens yes tho..

hmmm..last time i know its yani and mira but recently our connections sorta fades?totally my fault tho.hahah..den with my xinmin frens..honestly we only meet up like few months once..for the 1st batch atleast..for my juniors,once or twice a year?

the only person i see the most is ira and that's was cos we're in the same sch.

after that qns..i was like errr..
guess for me its better not to have best frens..tat was my reply to her.im not the kind to share my problems with ppl much anyway and im not compassionate enuff to understand whenever they hav probs..

when i told my mom abt this,she just said that ur best fren is ur mom what..haha..i love my mom XDXD

i am totally a mommy's gal..

~Huda

2009-05-01T20:25:00.008+08:00

I've set my goals on what i wan to achieve after i graduate...

-hav driving license for both car and motorcycle..
-get a cert fro japanese language
-totally try to lose weight..again and again.. -.-

-become a zookeeper!!!
-support my parents

-get married ( hopefully )
-hav 2 kids ( hopefully a boy and a gal )

-die ^^

yah yah i know the 4th one is sooo out of the expectations..i mean what hav i been doing in poly?

but like i said,im the kind of person who rather do things that i enjoyed rather than doing things that pay more but i hate it.

as much as i love drawing,i don see it as a job..i like to draw on my free time rather than for a company.

but even so,i still wanna get good grades in sch..haha..

and surprisingly my mom didn't smack me for thinking of working as a zookeepr..after she paid so much for my education..haha..atleast i didn't retake any modules nor quit school halfway..and im keeping my gpa above 3 and get into director's list twice...

im just reassuring myself rite now..

the only thing my mom said was atleast i will get a job rather than sit at home and live off my parents.
ahhhhh....that's just wat i wan after graduation..who knows along the way some things might change..haha

niwae wen to bugis junction with my mom to buy her the mother's day gift.it was kinda funny cos she wan a bag which she don even the name of the brand is..i was like u wan to buy so expensive stuff but u don even know the name..haha in the end we got it tho..

the brand was braun bruffel...the logo is a buffalo kinda..

next year i will just treat her to a meal...XDXD
and father's day..im thinking of buyin my dad some fishing equipmens which will cost me another hundreds bucks...oh well..once a year anyway...

annnnd my 9 mths yrs old baby cousin jus managed to take a few steps XDXD

btw...i broke my oath...im watching hana yori dango and smile...just bcos jun is in it...
the things i do for arashi...haha

annnd nino's new drama made me wanna watch it too XXDXD
sho's the quiz show rocks as per usual..can't wait for epi 3

~Huda

im sooo going by the flow rite now

The Quiz Drama

2009-04-26T02:09:00.005+08:00

Just finished watching Sho's new drama which is currently airing in japan rite now...let me say this..

i cannot freaking wait for the next episode!!!

i love this kind of drama man...

its like another version of maou jus tat it got nothing to do with revenge..lol..

plus sho's damn HOT in the drama XDXD

his character seems to hav a spilt personalities and his producer is a pyscho LOL

oh..and im damn loving the theme song of the drama..sung by my dear arashi of cos..haha...waiting impatiently for the release of the single XDXD

Hmmm...jun's new drama ' smile ' is also airing tho im sure i won b watching it..since its a romance drama.. >.>

and nino is filming for his new drama...and i hav a feelin i won watch it too..>.>

heard its sorta love story but...we'll c ^^

wonder when oh-chan will act in a new drama again haha..

~Huda

2009-04-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

2009-04-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

desktop which is messy..as u can c im currently dl-ing vids yet again...

im sick..again.. >.>
got 2 day mc..bah...and i haven install maya... @__@

frenz

2009-04-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

wonder when will we meet again....

Stole from Yana's blog LOL..As u can c as years passed,we all grew fatter XDXD

I Believe Myself - Ft Island

2009-04-19T14:19:00.009+08:00

かいさつを　くぐった　きみの　せなか
ゆうやけの　ホームに　のまれでく
てを　ふることもなく　ふりかえらない
わかっているよ　ぼくも　ふりかないから

きれいな　もの　だけじゃない
せかいを　むねに　きざみ
ちかうみちを　すすみ　またで　あうたの

こーロス

おもいでは　はなやかに
ぼくらのせつなさをかくすけど
そこに　あたらしい　ドアは　さがせない
おもいでの　その　さきは
ぼくらの　あたらしい　ひびが　もつ
きのうと　あすを　つなげる　きょう
あるいていこう　I　Believe Myself

あさもやに　ゆれてる　いつおのまち
いごこちの　よかった　っこを　でよう
こころ　ひとつで　いいんだ　なにも　もたない
だいじょうぶさ　しんぱいならい　らないから

たみから　げないて
かなしみも　うけとめて
いつか　きみと　そんな　はなしもしよう

コーロス

おもいでは　きらめいて
のくらの　いくさきを　しめすけど
それじゃ　ぼくなりの　みらいえ　すすめない
おもいでの　その　さきで
ぼくらは　じゆうな　とりのように
はばたいては　とびたてるんだ
おそれないよ　I Believe Myself

それぞれの　みらい
いつか　ほこれる　ゆうに
じぶん　だけの　そらに　てをの　ばそう

コーロス

おもいでは　はなやかに
ぼくらの　せつなさを　かくすけど
そこに　あたらしい　ドアは　さがせない
おもいでの　その　さきは
ぼくらの　あたらしい　ひびが　もつ
きのうと　あすを　つがげる　きょう
あるいていこう　I Believe Myself

I Believe Myself...

ahhhh..finally finished typing the lyrics...hahaha...this is wat u call ppl with nothing to do.. >.>
ive sort of made up my mind..

the next goal after i complete my sch

i wanna get cert for japanese language..
still thinking of wat i wan to do in the future and somehow the jobs of taking care of animals is calling me..=.=

yah yah i know it got nothing to do with what i studied but who cares...i wan a job i will enjoe rather than working for how many years and i find myself hating it..

bahhhh...

i'll think abt his some other day

~Huda

Packed

2009-04-08T21:29:00.013+08:00

Going to play netball with my FYP members tomolo and our teacher,Ms Grace!!!

たのしみにする！！XDXD

And then on Friday,my family are gg to the zooo!!!!Whheeee~
Lastly,im gonna hav my reunion with my 1st batch frens on sun...

my schedule is so pack @___@

well..havta enjoe as much as i can since next week,we'll be starting on our animation...Finally after 6 weeks of the stupid pre-production >.>

And i realised im beginning to blow my top more often now.. -.-

ANYWAY,im really falling in love with this song...even thjo i hav the vid of it since like last yr,i didn't really listen to it till like recently..

Ohno was so emotional during his stage plays...I wanna watch T___T

i guess i jus hav a weakness for guy's hands,eyes,smile and who cried while singing... >.>
aiba too cried once and my hearty went thump-thumpy XDXD

~Huda

Deep Sorrow-Oono Satoshi

2009-04-05T19:07:00.012+08:00

おわりそうにないよる
つのるむねのこどく
ふかくさびたこころどうしていやせばいい

もっともっとかたりあえば
みつかられやがずきみのほほえみを

コーロス

きみがいなければぼくになれない
せかいははまいでこわれたらくえん
きおくのしべてをけしてしまいたい
おもいでのかずだけただ
かなしみにかわるのなら

きみがいなければぼくになれない
せかいはまでこわれたらくえん
きおくのすべてをけしてしまいたい
きみだけをあいしてたよ

あのちへいせんのはるかかなたに
まっているなりたかったじぬんのすがた
もしこのからだがはいになってもいい
そのこえにそのひとみに
もうちどあえるのなら

English

It feels like the night will never end
Leneliness grows in my chest
How can I heal this deeply rusted heart

If I can talked with you more
I think I would found your smile

chorus

Without you I can't be me
The world is like a broken paradise
I want to erase all my memories
If they're all just going to turn to sadness

Without you I can't be me
The worls ios like a broken paradise
I want to erase all my memories
I loved only you

Far beyond the diostant horizon
The image of me I wanted to become is waiting
I don't care if my body turns to ashes
If I can hear your voice,see your eyes
just one more time....

2009-04-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

finally managed to change the msn skin but i still hav to learn how to change the contact list backgrounds..tat is damn hard @___@

Rookie

2009-03-28T04:24:00.005+08:00

OMG..i finally bought the drama tat i wanted to buy since last year..XDXD

its called rookie and im loving the show LOL...its abt how a teacher helped the delinquents students to have dreams or something...the show is on baseball..haha

and the guy who played the teacher in scrap teacher was in it too!XDXD

Ichihara hayato is so cute..i like his eyebrows~ :D

i think im beginning to b obssessed over jap again after knowing arashi..LOL..

the drama was aired i august last year if im not wrong and there will b the movie this may!!!continuing after the dramna ends..OMG i wanna watch!!! T___T

and still waiting for NIno door to door special drama comin soon...@___@

~Huda

TVXQ! TAXI

2009-03-25T19:46:00.006+08:00

I love TAXI!!!!!!

and im still sick... @__@
im passing everyone my virus..Nyahhaha...

Went home straight today as per usual..SK called and asked me where we r..told him im gg home and he sort of scolded me.. O.o

said he missed me..LOL..

den i told him he can come visit me some other time. XD

~Huda

2009-03-22T10:22:00.007+08:00

Just heard tat Mira's grandmother went to hospital yesterday...hopefully she's fine..

Yani asked me whether i can come to the hospital but of course since i haven done the character's expression sheet and silhouttes i can't...bah...

maybe i can go and visit one of these days?

East Coast Reunion

2009-03-21T17:12:00.006+08:00

Jus came back from the reunion...took some piccies on the way back in the bus,,
Apiz,Aqmal and Fauzan not inside tho as they went diff route... ^^;

First,the king?

Farhan and Mufian slping..

Hafiz Jani is sitting in front so he's not in the piccies too..

Liana kept asking why am i emo-ing one corner and lsitening to music...Lol..i guess its beoming my habit now to ignore those ard me.. >.>

~Huda

FYP Team minus Daryl XD

2009-03-18T19:43:00.004+08:00

Results for 2008/2009 Semester 2

2009-03-17T08:51:00.016+08:00

Yeahhhhh~

XDXDXD
Just got my results..And im super happy with my sp4..
Thought i would get d or even worse fail LOL...

Not happy with the GPA tho.... >.>

2008/2009 Semester 2

RENDERING, LIGHTING & TEXTURING -- B
CONCEPT DEVELOPMENT PITCH -- DIST
CHARACTER ANIMATION 1 -- B+
DRAWING THE FANTASTIC FIGURE -- DIST
STUDIO PROJECT 4 -- B+
JAPANESE LANGUAGE 1 -- DIST
MOTION GRAPHICS -- C+

GPA: 3.33

Good mood now XD
Im in Directors' List again this semester..
somehow i think there's a mistake agt tat tho O.O

~Huda

ps:gonna love jacs 4eva...maybe

dbsk and arashi in Music station

2009-03-07T14:23:00.006+08:00

LOL!!!Omg arashi appeared together with dbsk !! XDXD

i kneeeew it when i saw dbsk in music station since dbsk gonna released their album in march and arashi just released tehirs~hahaha....

i wished they will collab together but tats not gonna happen i guess..

its a miracle tat johnny entertainment even let smap collab with dbsk in smapxsmap..ahhhh
so exciting!! XDXD

haiz...arashi never fail to amuse me..i mean they talk abt rectum inspection during their physical checkup in front of dbsk....

LOL...i wished dbsk will go crazy like tat.. XD

~Huda

2009-03-05T13:47:00.007+08:00

I'm bored so i decided to draw emo stuffs?lol

inspired by our prject as well as the guy from da tat cher intro-ed to me

personally i like how the first one turns out ^^

Helpin out at Fusion show today and tomolo...bahh..i love volunteering myself too much >.>

~Huda

2009-03-04T13:49:00.004+08:00

watched marley and me with sk,meme,hui sian and cheryl yesterday...
all of us cried in the end...lol...

and now im doing character sketches...bahhhh...

~Huda

believe

2009-03-02T21:31:00.004+08:00

Yeah!!!!!finally i hav the songs XDXD...

i find the song oono sang for uta no oniisan opening is cute Lol..
believe song rocks!!

Hmmm.....my fyp strted todae..Thank god we blong to the same grp...with addition of 2 members,sandy and daryl..

For our grp,we'll b working on james and andrew's codpit idea..the rest will b working on kanchiong king season 3 episode 3..bahhh...

im already stress X__X

hope we will do well on this project...

Oh yah...me and my dad went home drenched today cos of the rain.. -.-
my mom laughed at us..

~Huda

2 Arashi MVs~

2009-03-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

Ohno performing his solo song from Uta no Oniisan opening...XD

Their latest single for Sho's movie,"Yatteman".Short version...

Bahhh...Now i can't wait for episode 7 of Uta no Oniisan..Sho will ake a guest appearance!!! XDXD

and 2molo is the strt of a new project...sianz...

~Huda

2009-02-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

spending my weekend slacking to the max...

Uta no Oniisan episode 6 is cute XDXD
I wanna buy Arashi DVD Asian Tour 2008 but its region 2.. T____T

.........................................I'm bored...

~Huda

Next...Final Year Project

2009-02-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

(Took from Cheryl XD)

Bahhhhh....The presentation was a damn failure...

Our group were shot down like crazy...wth...

I hope we passed the sp4 tleast... -.-

~Huda

Survivor

2009-02-25T01:22:00.009+08:00

staying back once again and probably the last time...
For this week atleast... -.-

Presentation is on thursday and we r still batch rendering the scene...bah...
in the meantime,im slacking off since ive got nothing else to do..

Just watch the dbsk survivor mv..Its good just that i tot they could dance momre powerful..
other than tat,the song r nice..ive been liking the song ever since i first heard it.. XD

can't wait for the release of the album~ <33

~Huda

wth

2009-02-22T17:41:00.012+08:00

jus finished watching uta no oniisan episode 5 raw and i was like wtf at next week epi...

next week preview shows TAT ex of ohno aka kenta coming to his house and making dinner with the family...seriously man...wat the hell is wrong with this gal?

she dumped him,stole his dreams and now gg to his house to make dinner?

is she trying to get his pity or something?cos in ep5,something happened to her but without subs i don know wat they said..i forwarded on her part anyway.. >.>

i will b DAMN pissed if the director patch them back together...seriously,kenta is either blind or jus plain stupid to hav this kind of gal as his gf..

i was hoping he would get together with urara..tat will b soo cute LOL...im beginning to love urara now without tat excuse of a prince by her side..

but somehow i doubt the show will end like tat...at the end its either kenta will remain single,patch up with his ex or get 2gether with his manager...bah...

i hope its the former if not with urara.. >.>

and i really shuld b doing my 3daimation rite now...

cheryl is adding my workload..lol...
gg to help out at fusion show if they wan me.. @___@

~Huda

2009-02-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

staying overnite again todae.... haiz..

but atleast we r nearly done?
in a way.....

2009-02-14T10:02:00.005+08:00

all the unglam faces of tired ppl

Im so not gonna participate in that project...somehow ms grace told the top 20s tat they wanted to pick 4 of us to do an outside project..of cos i refused..i hav enough to think of at the moment..i mean i don really hav a break in between my attachmen and final year project...

in fact i think its only 2 days.. -.-

watched Curious case of Benjamin Buttons with cher,meme,renee and hui sian yesterday...the show is interesting...there r affairs everywhere.. -.-

i guess people with unique taste can enjoe the show?cos the story structure of the movie is not really tat good but the concept is interesting to me...

we finished watching like at 11+ den went home...LOL... i was dead tired cos me,meme and hui sian walked from our sch to j8...

den went home and finally listened to FTI new mini album..Nice XDXD..

somehow seunghyun's voice sounded a bit like wonbin...

gg to accompany my mom to orchard later~

im strting to learn how to draw caricature..

~Huda

2009-02-13T11:30:00.004+08:00

Bahhhhh....

still dying in school... -.-

and its like 1.30 am...

stupid sp4... >.>

WTFfFFFF

2009-02-13T11:30:00.003+08:00

Yuppp.....

Just finished the briefing for yr 3 and guess wat?
just as i expected im chosen for the groups in IAP/FYP...Bahh..

Actually all 5 of us r freaking chosen!!!!!
Kun Yu,Hui Sian,Meme and Cher too...bah...
Hui Sian's hopes and dreams hav come true..To work 2gether...

well atleast we might b in the same modules after sept hols...

SO the procedure is that,after i finished sp4,2 days later,i havta strt final year project..after that 3months,i will hav to go for my attachmen...den i can relax and spent my 7 weeks hols burnin stuffs.. >.>

After sept hols,its time to learn our modules getready for our fusion show and portfolio..

And i was jus saying tat i can't wait for sp4 to b over...

Now i jus can't wait for my life to b over.. -.-

~Huda

94 random qns and ans...O.o

2009-02-10T23:56:00.011+08:00

1. what are three ways to win your heart? err...be nice to me?

2. do you like lightning? hmmm...if im being emo..if not no?

3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair? nope

4. last person you said ‘i hate you’ to? no one ...lol

5. rain or sunshine? both?

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone? disgusting vibes..lol aka meme

7. biggest turn off? backstabber

8. fave movie? .......idk....

9. would you date someone who smokes? i sure as hell hope not...

10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? hell no!

11. what’s your biggest turn on, physically? omg.,where shuld i strt?? i guess its most likely the hands or eyes or smile.. XD

12. would you have sex w. someone you weren’t dating? iszat a stooopid qns?

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them? i haven even been on a date.. T___T

14. have you ever dated someone more than once? Read previous ans and idiot.. *emooooo*

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? AHHHH!!!SO hard to choose from 30+ ppl!!But currently,im dying to date Oono XDXD.. WE CAN DRAW CARICATURE TOGETHER!!! :DD

16. what’s your relationship status? did u even read ans 13 and 14??trying to make me more emo rite ... -.-

17. do you like cuddling? Hell yes..XDXD especially when i just woke up..

18. do you hold grudges? hmm...sometimes?but i do forgive easily too..

19. do you regret dating anyone? READ MY ANS FREAKO!!!!!

20. hugger or kisser? huggy huggy and more huggy~~ XD

21. missing someone? OH NO!!!! I miss Oono!! T___T

22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes? ...........................................

23. are you happier single or in a relationship? i own know unless i strted dating.......

24. how important are looks? hmmm...i guess first impression u will vote looks but on the long run,personality is the most importrant to me ^^

25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice? NICE OF COS!!!Why so stupid >.>

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated? im not even gonna ans this...

27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with? .....depends?

28. do you kiss on the 1st date? NEXT!!!

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them? errr....havta c the situation...but i guess not?

30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?

that's MY line!!!!

31. are you spoiled? VERY

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship? cheated on?liars?errr....disrespectful?

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute? I bet they say i wouldn't even get pick -.-

34. did you miss anyone today? OOoooooNoooooo!!!!!!!

35. last person to see you cry? nada..

36. Who/what made you cry? O.O..lotsa things?

37. are you a forgiving person? maaaayb...depends on wat the person did..

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend? Siao..there r other fishes in the sea...

39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug… my cat..sad life rite?

40. are most of your friends guys or girls? now gals i guess...

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out? 10-15 min?

42. how many people do you know of named Adam? nada..

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders? O.O...do i even care?

44. what was the last thing you burnt? im not tat emo yet...

45. what is your full name? Nurulhuda Bte Samad...

46 what color is the bra you have on now? O.o..........huh?

47. do you straighten your hair every day? i don think u nd to straigten straw

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs? i guess its too big sometimes?

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip? Even guys does la hello?

50. what are your favorite girly magazines? girly cooties? -.-

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? i don wear makeup...unless on special ocassion..

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie? i don even watch those 'things'..

53. would you leave the house without makeup on? is tat a crime?

54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys? lotsa things!! XDXD but their personalities tops i guess..

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle? hmmm...VERY hard qns..i guess middle? or tomboy?

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe? wait..im digging my grave rite now..

57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own? errr..im a cheapskate person..Lol..i guess its the sleeveless jacket?or baju kurung...

58. what color do you absolutely despise? hmm..none i guess...

59. have you ever stolen? every does...

60. have you set your hair on fire? i take great with my straw ard fire... ^^

61. do you wear sweat pants? sometimes?

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? duh..

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it? nope~

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck? but 50 cents can buy alot of things!Lol..nah...i don listen to eng songs XD

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:))? Huggy rules!!!kisses....c first

66. do you act gangster? when im no mood to talk..

67. ever made a prank phone call? hmm...not sure..

68. last kiss? mummy kissed me on the cheek everyday XDXD

69. what bill do you hate paying most? not using my own money atm but when i do i guess it shuld b electrical bills?

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? wat romantic dinner?if u count sitting in front of the com watching arashi den i had one 5 hours ago.. >.>

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up? i still don know...

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy? O.o..hug?gossip?talk nonsense? LOl

73. when did you first start feeling older? -.-...when im being bullied...

74. favorite guilty pleasure? rite now? arashi ^^

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with? Shit..i won hav enough time to spend with all of them...

76. what famous person would you like to sleep with? how abt marry?

78. what do you hate about your school? hmmm...waking up early and assignmens..

79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own? my parents'...

80. have you lost a friend recently? hm...i wonder abt my social life rite now..

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? siao...

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? lol..its been rubbing on me since yr 1.

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget? O.o...i guess both r hard...

84. do you give out second chances too easily? most of the times..

85. is your best friend pretty? compared to me hell yeah.

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes? wat exes.. >.>

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? im not a voyeur...

88. can you make yourself cry? i guess so..

89. is your life simple or complicated? simple yet complicated?

90. are you easily confused? hmm...mostly no but i make ppl confuse.. ^^

91. are you taller than 5′4″? nearly... -.-

92. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? when i was primary sch..

93. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? nope~

94. does everything really happen for a reason? i believe so..

---------------------------

i must b bored to do this ionstead of sleeping -.-

Just watched Uta no Oniisan epiosde 3 with subs..XDDX..

Omg..Now i can't wait for epi 4!!!

hopefully oono's ex in the drama die or something..i hate that women.. >.>
don know wat she's thinking when she dump him and gave stupid excuse for it..

and now she cried when she saw him on tv??wth...

i hate gals who says they dump a guy but in the end ended up crying over him..shitty person..

im dead...

~Huda

uta uta

2009-02-09T19:47:00.011+08:00

bah..im so loving uta no oniisan <33

BUt i hate his x galfren...and his boss..tho i can tolerate the latter more than the former... >.>
episode 3 caps~

can't wait for the next eipisode XDXD

Oh..and sho's new movie is coming out soon too~Yatteman~

and i nd to b slping rite now.. -.-

Oh..and fti new mv with new member ^^ Hongki smex~!

~Huda

my own world

2009-02-08T23:15:00.013+08:00

I realise somehow im beginning to back out from my social circle...
Even my mom said tat i'm unsociable...bahh...

still dying on Character Animation...and tomolo is the beginning of sp 4..
And i hav a test too..Iff anyone fail this test,we automatically fail sp4...
Great..Just great..

hmmm....lotsa of my fren don know why i like oono..they said he's not good looking ( which i told them many times before..i don go for looks -.-)

but i somehow found out the ans recently..oono reminds me of my dad XDXD

its true wat they said...women usually looks for someone they like who reminds them of their father...

especially when both of them hav the same crazy hardcore interest like fishing... -.-

nada

2009-02-05T11:10:00.004+08:00

Cute rite?From their movie Yellow Tears - Kiiroi Namida in 2007...
Jun is ssooooooo cute XD

Finished emo-ing..sorta...im so gonna die for CA man... bahhhhhh..

Yesterday we were told to choose our modules for Yr 3..2 PE and 1 CE..Of cos there's no more thinking..Im already set to choose Jap language 2 to begin with...Its the PEs tat im worrying abt..Don know if i wan to put digital matte painting first or Image synthesis..

Hmmm...Guess NANA won b together for next sem..Since we sort of choose different modules..Lol

I sooo hope I won b in P1 or P2..Cos if i get for either of these,i will either strt my attachmen or FYP 2 days after my sp4 is done..tat will kill me seriously... @___@

I hate it when i hav to choose... >.>

~Huda

Compile songs

2009-02-03T12:11:00.008+08:00

Compilations lyrics of this song?? I was bored...another way to pass the time rather than emo-ing...i got lazy at the end.. >.>

Be With You

Ohno

Your voice, your smiles, everything about you

Always for me and always because of me

Hitomi wo Tojite

Hirai Ken

I wish forever

Close your eyes, let me paint your picture,

even if the world should abandon me,

this would help me get through it all

Orion

Mika Nakashima

It was me who cried

The beautiful winter constellations,

hope they don't disappear from the skies

I looked at it,

I believe

Hero

Arashi

Now,

you're a real hero

This field is the stage where you will shine

You're out of tears and now standing here

Those hero's eyes give courage to the world

You're Hero!

Truth

Arashi

Although a small light is born

You grieve all over again

It is like the lie in a circle

Ohno

The lie disappears

Arashi

Although the last feather unfolds

The law changes

The flower of the lily is short-lived

The pain will not vanish

If it is a dream,

then so is the love

One Love

Ohno

An irreplaceable encounter

is connecting to a miracle

Memories are piling up

The song of our beginning is echoing

Arashi

Supporting me no matter when,

to my friend I share laughter and tears

My heart is full of just one thing,

the word I'm sending is thank you

WTF!

2009-02-02T14:56:00.006+08:00

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Dirty Desire....for who O.O

Arashi x TVXQ! Music Station

Arashi & TVXQ! 1st and 2nd spot on Oricon

Everything PV is OUT!!!

FT Island Showcase Singapore

H1N1 flu in NYP

Ft Island arrival

If....

ashita no kioku -- oono satoshi

FT Island Showcase confirmed!

Stop with the pretense

Rambling

Crazy Moon ~ Kimi wa Muteki ~

Last day

It FINALLY came OUT!!! XDXDXXD

End of FYP?

Peach Blossom?

あしたのきおく－Memories of Tomorrow

best fren??

The Quiz Drama

frenz

I Believe Myself - Ft Island

Packed

Deep Sorrow-Oono Satoshi

Rookie

TVXQ! TAXI

East Coast Reunion

FYP Team minus Daryl XD

Results for 2008/2009 Semester 2

dbsk and arashi in Music station

believe

2 Arashi MVs~

Next...Final Year Project

Survivor

wth

WTFfFFFF

94 random qns and ans...O.o

uta uta

my own world

nada

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